well i thought i was going to have some problems with my relationship with jessica .... but i was just being parranoid .... i mean i should have trusted her more than that ... it was stupid of me to think that she would accually do that to me she is just too sweet .... i seriously love her to death ... and always will
you know my poem ..... the one titled "and then you came" ...... i found another girl who accepts me like i am .... and she just needs to get some things taken care of ..... and then it will be official ..... yup .... im hearted and cant figure out why .... not that im not grateful for it ......... just cant figure out how anyone could heart (love that is) me
got a job in dec ..... been there since ... it sucks cause i have to work from 4 till 1 ... but i guess it will all be okay ......... once again i thought i had found a girl but once again she turned out to not be interested ...... but oh well i give up ... utterly and completely give up ... i really dont care if i live to see the next day ... O_O ..... yeah it IS that bad
yeah ... well im getting a job either tomorrow or the next day ..... its just a matter of waiting for the person to call me in for an interview.....
well halloween was fun for the most part .... it really was the day after that sucked ..... mainly cause the girl i had been hanging out with just suddenly started ignoring me ... and i thought we might have had something substansial(sp?).... but i guess not. oh well i guess the search for a gf is still on.
I leave tomorrow for my physical in amarillo so i can join the army so i probly wont be on for the next few days. anyway i can't believe that i am finally over and done with school, and getting ready to do something with my life. ohwell it feels good anyways.
the prom sucked ass and we all left early and went to someones house and "had fun". my date got pissed at me and so i said forget it and didnt worry about any more. oh well once again byes
today is the prom and i regret to say that i am going.
nooooottt!!!! im glad to be going cause alot of my friends will be there and i actually have a date!!! yay for mee:P
yeah well i gotta goes for right now bubyes