Sadness.
Instable insecurities.
I’m better than this.
I’m stronger than this
And the computer isn’t working.
Nothing to keep the chemicals from spilling
Focus.
Fingers moving
Nothing to feel but the vibrations of the
Clicks
Sadness
Clicking
Silent pianos echoing in the back of my head
The inequality had no solution
None
More mistakes realized.
Clicking
Ringing
See the message?
I guess the music fits the mood,
again
Pulsating.
Vibrations.
Inside me.
Something coming out
From in me
Sucking, pushing
From between my eyes
Crushing flow
White light revelations
Grey respiration
Throaty growl
Of a nameless beast
That lies in peace
In chaos
Seeming to cancel itself
Out
Third eye.
People are scapegoats for religion, emotion is a scapegoat for reason, and power is a scapegoat for arrogance. You are a scapegoat for reality.
I SAW KING KONG!
Seriously, folks, SEE THIS MOVIE. When Peter Jackson said he was warming up with LOTR to make this movie, it was the absolute truth.
The acting, the action scenes, the EVERYTHING were AMAZING.
I cried at the end and gagged in the insect scene. YAYAYQAYAYAYAY
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
Hello, dearest.
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
Are you wearing a collar in that last picture?
// justine says:
Hey!
// justine says:
Hmm I don't think so. lol
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
Aww.
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
I have a fetish for collared shirts on girls..
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
Well, I just got on to say goodnight to everyone.
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
I feel asleep while reading, and I never came back..
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
I had my cozy socks on!
// justine says:
Haha I do have pics of me with collars. ^_^ Hehe, I love sleeeep!
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
*gags on own penis*
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
Oo;
// justine says:
Haha you gagged on your own weiner!
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
uh...
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
No, I didn't!
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
It's a government coverup!
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
*crieS*
// justine says:
*giggles* Al, sex me up!
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
*sexes you up*
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
I have no attraction towards women at the current moment.
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
I have no mojo!
// justine says:
Oooooh yaah baby!
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
I got sexed up earlier today.
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
But somehow I got hard again just a few minutes after.
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
A miracle.
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
like the baby jesus.
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
and stalin
// justine says:
LOL
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
yesh?
// justine says:
I love you.
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
YEEEEEEE!
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
*pounces onto your lap*
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
*sucks on your kneecaps*
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
mmmmmmmmmm
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
kneecaps.
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
almost as good as elbow caps.
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
but we don't have those here.
Deaf and dumb and blind and born to follow, what you need is... says:
how I long for my home planet!
Asking every why leaves me full of questions and empty of meaning. Why must it be this way?
I'll stay home forever, where two and two, always make five. says:
Woahz.. o.o;
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
*pat pat*
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
You know you want it.
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
I'll stay home forever, where two and two, always make five. says:
You can't proove it though.
I'll stay home forever, where two and two, always make five. says:
And on a last note...
I'll stay home forever, where two and two, always make five. says:
Radioactive Rubber Pants. <3
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
I can prove it with..
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
CARBON DATING!
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
*looks at watch*
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
Yep..
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
They should be blooming right about now.
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
Damn russian fishes.
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
Always meddling.
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
LIKE SCOOBY DOO!
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
Oh yea.
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
*dances*
I'll stay home forever, where two and two, always make five. says:
Don't diss the fisheses. They don't like it.
I'll stay home forever, where two and two, always make five. says:
They much rather be stroked. *nod*
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out auto-message: I'm only on for updates on the potential life-ruining situation that none of you want to know about so don't ask and I won't lie.
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
I must quote this~!
I was angry when I met you, I think I'm angry still, we can talk it over, if you stay and help me out says:
FOR THE RECORDS!
I'll stay home forever, where two and two, always make five. says:
Oh no! Not the R word!
I'll stay home forever, where two and two, always make five. says:
Or was that the E word...
I'll stay home forever, where two and two, always make five. says:
NEVER THELESS.
I'll stay home forever, where two and two, always make five. says:
Oh noes!
Don't question people.
it gets you nowhere. Either that, or worse off than when you began having troubles with them.People are too irrational and emotional to handle most complex thought patterns that have to do with more than themselves. Once in a while, a person comes along that breaks free from this mental prison, and here is from where stems many of the selfless people of time. It's nearly impossible to break from this, as even when we are giving, we are thinking about ourselves. Even if giving makes us happy, it's only because we think we're doing a good deed. True selflessness can only be attained by forfeiting even the happiness that giving can give, because then you give to expect nothing, and give everything.
Broken as I am
By my own sense of insanity
A stable hand
On the absence of reality
A time and place
Not concerned with
Time and space
A rusty face ajar
Spewing old thoughts and emotions
Unjustifiable.
Jaded with a smile
Aware of what isn’t
We’re just as here as there
Which isn’t really anywhere
But somewhere which equates
To nowhere
It’s a gleam of curiosity
Impossible because what’s to come
Is already known
I killed myself
With my own mind
Which I’m not sure is mine
But it’s one of my kind
A sorrow for one so far gone
Who’s so close
That we are one
Unconscious of myself
Who or what or when
I’m not even aware
A minor pinch of dust
Why would I even care?
A weary plastic bag
Strained from all the heat
What’s nothing on it’s own
But an everlasting feat?
The clicking in my head
Reminds me that I’m here
A broken, rolling gear
Where gravity leads
And where everything escapes me
Where nothing is defined
By my own breathless awe at the expanse
Of what was to be my domain if I had not woken
From the everlasting dream
That never really existed
But something strong and clear
The mention of a name
The one thing hard to bear
Something dwells inside
The death of intellect
Inside a mind
The seals are cracked
And the valves are open and spewing
Nothing from nowhere
Into no time
For no reason
Who am I?
I'm the emotion I might think I am at that moment in time, which is impossible since time isn't a moving stream, it is an object and a particle. I am nothing, but in emotional terms, I'm happy right now. Even though I feel islolated from what I desire, which really isn't important because my emotions are just controlled by chemicals and electricity. My thoughts and feelings are all controlled by matter, plain and simple matter. Which isn't true, because there's no such thing. Hmmmmmmm......
I let my opinions be known for the sake of a change. Do not take offense to them, for that is not what they are meant to be. Keep that in mind at all times while conversing with me.