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"I'm the optimist wishing for death
I'm the Athiest living in God
I'm the pacifist living for destruction
I am the peace bringer, I am the end.
I am the black and the white.
I am what you love, and what you fear most.
You can never escape my grasp, but you live outside of me"

My word: wonderfuloustaticmolasticboofastic- of or pertaining to any thing happy, good, or otherwise positive in the miserable life of humanity ect. Esp. in life of Al Evans, a lonely little child in his own head.

"If it hurts, it isn't love. True love isn't an emotion, a feeling, a thought, it's the essence of what you may call god, or conscience, or thought, or the soul itself. Love isn't subjective, or towards any person at all, although if you're in a week spiritual state you might feel love for only a few people. Many people think that a strong lust, desire, or obsession will equate to love, but it does not. This kind of "love" leaves room for jelousy, hate, sadness, depression, and self-destruction. True love towards a person is pretty much just a numb feeling, ultimate peace, understanding.... truth. Love is truth, love is understanding." -Al Evans, a RAVING IDIOT. 

"The counsciousness that perceives each thing as existing separately is false. Actually, nothing exists in this way. When we set out to investigate things on this basis, the more deeply we look into objects and concepts, the more they dissolve. Generally, if we examine an object intensely, it becomres more and more defined and precise. But when the object does not actually exist, what we thought existed vanishes. A smooth talker may impress us at first with dazzling conversating that lacks any substance, and upon coldly analzing we may conclude that what they are saying may be the opposite of the truth. It is the same with the existence that we attribute to each thing. When we discover this, ignorance begins to disappear and the craving that we felt for other people and things loses its power." -The Dalai Llama

Now, I have debated about the war in many forums, but none seem to have any usefull links. So I decided that I will add a few links here. I have a VERY strong opinion on the war, but I won't tell you what it is. Let's just say I support freedom and liberty. Some people may interpret that differently, as it has been thrown around to spice up some already deploreable speeches. *wink wink jab nod* Now, after you look at at least ONE picture link, and ONE information link, you are able to vote or post. Please do NOT post or vote anything until you have visited them. Thank you. Please people, whether you agree with the war or not, visit some of these.(Warning, if you can't handle large amounts of gore, do not visit most of these sites)
Picture links:http://www.robert-fisk.com/iraqwarvictims_mar2003.htm
http://www.thefourreasons.org/victimsofwar.htm

http://www.ogrish.com/archives/iraqi_war_victims_Mar_04_2005.html






Info links:
http://www.iraqbodycount.net/database/ (keep in mind this was more than two years ago, there are well over 100,000 civilian casualties now)
http://www.truthout.org/cgi-bin/artman/exec/view.cgi/37/10435


http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.tcrnews2.com/iraqwarcolllage1.jpg&amp;amp;imgrefurl=http://www.tcrnews2.com/Iraqiwar.html&amp;h=322&w=400&sz=56&amp;tbnid=rn0M9sB3ZcIJ:&tbnh=96&amp;tbnw=120&amp;hl=en&start=2&amp;prev=/images%3Fq%3DIraqi%2BWar%2BVictims%26svnum%3D10%26hl%3Den%26lr%3D%26safe%3Doff%26sa%3DN



Note: I got all of these links from google search: Iraqi War Victims . I only picked links from the first page, and there are many hundreds more, so please, if you want to know more, just type that in.

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Damnit, Al, I'm really mad at you... @_@ I really shouldn't be affected by this stuff. I'm such a hypocrite. Here I am telling people to not be sad, to not get depressed, and then I go and make myself into a hypocrite. I big, fat hypocrite, I'm a walking contradiction of irrationality. This shouldn't make me sad, but it does. It hurts, it hurts ReallY bad, and I don't know why. Maybe I'm just releasing all the pain from when I was trying too hard to be happy. I don't know, I just don't know. It's no one's fault, I don't think, I... Why am I such a weak person? What did I do in my last manifestation of life to be such a bad person?

Sorry I haven't written in so long.


One small nothing
But it’s all so much
My little illusion
My mental crutch
Been holding on so long
But I choose to let it go
To let it float away
To let absolution grow
Some spots are left
As well as the scars
How unoriginal, I thought
And how I’d come so far
To your notion that I’m real
The assumption that you are too
Just guided probability
On a plate just for you
A laceration of the mind
One unimportant thought
A tiny mistake
Can turn me into something
That I’m sure I was not
A cold heart left dwindling
And the mind will rot
A sliver of joy
Falls onto my face
A sudden realization
It’s nothing like fate
So random and new
A love so alive
But not only for her
But for you and I
For every feather
For every stone
For each and every object,
There deserves to be a throne
And we all are the perfect one
We’re all so innocent
We don’t know what we’re doing
And where we went
Wrong