[The Chronicles of Faelan]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2007-04-29
Written: (6420 days ago)

I love this, its funny :P

pipe pot tequila shot
jesus loves us stoned or not
sex drugs rock and roll
speed weed birth control
lifes a bitch then you die
fuck the world lets get high
we are stoners we have class
mess with us we'll kick your ass
so to all you preps who think your cool
go to hell cause stoners RULE!Stoners live and stoners die
In the end we all get high
If at first you don't succeed
Fuck it all and smoke some weed

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Written about Tuesday 2007-01-09
Written: (6531 days ago)

You're the one I want, you're the one I love,
Every time I close my eyes its you I'm dreaming of.
You're everything I need, you make me all I want to be,
Even when I felt detained it was you that set me free.
You give me wings to fly when I'm chained, lift my spirit when I feel drained, you take away the broken heart, the anger, pain and shame.

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Written about Tuesday 2006-12-12
Written: (6558 days ago)

"...In dreams we are what we want to be, and have the abillity to do and say what we wish without ceing bound to the possibillities of man kind, in our dreams we shoape our future, and live a new life, it gives us pause, and lets us see that things aren't always as bad as one forsees.
"Don't hate the life you live when you're awake, for it doesn';t hate you, learn to live out each day knowing that when you sleep a whole new world will be laid out before your feet and you are free to fly, walk, run swim, frolick, dance and drift."

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Written about Tuesday 2006-12-05
Written: (6566 days ago)

A dream of seduction


Its there, as plain as day, your hands running along my skin. The thought and feel have become too much and I'm driven to the edge of my sanity. The pain, the frustration of you being no where close, the thought of being with you but never being able to touch, hold or kiss you are taunting me. These lips have longed to kiss you since the day that we met.
MY eyes Long to gaze upon you, without holding a photograph. When I close my eyes, you're the first thing I see, almost every night. I let out a sigh as I turn over in my bed, staring blankly at the empty space beside me. "Why aren't you here, baby? Why must I wait for you when all I want is to be near you?" I say to myself, the lonely feeling a plague in my mind. I close my eyes and the space beside me is filled. Your unclothed body, your bare chest raising and relaxing in a gentle series of breaths. Your face turns in my direction, your sapphire-blue eyes gazing lovingly at me, beckoning me forward to kiss you. SLowly I lean into you, your lips dissappearing in mine as I pull you closer to me. One of your hands moves down my front, my stomach turns, my heart beats with great furiosity, as if its going to break through my ribs and muscle and land in your lap. You hand follows its trail down my front, the side of it rubbing gently along my crotch.
Your fingers press firmly against my thigh as you move your hand around, rubbing gently with your hand along its inside.
Softly I whimper in your hear, my face sliding inevitably along your cheek. My lips find the edge of your ear, gently consuming them as I start to nibble and suck. Your hand trembles against my thigh as you let out a quiet moan, part of me becoming erect as I press my hips against you firmly.
My line of sucking and nibbling on your ear gently becomes a series of kisses, which make their way down the side of your face. Your breaths become faster, you pant in excitement as my kiss makes its way down the side of your neck. For a time I stop, sucking on your neck for a moment, you groan a loud groan, dragging it on for several seconds.
You run your hand up, nestling my entrails in the palm of your hand, gently massaging them with your fingers as you play.
Again the kissing starts, moving my lips down to where your neck and shoulder con-joins, biting gently as I make my way passed. I lower myself down along your front, my lips caressing your skin as I make my way along your left breast. Deliberately I kiss passed your nipple, my nose rubbing firmly against it as you moan loudly. I make my way back up a little, my lips taking in your nipple I begin to suck on it firmly, gently teasing it with my tongue and teeth. My hands carress your sides, one of them making its way up to rub the other nipple, both of which growing extremely hard.
I stop sucking and rubbing, trailing my kiss further down along your tummy stopping suddenly at your belly-button as I start to kiss, lick and suck at it. You let out a loud gasp, as if the feeling is tormenting you, and yet you seem to beg for more. I run myself lower, down passed your waist-line, through the hair lining your crotch area.
With my hands I rub your thighs, my lips retreating to the side as they kiss gently at the join in your hip on the inside of your thigh. I run my lips further down, licking and kissing at your inner thigh as you moan more vigorously.
Your breathing gets heavier as I travel further down, kissing along your calfs before I start massaging your foot with both hands, rubbing at it firmly. You groan even louder as I run my kisses back up the inside of your leg. My lips meet yours and grow wetter as I press mine against them. Your breathing grows heavier, your eyes rolling in the back of your head as you squeel with excitement.
My kissing grows deeper, like I'm kissing your face, my tongue rubbing firmly along your inside as you grow more and more lubricated with every second that passes. My tongue slides deeper into you, my lips sucking yours firmly.
You grow more and more eroused as I stop, your breathing still heavey, your heart pounding endlessly. WIthout saying anything I begin to make out with you, my tongue sliding into your mouth, rubbing gently against yours as I roll you onto your back, positioning myself on top of you. I press myself agaisnt you, teasing you a little at first, but then the feeling becomes impossible to resist, I press firmly against you, my crotch throbbing like never before. Your breathing becomes ever heavier, your chest raising and lowering rapidly as my hips press harder against yours. As I press agaisnt you you get wetter, groaning loudly as I penetrate you. You can feel it throbbing as it presses in against you, and retracts before pushing its way into you again. My lips press firmly against yours as I kiss you, my tongue still trailing your inner-lips. My hipps press harder and faster agianst you and your moans get louder.
You feel a warm rush with in you as I slow myself to a stop, kissing you again firmly, before your face dissappears and I open my eyes. I stare back at the empty space in my bed, and sigh. "Not long to go now..." I say to myself. "Not long to go..."
836568  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-08-10
Written: (6683 days ago)

