Need a way to make these days more exciting. Like yeah its not bad. Its just that its not like amazing everyday. Its always the same thing. This weekend is going to be...hoe do you say it? AWESOME!!! Im not going to let it be anything otherwise. Maybe thats the problem. Do i expect too much out of life? I dont believe that is possible. But like school is really really a drag. How do people enjoy schoolwork??? I dont know.... Thinking of this makes my head hurt

a message for unicycle ryder who says my messages dont make sense ;)

ok then lets start over.
tell me abut something you're into or something you did today.
ill tell you a story about things im into. after work today i went to my friend johns house and saw him for the first time in two months. he just got back from a trip to europe. my friends and i are into a little bit of drugs too, so we smoked up and he showed me pictures form athens, greece and italy and france and we talked about things like trip my bf are gonna take in two years to italy and stuff. do you know the band slipknot? well theyre playing around here in a few weeks so we talked about that and we talked about new years.
then my two little friends came and listened to us and john wrote some songs up in europe. now we're both musicians, we both play the guitar. so he played for me and then i started singing and it was the most beautiful moment.
then we watched l led zeppellin cd.
k this was probably a strange message but you asked for soemthing different. i dont know its just my life
lol
dani

Im finding a way to be independant of these people. I need a release, an escape from their clinging emotions. I came here to get away from them, my father and brother. I came to this place of solitude. I had to force my way in...
I opened the door and mt mother came into the room. She was wearing a house coat and in the other room my stepdad was rustling about. She acted as if nothing were wrong, as if i weren't interupted. NOw i dont know where im wanted. I should never have come.
As IF I JUST WALKED IN ON THEM!!!!
Holy shit i feel like death