10 laps... 10 effing laps... i should just frickin' quit.. its not like I play anyway...

dude.. so nothing seems right anymore...like senior year was one big sellout... waited so long and the damn thing just sucks, everyone who can save it is gone... I really did lose on of my best friends.. well 2.. and there's too much stuff to do and not enough time to it... SENIOR IS SUPPOSED TO BE THE BEST YEAR EVERRRR!!! well guess what... its all an effing lie... senior year sucks, everyone leaves, theres too much work, too much to handle... too much drama, too little fun, too much $$$$, too little tiime...yup its supposed to be the best year ever, with the people that are the best friends ever taht you'll never forget... well its not... its a big fake, i hate everyone there... well i cant stand them at ALL!.. i feel like i'm losing the friends who can make it better, nothing feels right anymore.... everytime i walk into church I expect to see certain people, certian priests, and I dont.. everythiing feels wrong and I cant keep going much longer living the lie that everything is ok... cuz its not... its not...

losing friends, losing time, sitting on the edge of one of my worst fears... letting life pass me by, while i sit watching it all alone... and i cant fix it.. i have no idea how to

God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight
I'd be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Nothing's true and nothing's right
So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can't change the way I am
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Lie to me
I promise I’ll believe
Lie to me
But please don’t leave

I have a face I cannot show
I make the rules up as I go
It’s try and love me if you can
Are you strong enough to be my man?

When I’ve shown you that I just don’t care
When I’m throwing punches in the air
When I’m broken down and I can’t stand
Will you be strong enough to be my man?

Lie to me
I promise I’ll believe
Lie to me
But please don’t leave
Sheryl crow... strong enough

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/trinacria_87/my_photos

YA pics... hopefully more to come

actually all the pics are from the myspace group... lol thnx guys.. cuz i am a loser w/o a scanner

SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN

omg.. i'm so worried about him!!!!!!!!!!!!... this is what happens when you have dumb parents who wont let you online YOU MMISS THINGS LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!

so while i'm here wallowing in my self pity about volleyball, too much homework, i hate everyone at school...life confuses me...blah blah blah ... john somehow got himself in ICU

damnit

sunday was .. um okay i suppose.. ppl are so confusing and messed up.. yesterday sucked.. I dk why i even play sometimes.. it just takes up time and money.. ya...


crap... please pray for john, even if you have no idea who he is! i'm so worried...

wow.. life needs to chill. It seems like there's so much going on... can you make the room stand still for a sec?

for example...
*volleyball.. dont even start with that
*family.. dudes.. I need some effing space.. like space outside my house
*"situation"... ppl effing confuse me, when you play with fire ur gna get burned
*college...ooo snappp.. right gotta get started on that crappola..yay
*and school... get me the hell out of that moneysucker... ppl annoy me
*and that other thing.. but no worries.. Adam is coming home next weekend!!!! lol

so ya.. basically life is busy and confusing and annoying.. thank God for certain ppl cuz otherwise I wouldnt be sane

aight gtg do some hw.. gotta game tomro.. if you are anywhere out by StoRox.. aka the GHET-TOOOO... come and watch us get screamed at by our coaches... wooo

*sighs* wish life could be .. back to summer.. I hate this frickn uniform and i love long shorts and beeters... woooo

well we sucked.. that was horrid

glad ur happy now... I'm just feeling left behind again.. why cant I have that with anyone? I really do just wish that the perfect one would get dropped infront of my face, and I could finaly get it.. but i dont.. and once again,i feel like i'm on the outside looking in as life speeds away

eh.. talked to mr. A today about my school issues... interestingness...

well that's all... gna go to sleep and forget this horrid game

Remember when the days were long
And rolled beneath a deep blue sky
Didn’t have a care in the world
With mommy and daddy standing by
When happily ever after fails
And we’ve been poisoned by these fairy tales
The lawyers dwell on small details
Since daddy had to fly
But I know a place where we can go
That’s still untouched by man
We’ll sit and watch the clouds roll by
And the tall grass wave in the wind
You can lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair fall all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
[This is the end of the innocence]
O’ beautiful, for spacious skies
But now those skies are threatening
They’re beating plowshares into swords
For this tired old man that we elected king
Armchair warriors often fail
And we’ve been poisoned by these fairy tales
The lawyers clean up all details
Since daddy had to lie
But I know a place where we can go
And was away this sin
We’ll sit and watch the clouds roll by
And the tall grass wave in the wind
Just lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair spill all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence
Who knows how long this will last
Now we’ve come so far, so fast
But, somewhere back there in the dust
That same small town in each of us
I need to remember this
So baby give me just one ((kiss))
And let me take a long last look
Before we say good bye
Just lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair fall all around me
Offer up your best \\defense//
But this is the end
[This is the end of the innocence]
--Don Henley...