I did this for melissa, Love you baby.
I need…
I need to feel you by my side,
To feel your delicate touch upon my skin,
I need to hold you in my arms,
And feel the warmth within,
I need to know you love me,
With all your heart and soul,
I need to know you need me,
Because without I’m not whole…

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Written about Thursday 2006-08-10
Written: (6683 days ago)

Open wounds…
You bleed to know you’re still alive,
Although you’d rather die,
You scream to find you can’t be heard,
And people pass on by,
You roam an empty street at night,
Your mind drowned in a sea of thought,
For your salvation you fight,
For this is the pain he has wrought…(?)

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Written about Thursday 2006-08-10
Written: (6683 days ago)

Tired of the lies…
Don’t say you love me,
I know it isn’t true,
There is more to loving someone,
Than saying “I love you”,
Please stop the talking,
Your words are only lies,
Please stop the torment,
You’ll only make me cry,
Save me from the madness,
Spare me your words,
For now is the time,
The silence must be heard,
I know you never loved me,
I could see it in your eyes,
Now you will have to learn,
That it’s you that I despise,
I’m tired of the lying,
Tired of the tears,
Tired of the yelling,
Your voice still echoes in my ears,
I hate the way you make me feel,
You make me sick,
Every time I stood my ground,
You made me feel like shit,
I hope you feel the pain I feel,
For it cuts like a serrated knife,
I hope you did what I did,
And lay awake and cry,
There may be a time,
Where again we might be friends,
But this is all I have to say,
“Fuck you Jamie, this is the end…”

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Written about Tuesday 2006-06-20
Written: (6734 days ago)

Just a trial of a blurb to a story I wanna write
So, you want to hear a story, the story of my life, I will tell you such a story, a tale like none before, about elves, dragons, fairies and mythical beasts.
Where the living fought to save themselves from an army of unmatchable power, the seven ages that passed before the troubles ended. The re-shaping of man kind. I'll tell you a tale of the last elf....

It has been seven hundred thousand years since the end of war between the living and the dead, and a familiar character known as Faelan Arim'Yanath still walks the earth. Life has taken a strange turn, swords and sheilds are no longer used by men, nowadays it is guns, and bullit-proof armor that men use, and now, it is not just men who join the army. It is now men, women, and some teenagers as well.
As technology has upgraded severely since the sword and shield, Faelan has come to understand the way of life these humans live.
Life begins to change and I knew plague spreads across the land, killing all, like it did before, and bringing the victims of this disease back to life.
The dead gods of old are re-awakened, and have spoken to Faelan. He see's this plague, and the memories of his past are awakened before him.

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Written about Monday 2006-05-29
Written: (6756 days ago)
Next in thread:

Feelings
Silent and empty,
Cold, dark and still,
Burning with envy,
"Oh what a thrill",
Tired and lonely,
Alone in the cold,
Hearing the lies,
The ones that she told,
Not worth the effort,
Burdened with sin,
Stupid mistakes,
The knife was thrust in,
Broken heart,
Bound and detained,
Cobble stone floors,
Blood red and stained,
Dreaming of life,
where wishes come true,
Sighing with envy,
"If only you knew"

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Written about Monday 2006-05-01
Written: (6784 days ago)

Ok, I have a story coming together with [The real life Bella Swan], and am going to pout the basic srtory line on here.

