Who cares? No one. Why? Because they think I'm not good enough, or too stupid. Will it ever be better? Who knows? Why did you answer that question with a question? Because i can. No you can't. That's not a question. Who said it mattered? I do. Well your insane. No. Yea, because your the one having a conversation with your self. Shut up. Make me. I will, bye!

What is the purpose of a "PUBLIC DIARY"?? That's like an oxymoron.....hehe. Why don't you just go right out and tell people the stuff you put in here? I s'pose this conserves energy....eh?

So, how was my day?? great. almost. i had a bad feeling that something bad was gonna happen, but it didn't. i s'pose that is common .....rite? anyway i love emery.*thinks fondly of private thoughts* ah well i shan't go into too many details...not for the public diary at least. i've never felt this way about anyone before...i know you might hear that a lot but i really mean it. all those silly crushes were never anything like being loved back. and really getting to know some one in an intimate way (not like that you freak) is amazing. Who knows...it could last a lot longer than all of my pathetic "friends" thought it would. have i bored you? ah well i thought so, i will now go reveal more private thoughts to myself in my private diary...byebye

i am extremely bored...................HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm okay. not a lot goin' on here in the middle of "canada". i'm kinda tired and lonely but that's because i can't sleep and everyone else is. i like oreos and potato soup, i love emery, and my bestest friends michelle and keely and kiersten. i love my kitty jaz and my other kitty cleo. not all people love me but i'm okay with that now...did i mention i'm tired? am i making any sense?..................i am frightened of being rejected and i don't like being confronted in public. it makes me sad that the people closest to me know nothing about who i am inside. i love my bed cuz it's comfy and i will go lay there now..........................................................bye

Love can be a sweet rose but it can also be a sharp thorn.


(right now it's being a rose)

so what if i'm crazy; i can deal.........

I love:

Emery, Michelle, Kiersten, Keely, and all my other lovers!!!

"I was in love once, but then i ate the pie."
                          ~Leeloo (slightly drunk)

Hey guys, why are you looking in my diary? Do you really want to know my private thoughts? Hmmm.........................
I don't think you can handle them.

               Amused,
                 hilinia_marionel