well @ least im not as stressed 2 day gOd nobody knew i didnt want 2 seem like a burden 2 ne one well ally gave me a hug and told me that she cares and i got a mike hug (i LUV HIM hes the best) well i might not YET hav a bf (YET) but i learned this lesson :: good things come to those who wait (trust me 4 ish years is a long wait!!!) well even if i hav no 'other' (YET) i do hav some of the best friends ever!!!
OMG i met the sweetest guy a few weeks ago i feel bad 4 him tho hmm i wonder if he knows i really am .... her..... the one who dosnt ignore him i ve only told jessi since she is one i can trust plus she knows him and really knows me LOL well i really wanna be his friend so im gonna try with that 1 well WISH ME LUCK!!!! hope i dont fuck this shit up this time!!!
god diary i hate this life i see no future and no luv in my life or future well my day sux
*Jessicah is in the hospital :(
*my best friend seems 2 be mad @ me over the stupidest shit
*there seems 2 be 2 dudes after me and i dont like eithr of them that way
* SHANE SULLIVAN IS A PRIK!!!
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS!!!
OMG I HATE SNITCHES!!!
WOW whut a night i thought i was only going 2 meet family n eat crabs LITTLE DID I KNOW OMG HOTT MY HEART IS STILL BEATING ITS IN MY TOMMIE!!!!!!!!
please god dont let it only be 1 night!!!!!
PLEASE LEAVE ME NOW
UPGRADING SHIT TAKES 2 MF LONG!!!!
HMMM so bored i wonder whuts goin through his mind n why the hell is she doing that..... she says she dosnt like him well i kinda think its BULLSHIT i luv 2 be around him when hes a sweetheart usually thats when its only me him n nic
NIC CLIFF OR CLIFT!!!!!