I *heart* this song

great my family's done it again... how the hell...? *sighes* family's are funn

[reasons why public school is better than catholic school]
you dont have to pay for it
they employ better teachers, who dont teach math with effing smilely faces
its closer to my house
they offer more AP classes..that are freeee
no uniforms to tuck in
i could have insurance
you dont pay 5000 $$$ for a 40 minute relgion class
you dont have to get along with everyone to survive the school... hell you dont even know them all
certain ppl wouldnt be able to attend it (no one on here sillys)
you dont have to pay over $300 just to play a sport
the cheerleading squad consists of over 5 ppl
better choice of activites/class/sports
your taxes pay for you

*sighes* i dk why i am on this big rant about public schools being better. its never bothered me to go to a catholic school before, well except for the uniform thing but w.e. but seriously .. you can get so much more out of a public scchooolll -- maybe its just cause i see my parents freaking out about $$ and wonder why they just dont give it up and transfer me to save money.. it just doesnt make sense... why do you have to pay money to be taught how to believe?

["No matter how serious life gets, you still gotta have that one person who you can be completely stupid with."]

[ .001. ] first name: anne
[ .002. ] middle name: ElizAbeth
[ .003. ] last name: not stock -- something normal like smith
[ .004. ] nickname(s): anner, anneypoopooshmoooj fpeo foahfjf ... ya that one
[ .005. ] gender: duck
[ .008. ] hair color: dark brown
[ .009. ] eye color: chocalate
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: both damn them both
[ .011. ] do you have braces: damn those too... but they're coming off sooon!!!!
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: ooo who has short hair?? oooo meeeee
[ .013. ] where were you born: in a hospital stupid
[ .014. ] current location: my butt is in the chair
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: sagitaritupos a,mfjvlp bjn .. ya had some spelling anger issuesss
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: 2
[ .017. ] what language do you want to learn: arabic
[ .018. ] bad habits: lving
[ .019. ] piercing you have: ears
[ .020. ] piercing you want: lip, eyebrow, toungue
[ .021. ] tattoos you have: none want: couple
[ .023. ] today: monjay
[ .024. ] today's date: november -12th
[ .025. ] the time: 12:61
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: ehh not really

F A M I L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: why
[ .028. ] father's name: do
[ .029. ] brother's name: you 
[ .030. ] sister's name: care?
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: moochie
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: pj/chucky
[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: papa
[ .036. ] worst relative: all of them except the above ones
[ .037. ] best relative(s): britt/jaden
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: mostly
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: hell no


S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yes
[ .044. ] did you drop out: no
[ .046. ] favorite grade: kindergarthen
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 10th... *shivers* smoky and may
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: mrs. P
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: mr. herring
[ .050. ] favorite subject: spanish
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: history
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: bring IT ON
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: volleyball
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: some
[ .055. ] are/were you popular: umm not exactly
[ .056. ] favorite dance: safety dance
[ .057. ] favorite memory: that one time at band camp....
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: sophomore year
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: life

