Just got back from Canada. ^_^ I am also 18!! That means that now my favorite pastime (porn) is legal for me! ^^;;;; It also means that that's the last trip my parents are going to pay for me to go on. U_U;;; Suck. I've got a debit card and stuff now, so you know.... Gotta start making my own monies.

BUT on a great note: IT WAS FANTASTIC. Victoria. Its GORGEOUS. And so much fun!! China town was tops, definitely. o^-^o Cheers to everyone who missed me (hah, thats a joke)! Pictures to come! *peace*

ALSO
I PASSED THAT HORRENDOUS CLASS I NEARLY FAILED WITH A C-!! TAKE THAT, SELF!!

*hem* I am now a graduate of West Valley High School.
It was so close. ^_^;;
Mark of course doesn't understand why i am so ecstatic to have graduated. These things come easy to him.

High school is done.
Its over.
It is no more.
The last day was today. Last day of highschool EVER.
Graduation is on Friday.
GRADUATION.
This is so trippy. I cant even believe its real.

I have no drama. Drama doesn't visit me very much anymore.

Well, no this isn't true. I have drama. I have the kind of drama that the average person thinks is mega drama. But i've been through so much more than the average person.

So I have no drama because It is NOTHING compared to what i've been through before. My life is peaches. Would you like some?

He's so good. Just so good. And so sweet, and tender, and wonderful! My darling, sweetheart, wonderful boy.

Reading old conversations, I realize I've changed so much. Those people, those situations, they've all been lost to time. When I thought I loved him, why... that wasn't me! That was a shadow of myself, so unsure of who she was, so unsure of anything. And now... now, thanks a lot to him though I hate to admit that, I know who I am. I stand strong and with resolve and respect for things and myself. I've come to a good place. And looking back at myself when I was in that horrid place... I was completely different. I don't even know how you all can recognize me any more. I'm not the same. Not in the least bit.

Do you ever find yourself missing someone you used to hate, because you don't really remember why you hated them? I want so badly to apologize. To tell her it was all my fault. I dont know if it'd be true, but i feel so badly. It weighs on my conscience all the time. I cant help wondering....So many people are still upset at me for it. What if it really was my fault? What if it really was... me? What if I really am a horrid friend. You know?

Paris, guys. He wants me to come stay with him for a month in Paris.... and two months in Nice, and we'd see Italy.... *swoons*

*sighs* Mark and Nail broke up. Goddamn, took freaking long enough. Nail's been trying to do that for the longest time.

T__T Is the MysticSphinx loosing her TOUCH???!! I just posted a journal on FA thats all like "I WILL MAKE YOU FREE STUFF!" and whatnot and I have wut? ONE TAKER. U_U I have eight avatar slots, three trade slots, and two request slots. I only got a taker for a request. Dude. This sucks. I am sincerely hoping that none of my usuals are on right now, and its not that since I started the whole Fundamental Alliance thing everyone is going "eeew" at me. Cuz seriously, my Fundamental Alliance stuff has gotten not many views/comments. Probably cuz its not furry or porn. U_U *sighs* Sometimes FA is so hard to get along with. Too much porn. EVERYWHERE THERE IS PORN. And most of the friends I have on there dont draw porn mainly, but STILL man, STILL. ONE person. *sighs* Thank gods for you, FoxyTangerine. Thank gods.

Aah, and there's BlueHart. And Ivan. U_U;; whew. I feel better.

................They are magical wizards, those people who make wheat thins. MAGIC I tell you.

I just went through a whole half of a box of wheat thins without even realizing it.

That is skill right there. BRILLIANT WIZARDRY!

Eti got his passport!!! Weew!! Finally. Jeebsus, it took them long enough. U__U

I realized why these are always so short: I have absolutely nothing to say. Ever.

Man, one of my boobs is like... MONSTROUSLY bigger than the other. Like one weighs about as much as a melon. The other is a grapefruit. Uncool.

I just vacuumed up a battery. My first thought was: "I wonder if the vacuum will explode now..."

>__> I love these ET diary entries. I cant write about him anywhere else that he wont see... >_> *laughs*

I want to be sexy. T_T I want to be. But so far I'm just pretty. I'm just cute.

I could send him a naked picture of me masturbating, all he'd say was something like "The expression on your face is cute." >_> Its frustrating, but comforting as well.

If I say I love him, murder me, cuz its probably a lie.

I am a crazy person. An insane person. A person who cannot say no. But I am also a person who is probably going to graduate, so thats a good thing.

>__> I laugh in the face of reason. I ignore everyone who is smart and logical and knows what they're talking about. I get myself into relationships with random french guys on the internet!! And am I proud? HELL NO! Am I loud? HELLZ YEAH!! Am I proud?? TO SOME EXTENT!! >__> Shuddup. I do what I want.