well today ive decided to give up hope. not hope all together just hope that this certain thing wll happen. ive liked this guy for a while and i thought he liked me too. but lately hes been a really ass and its just not worth putting up w/. like hes not even being friendlt really. i dont think anything is ever gonna happen between us. if it does ill be suprised. happy but suprised. so yeah....maybe he'll come around but i dunno. we'll see.

first entry. im bored. quite bored to be exact. its very nice outside right now (its raining). i love the rain. and i seem to be drawing a blank on things to talk about so yeah......