F A V 0 R I T E S

[ .061. ] number: 19
[ .062. ] letter: Z
[ .063. ] shoes: none
[ .064. ] saying(s): damn straight
[ .065. ] TV show: gilmore girls
[ .066. ] sport: volleyball
[ .067. ] vegetable: french fries
[ .068. ] fruit: mango
[ .069. ] movie: arthur
[ .070. ] magazine: cosmo
[ .071. ] actor: vin diesl, harrison ford!
[ .072. ] actress: sandra bullock
[ .073. ] candy: circus peanuts
[ .074. ] gum: orbit
[ .075. ] scent: man hoodie.. or that stuff at target
[ .076. ] candy bar: milky way
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: mint chocolate chip
[ .078. ] color: red, black
[ .079. ] season: summer into fall
[ .080. ] holiday: christmas
[ .081. ] band(s): just.. go to the house
[ .082. ] singer: roger, kissinger
[ .083. ] group: band?
[ .084. ] rapper: HELL NO BIACH
[ .085. ] type of music: ROCK!!!! xian
[ .086. ] thing in your room: my bed...cd player
[ .087. ] place to be: outofdoors ... at camp
[ .089. ] tv channel: spike
[ .090. ] junk food: chips
[ .091. ] overall food: food
[ .092. ] store: target
[ .093. ] hangout: cars
[ .094. ] fast food: wendys
[ .095. ] restaurant: outback
[ .096. ] shape: zigzag
[ .097. ] time of day: night
[ .098. ] country: usa
[ .099. ] state: Hawaii
[ .100. ] boys name: william
[ .101. ] girls name: montana
[ .102. ] mall: ross park
[ .103. ] video game: mario kart
[ .104. ] shampoo: cheap?
[ .105. ] board game: life
[ .106. ] computer game: roller coaster tycoon
[ .107. ] car: berrata
[ .108. ] music video: motely crew...if i die tomorrow
[ .109. ] swear word: damn
[ .110. ] word: cappadocia
[ .111. ] month: april
[ .112. ] cartoon character: speedy gonzallz
[ .113. ] scary movie: secret window
[ .114. ] team: STILLERS
[ .115. ] possession: cd player


T H I S - 0R - T H A T ?

[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: Rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: ROCK
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: ewwww turn off the radio
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: turn off the damn radio
[ .148. ] rap or metal: metal
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: TURN. OFF. THE. RADIO. NOOOOWWWWWW
[ .150. ] pop or metal: metal
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: korn
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: umm nope
[ .155. ] hot or cold: hot
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer
[ .157. ] spring or fall: fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: also niether
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: BOTTHHH!!!!
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: garbage
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: vh1
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: neither
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls
[ .165. ] football or basketball: football
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: summer
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: skate boarding
[ .169. ] black or white: black
[ .170. ] orange or red: red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: purple
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: BOTH!!!!
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: BOTH!!!
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol... tastes better
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: OMG!!! powerpuff rocks my socks
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooobbyyyyy
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: dragon....
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars...hell yes
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: tattoos
[ .184. ] prep or punk: punk
[ .185. ] slut or whore: whore

P R I V A T E L I F E

[ .186. ] do you have a ..boyfriend or ..girlfriend: actually quite alot...
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: of course
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: sorta
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: dk
[ .190. ] how many ppl have u kissed: 1
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: ha. ha.. hahahahahaha... funny joke
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: none
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: 1
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: ><never love something so much that when fate snatches it away your whole world turns black><Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever><Love is... Running into his arms, Colliding with his heart, And exploding into his soul.
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: i forget
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: sorta
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: no scanner.. sry pyscho stalkers
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yeah
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: the house...
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality.. if they have a good one looks get better as they go
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: yes
[ .202. ] are you still friends: umm dk
[ .203. ] do you smoke: 2nd hand
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no
[ .206. ] how about a little x: no
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: mostly good
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: pansy drinks
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: none
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: yup

W 0 U L D Y 0 U E V E R..

[ .215. ] bungee jump: yes
[ .216. ] sky dive: yes
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yeah
[ .218. ] scuba dive: yeah
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: yeah
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: no
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: never
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no
[ .223. ] cross-dress: umm maybe...
[ .224. ] lie to the police: possibly
[ .225. ] run from the police: yes
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: sometimes
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: ya
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: dk
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: maybe
[ .230. ] streak: $$$?

