Guys and Love and all that bullshit confuse the fuck right outta me. I give up, I lay down and surrender. I don't want to be in love anymore, it just confuses me too much. TJ is leaving me on the 26th. Tony is a complete angel. I lust after Johnny. At leats with Johnny its just lust and nothing will ever come from it. I dont know what I'm going to do when TJ leaves. When he is gone its like the better part of my world will be totally out of my life. I don't know how to talk to him and fix things...thats what I want to do is fix things. Make this awkward distance go away and put things back to normal. But then theres Tony...who I LOVE talking to. He just seems to totally understand me and completely care. He is always asking me how I am doing and is sincerely concerned with my feelings which is a big change. He is such a HABAAM guy. Christina is uber lucky and if him and Christina ever broke up I would cry for her, because that would be a BIG loss.
someone shoot me...end my pain
I feel like dying...would that be okay with everyone?
love hates me....surprise surprise.....I prolly had really bad karma in my last life or something.....
I want to find someone thats willing to sweep me off my feet everyday.....n
and no, I did not say I was fat Ty, I said I was chubby, theres a difference..
Okay. I have to vent for a few.
I cannot stand it how some people post pictures of cuts on their arms and what not. I know, sometimes you just have to do it to let all the pain out and blah blah blah. But to flaunt it in everyones face, its like they want everyon to know about it.
I will admit, I've been a "cutter" as we've been labeled, for YEARS. But I didn't do it so people would freakin look at me. I did it to release the pressure. I feel that people that do it and flaunt, do it for attention. So, if you're one of these people, don't talk to me. Unless I'm your stalker that is.....and theres only one person I stalk, so yeah...
Some people just pis- tick me off....
I just have to say that [Rainy~Day] is the most beautiful person I've seen on here.....
hey, at least I'm honest!
*confused* I hate feelings....
Well, yey, I did something with my time today and joined this site. My bf is on here, x~xImpurity Pefectedx~x, I think. I may have gotten it wrong, but thats close enough.
*Eja*