my entry before this says it all.

I just really dont see the point.
You know for living..
mean...
we're all born.. then we go through soo much pain and hurt and then we have some happy memories which serve no purpose...because in the end were all just going to die and all the work we put into building a life and building everything and working so hard for soo little...then in the end we just lose it..and everything just ends... and when you think about it..death is nothing to fear considering your soul and everything you love and hate is apart of your brain and when you die....so does your brain and so yuo go nowhere just everything you have ever dreamed,thought of ,fantasized about..and everything you have ever acomplished is just over.
so tell me please what is the point of working hard in school so you can grow up and get this great job and get all this money so you can be happy while everyone else suffers..and then you die...and everything you've worked for is gone.
Adn when you think about it...hell shouldn't be all to bad..just the version that these conspiracies they call "churches" draw up is this bad place where your soul goes after you die and you get endlessly tortured..but tell me how is that when you are only a soul and nothing more..and you have no human form...and you are dead, so there is nothing that satan can do to hurt you...i swear to you if there is even a such thing as hell and i go there..im going to just lay down. and there is nothing anyone can do about it..i have no body for them to poke and prod so how the hell are they going to stop me from resting?! i can put up with endless screaming and shouting. thats no big deal. so really i see no point in trying to be this wonderful great person who does good for everyone else and gets nothing in return when in the end your just going to die. and nothing else can happen to you...
DO YOU SEE MY POINT?!!?!
tell me...
what can anyone do to you once your dead? nothing.
So what is the point of building up this perfect life..when in the end your going to loose it..
you see if i had my way i would just not even live..considering im just and average person and i promise you that little ol me is not going to change the world..
And another thing..
If god is this wonderful great perfect person or thing...then why the hell couldn't he create a perfect world... he is obviously flawed if he can create such a vial place and such vial evil creatures such as humans..
And HOW HYPOCRITICAL IS THIS:
"tho shalt not judge.. for tho will be judged"
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!?!?!!?!?! how can he sit there and tell us not to judge..when hes going to judge us... God has done absolutly nothing for me..and not one of my prayers has been answered in my 13 years of asking. I dont even think there is a god... i think that he is just something that someone created to try and make the world better.. and in their poor attempt just made things worse...giving people false hope and empty promises.. nothing worse. i swear to you.

I dont see the point in living...
if you see one.. please clue me in because i would like to know. besides friends.. what do i have?

life sux. i want joey soo bad.but he dumped me. i love him. alot. and no i am not just on a "joey hihg" as [betterdays813] puts it. i really do love him. considering all i think about constantly all day over and over is joey,what he looks like, how it would be if i dated him again, what i should have done when i was with him, what i would do right this time if he were to ask me out agian, i analyze every second i remember of going out with joey and what i did and should have, and i just basically think all about him all day everyday. and i have ever scine he dumped me. NO I AM NOT OBSESSED. its called love you idiots who think i am obsessed. LOVE.

wOW...I DON'T KNOW WHO I LIKE ANYMORE... i'm not even sure if i like anyone at this point...damn emotions suck..lmao...anyways..i'm bored...i guess i'm gunna go..

CONGRATS ROBBIE WITH YOUr BoOoOO Danielle! LMAO!