H A V E Y 0 U E V E R

[ .258. ] flashed someone: yes
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: yes
[ .260. ] been to michigan: no
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .263. ] skateboarded: yes
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: no
[ .265. ] stolen anything: yes, petty things
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: all the time
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: haha ya
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: no
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: no, i'm not my family
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: ooo yes.... lol
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: yeah
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no
[ .275. ] been to a concert: no (stupid parents)
[ .276. ] been to another country: no
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yes...can we say mrs. lynch
[ .278. ] got pulled over: yes
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: yes
[ .280. ] broke a law: yeah
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yes
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: no
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and ate it: yes..lol

0 P I N I 0 N S

[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: meh
[ .288. ] about boy bands: ewww
[ .289. ] about flag burning: heh
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: damn bush
[ .291. ] about suicide: bad
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: if you do it nicely i'll listen, if not i'll kick your ass then tell you what I think
[ .293. ] about abortion: NO
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: = my life
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: not in my house

W H A T D I D Y 0 U DO

[ .297. ] last birthday: a funeral actually
[ .298. ] yesterday: volleyball game, and school
[ .299. ] last weekend: umm worked on my papr =[
[ .300. ] christmas: slept
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: puked
[ .302. ] new years: eve--played poker/day--family xmas party... i know we are really screwwd
[ .303. ] halloween: umm watched movies with jess and left bad msgs on britt's phone
[ .304. ] easter: more sleep and research paper
[ .305. ] valentine's day: HAPPy singles awareness day

T H E L A S T

[ .306. ] thing you ate: ceaser salal
[ .307. ] thing you drank: sprite
[ .308. ] thing you wore: my name
[ .309. ] place you went: olive graden

[ .312. ] person you kissed: ... haha
[ .313. ] person you fucked: umm u decide.. its so much better that way
[ .314. ] person you talked to: mom
[ .315. ] song you heard: break my fall .. breaking benjamin

N 0 W

[ .316. ] what are you eating: food
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: not quite sure.. hope it has some alcohol in it
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: jeans and a T
[ .319. ] any shoes on: heck no
[ .320. ] hat: no
[ .321. ] listening to: breaking benjamin
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: ooo yes all of my imaginary friends are having a fascinating converstaion about treesss
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: ya... ur lucky i dk who the hell you are

Y or N

[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: hell no
[ .325. ] do you like cows: yup
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: umm hhmmmm
[ .327. ] are you artistic: hell no
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: when i'm depressed
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: not really
[ .330. ] can you ski: neg
[ .331. ] are you british: a tad
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: maybe
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: all the time.. they say ur an ass
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: no.. never had a barbie
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: *pukes*
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made alice in wonderland: HELL YES
[ .337. ] are you straight: as a circle
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: umm H--all of the above
[. 339. ] are you naughty: suurrrreee
[ .340. ] are you nice: when i'm too awake to realize where i am
[ .341. ] are you short: hahahahahaha
[ .342. ] are you tall: yes *sulks*
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: cami
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: umm nooo
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: there they goo to afffrica
[ .346. ] are you evil : hell yes
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: ya.. but then he made it go away... kissinger... get one back hahahahaha

*So don't be a liar, don't say that "everything's working" when everything's b.r.o.k.e.n. And you smile like a saint but you curse like a sailor and your eyes say the joke's on me.*

[say it aint so... I will not go
turn the lights off... carry me home
Keep your head still.... I'll be your thrill
the night will go on ]

wow... life happens.... and continues... regardless of what you think or do....the worlds turns


when did i get so frick'n old?... and life so frick'n confusing?


Man we were killin' time
We were young and restless
We needed to unwind
I guess nothin' can last forever - forever, no

And now the times are changin'
Look at everything that's come and gone

wow... wow...

when i'd finally given up hope -- didnt even care anymore -- he came through....


wow... amzing... wow


*sniff* I'm gna miss them soooo much....



[Just a small town girl
Livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train
Goin' anywhere
Just a city boy
Born and raised in South Detroit
He took the midnight train
Goin' anywhere

A singer in a smokey room
A smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on
]

haha.. i might go to florida for spring breakkkkkk wooooottttttttt---and get a tatto while i'm there


but i start school in two days...that sucks... but i might getta see fr. matt for a lunch?


but i have volleyball 2 out of 3 nights left of freedom... grrrr


gtg do some papers

guess what guys? I'm 12... cuz that's the way my dad treats me, like I'm 12, like ben.. hey maybe we're twins...cuz we're the same age!!!.... psychodad

back from "vacation" HA... excuse me laughing... in INdiana woooooo...ooo...o...*snores* and now I start school on effing thrusday... damn basement

ur right gates.. its totaly my song.... even if I try to let go, that involves looking at it... and that hurts, so i never do really let it goo... its just a part of me i deal with...

well i'm off to go to bed...cuz its 10:00 and that's what time 12 yr olds go to bed...so goodnight


O wait I almost forgot.. I've decided I need to meet some new ppl... esp. new guys... so if you are a diary stalker and see this then msg me...