Rhianna meets Dianass for the first time at the Black scar rogues guild and duels him, thinking she is a better fighter. Dianass finds her to be beautiful and sort of falls for her. They fight and Rhianna and Dianass Draw, both wearing eachother out before either of them can lose.
later Rhianna meets Dianass son, (without knowing the relation) and teaches him how to fire a bow.
later Dahaerik, (Dianass' son) tells himn about Rhianna teaching him archery.
Dianass thanks her and she starts falling (without realising at first).
She starts having frequent conversations with Dianass, and one day challenges him again to a duel.
In the second duel it is yet another duel, though Dianass suffers broken bones. Rhianna fixes them and takes him up to his bedroom.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-04-26
Written: (6789 days ago)

Its like the weight of the world on my shoulder,
Yet as light as a feather in the wind,
Floating like a ship on the ocean,
As alive as the flames of the fire,

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Written about Monday 2006-04-10
Written: (6805 days ago)

Take away the madness,
Take away the fear,
Take away these whispers,
That echoe in my ear,
Take me from the darkness,
Take me to the light,
Frighten off the monsters,
That only come at night,
Take away the pain I feel,
Replace the blood I've lost,
Take me from the darkness,
And melt all of the frost,
Kill the sorrow in my mind,
Fill me up with thoughts of truth,
Dream of me when you sleep,
And I'll be thinking of you...

Kiss these lips,
Hold me tight,
Don't let me go,
Until the end of night,
Think of me,
When I'm gone,
Dream of me,
All night long...

Not finished yet, need suggestions to continue this poem...

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Written about Wednesday 2006-03-01
Written: (6844 days ago)

The Burden of my regrets...
Don't tell me you love me,
I've lost faith in those words,
Mostly when they are used,
Its only to hurt me

In god I am faithless,
To people I'm useless,
To her I am pledged and falling apart,
To you I am but a thorn in your side

I'm tired of being faithless,
I'm tired of being afraid,
I'm tired of when I turn to them,
they just turn away,
I'm tired of all their lies,
and the way they say they care,

I wish that I could smile,
Turn the corners of my lips to reach the sky,
Though after being stabbed in the back,
I can only ask them why,

Why were you there,
if not to catch me when I fall?
Why did you say you care,
When you never returned my calls?

All I did was let you in,
And open up to you,
When all you did was thrust your blade,
And to my heart it went through,

You drag me down,
Drown me in a Stream of sorrows,
You hold my mouth shut so I cannot scream,
And hold me under so I cannot breath,

You drowned my soul ina sea of fears,
And left me on the shore to suffer,
From my wrists, the blood flows,
Open your eyes to the pain you wrought...

Every time you close your eyes,
See my dying sillowet,
And when you try to sleep at night,
I hope you see my face,

Feel the guilt of your crime,
As it bares down upon you,
Curse my sould to wander these plains,
And I'll come back to haunt you,

See my face lined with tears,
Feel the burden of all my fears,
Sleep at night a wrestless sleep,
Try to escape through a forest of razor blades,

And on the hills,
I'll watch you from up high,
Watch as you carry my burden,
Cry dear lover, cry dear sinner,
Feel my pain tonight...

Haunting whispers as you lay on the floor,
They are calling out to you,
The ones you hurt want you to join them,
And in your heart thats what you want too,

Slice your wrists, and let the blood flow,
Here me whisper words of regret,
And when you close your eyes, one last time,
You see my face, before all is lost.

Condemned and chained,
To rot in hell,
Your apology and my forgiveness the only key,
You will suffer for all time,
Becasue I am tired of forgiving...

Feel the burden of every sin,
Feel the pain that I too felt,
Unscathed outside, but scared within,
This is your punishment, and I won't help,
These burdens shall be yours,
The burden of my regrets...

