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Written about Sunday 2005-02-13
Written: (7208 days ago)

[x] My Suicide [x]

Fuck this world
Fuck this life
End it all with a
Fucking knife

Fuck this life
This life I lead
Put me down
Let me bleed

Leave me here
Let me die
Doesn't matter
That I cry

My whole world
Turned to dust
End result of
Pain and lust

Sugar-coating
Worn away
Faith and hope
Strown astray

Just a memory
Of a broken heart
Slowly tearing
Me apart

Sharpened knife
Slice my wrist
Such a want
For one last kiss

Stream of crimson
Splash of red
The pounding heart
In my head

In my ears
The awful humming
Here's the end
Now it's coming

Darkness now
Closing in
Almost complete
My morbid sin

Far to long
Have I cried
Now for my
Bitter Suicide

467033 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-01-09
Written: (7261 days ago)

By: [a phoenix falling] and [loll]
Not completed

why do I sometimes feel so alone?
like my attempts at happiness I go unknown?
nobody here to hold me, nobody to fuckin console me...

Nobody to hear my cry,
Nobody to watch me die.
So all I do is waste away.
Pain, and sorrow, and disarray.

it's all so overwhelming and the sorrow is all consuming.
I don't know what to do.
it's killing me, this is true

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Written about Sunday 2004-11-28
Written: (7303 days ago)

Just Another Sappy Love Song.

[x] Stitched Wounds [x]

Before you came into my life
I was wandering, Straying from the things I loved.
I ran in circles, Hoping for direction
Then I found you and found a path

(*)You are my inspiration
You are everything to me
You are the falshlight in a dark room
When I cannot see

My life was alwayz a deep black hole
I was lost, looking for a way out
Then I found you and realized I had found
A new beginning.

(*) You are my inspiration
You are everything to me
You are the flashlight in a dark room
When I cannot see.

You stitched my open wounds.
You helped me up when I had fallen.
You comforted me when I was crying,
Kissed away my tears.
You filled my empty soul.
You gave me something to believe in.
You stitched my open wounds.
You stitched my open wounds.
You stitched my open wounds.

By: Tabbi <3

382969 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2004-10-17
Written: (7344 days ago)

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[x] Paradise [x]

I have found paradise..
Paradise dwells in a single rain drop.
Paradise is the reflection in the puddle on the sidewalk.
Paradise is in the sorrow filled tear that falls.
Paradise is the icecycle melting on the window pain.
Paradise is the shine in the candle falme.
Paradise is the gentle wing of the butterfly.
Paradise dwells in the bud of an unopened rose.
Paradise is the solitary drop if blood.
Paradise is patched heart that once was broken.
Paradise is the now complete soul that once was empty.
Paradise is the smile on your lips.
Paradise is the glimmer in your eyes.
I have found paradise.

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