I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

November

"When I Go Down" -- Relient K (heck yes)

I'll tell you flat out
it hurts so much to think of this
so from my thoughts I will exclude
this very thing that
I hate more than everything is
the way I'm powerless
to dictate my own moods

I've thrown away
so many things that could've been much more
and I just pray
my problems go away if they're ignored
but that's not the way it works
no that's not the way it works

when I go down
I go down hard
and I take everything I've learned
and teach myself some disregard
when I go down
it hurts to hit the bottom
and of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them

If and when I can
clear myself of this clouded mind
I'll watch myself settle down
into a place where
peace can search me out and find
that I'm so ready to be found

I've thrown away
the hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
so many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
the secret to find an end to this
and I just pray
my problems go away if they're ignored
but that's not the way it works
no that's not the way it works

Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands
while my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
reprimands me
then and there
I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
yet you love me
and that consumes me
and I'll stand up again
and do so willingly

You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
you touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light
as I exhale I hear your voice
and I answer you, though I heardly make a noise
and from my lips the words I choose to say
seem pathetic, but it's fallen man's praise
because I love you
oh God, I love you
and life is now worth living
if only because of you
and when they say I'm dead and gone
it won't be further from the truth

When I go down
I lift my eyes up to you
I won't look very far
cause you'll be there
with open arms
to lift me up again
to lift me up again



so.. perfect... HA and ironic... sigh

wow...

chip's a fag? and the gestappo? nicee..... and super concerned about something .... for as much as we make fun of the kid, he is really cool

ammo.....mu...lures .... flsktichs... 50% off


again... you've got my head spinning,
i dk where to go from here
why am i always the person I dont want to be seen as when i'm near him? why am I always the worst possible person? why do i always show my most bad, sarcastic and bitchy side when he's around? but i dont wana be fake, but for somereason its important that i'm perfect...but if its taht important why dont i try harder? and why does it matter to me that i do?...

my stumach hurts

that's not an udder....that's impressive


* i dont understand anymore, it just doesnt all add up, i cant see through the fog, and i damn well wish i could *

wake me up when august ends... swear to God i will be sitting in class that day bawling

andy has a crap car.. the ac's broken, the sunroof doesnt work BUT he has a pimp radio..and tht's all that matters

[dont know why i act the way i do... it's just that i'm in love? with you]

dude.. one word... skirt


hahahaha



going on retreat... umm ya cya in couple days

Most of the time it's well understood
Most of the time I wouldn't change it if I could
I can make it all match up
I can hold my own
I can deal with the situation right down to the bone
I can survive and I can endure
And I don't even think about *him*
Most of the time


random idiot::parking? what there's parking? right here? in the middle of the road? OK!
me: NOOOOO *shouts and waves arms* STOP! *stops....looks around.... gives up and wanders away to find ppl*

festival weds-friday. weds was ok...got ice cream thrus was bad... yelled at ppl and was in general very confuzld, but I got off parking early!....friday was boring, brittany and adam didnt show till later, bill and rj left early, paige and steph worked kiddyland, and gates never appeared so i hung out with jess and nick... not that they are boring but it just wasnt the same... nick I swear that kid is crazy prepppy. Saturday was pretty good... parked the crazy ppl til until there were no more spaces and then hung out with brittany, adam, bill, brian, barabus and kim til my dad came and snatched me away. yay.....ben and colleen are home... umm yay...

there is volleyball practice tomorrow ... w00t?


so tired of running after you ...

so how ghetto is this??? i'm locked out of my own myspace!!!!!!!! >.< grrr... i cant get to my mail or my home page..... so ya... kinda angery about that....

trying to be so perfect...cuz I know ur worth it, worth it but i fail anyway...

no NO NO NO NO NO NO NO........STOP....it's worth it...but not realy..there's too much crap...like how i'm realy ignorant whenver I'm there... and I nver seem to be the person i want to be or act like it ... or how its always on my mind








ok so britt about friday... it works both ways.. i fine to talk if he wont ignore me.... otherwise... you know what happens...

finally found some YA pics