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Written about Tuesday 2006-02-14
Written: (6860 days ago)

I shall be your guardian angel
looking down from above
its your side I will stand by when life is at its worst
it your hand that I will hold when I've lost all my strength
and its you that I will lift up when you're feeling down
I'll be the one to catch all of your tears
I'll be the one to ward off your fears,
to hold you tight til you fall asleep
when I shall return to my place in the sky,
to forever remain your guardian angel

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Written about Tuesday 2006-01-17
Written: (6887 days ago)

Un finished but I will fix it when I can.
Dedicated to Melissa, please baby, remember that I love you
Verse 1

Talk to me baby,
Tell me your feelin's,
Don't leave it too late,
Don't let them fade away,

Hold onto me tight,
Don't let me go now,
Hold me through the night,
I need to be held now,

I just want you to know that I love you,
I need you to know that I care,
I need you to know that I need you,
And when you need me I will be there,

I just need to know this...
(Chorus)
If I die...will you be there to hold me when I close my eyes?
And if I fall...will you be waiting there to catch me?
When I'm caged...will you be there to set me free?
And let me live on in your heart?
(verse 2)

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Written about Monday 2005-11-28
Written: (6937 days ago)

Watch as the soul of your loved one is spilled out before you,
and remember the love that you two once shared,
Remember the pain that you once inflicted, and remember the words he accepted,
remember the way you once were, a pair of friends, that friendship would never die,
Remember the heart that you helped to mend,
and the one you helped to break, so that he may start again
Remember he loves you more than life itself, and remember that it wont end...




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Written about Monday 2005-10-31
Written: (6966 days ago)

Somewhere I can be free
Male singing:If you need a hug, I'll give you ten,
If you need to give a hug, I'm willing to recieve,
if you need to cry my shoulder is free,
for you my darling, I shall percieve.

Female singing: What if I fall?
Will you be there to catch me, and brace my landing?
Would you hold me in your arms and never let me go?
Would you lift me up into the night, and take me somewhere I can be free?

Male singing: When life holds you down, I'll be there to comfort you,
If your wings break, I'll give you mine,
I love you too much to see you ground down,
I'd never leave you for dead.

Female singing: What if you left?
What if you left me here, all alone to fight through my own fears,
How long would it be before you returned?
And when you return, will I be the first to be held in your arms,
So once again you can lift me up into the night, and take me to a place I can be free...

Male singing: For life eternal, I shall be yours,
I will not fail to be here ffor you,
When life is hard any you feel drained,
I am willing to share my strength for you,
If you fall I will be there to brace your landing,
I would hold you tight in my arms, and never let you go,
I would never leave you here alone,
If I had too I;d take you with me,
I would never leave you to fight your fears,
I will lift from this dusty prison, and fly away into the night,
To take you to a place you can be free...
To take you to a place that we are free...

Female singing: I see it now, I'll never fall,
Because you will be there to catch me,
You'd never leave me here alone to fight my own fears,
You'd hold me in your arms, and fly away with me,
Fly away into the night, and take me to a place I can be free,
Take me to a place I can be me,
Take me to a place that we are free...

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Written about Wednesday 2005-10-26
Written: (6971 days ago)

[About Jamie-lee ((My ex))
Destrotying myself with Knives and needles,
She said she loved me, despite what she did,
She told me lies, to cover the truth,
my Heart never broke, it shattered inside.
Jamie-lee, I hate you.
<About Melissa>
Love has been given in my pointless life,
Killing all those that kill me inside.
She gave me love when the opther wouldn't,
she said she loved me, and meant every word,
she never lied, to cover the truth,
Melissa, I love you.

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Written about Sunday 2005-06-19
Written: (7099 days ago)

On my path to sanity and normallity I hope tofind her waiting,
Waiting at the cross roads and continue the journey with me.
To choose the path that I may walk
and the ones that I may not
To wait for me when I fall behind,
and lift me up when I fall on my face
To listen when I need to talk, and talk when I need to listen
To hold me when my strength is sapped
to kiss me when my wounds won't mend
But most of all, to remember that I always love her, and will never stop crying if she walks away

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Written about Wednesday 2005-04-20
Written: (7159 days ago)
Next in thread: 558772, 563446

An angel that once new how to fly,
up above the world so high,
One of many for all would sing,
Now glides down on broken wings,
Show me your heart and I'll take it away,
Fearing the darkness and lonely by day,
Memories, of a love so true,
My head is now filled with the vision of you,
Green emerald eyes, and golden brown hair,
Your caring touch, and loving stare.
Green emerald eyes, and golden brown hair,
Your caring touch, and loving stare.
Memories of you, that will never fade,
Sleeping beneath stars and true love that we made,

Sorrow desire,
A world filled of fire,
Like wood to a fire my heart ignites,
Together we would lay, in a blanket at night,

Another half finished song, tell me what you think.

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