hmm tonight is the time when I will be leaving o.o really freakish to think that I will be on laying on the beach tomorow in portugal at this time o.o. That doesn`t mean that Im not looking forward to it^^. Well goodbye to you all and hmm some of you might get a postcard but don`t get angry if you don`t get one.. I`m a bit clumsy with postcardsXD ^^ these people are going to get one for now *from me and my sister, or just from me*:

[Kat.]
[hell_and_heaven]
[Phoxx]&[Watashi]
[Trennas]

^^ ofcourse there are more people who I talk to a lot on elftown and that I would want to send a card but they simply didn`t gave me there adress.. (maybe I should have asked..) but if you still want one you have hmm 10 and a half hours the time to give it to me^^ XD ofcourse if I don`t like you, you don`t get one for sure~!

buaah my house wasn`t that scrolable anymore so I just cut somethings of that I didn`t like *oh yea I dind`t go to sleep yet..^^ as you notice now* but here is one thing that doesn`t suits my pretty little house anymore but does suit my almost empty diary^^ asuming almost nobody reads this it doesn`t matters anyway^^
If I was a profession I'd be: a writer
If I was a country I'd be: Holland
If I was a ocean or body of water I'd be: dead
If I was a piece of candy I'd be: Me
If I was a famous building or piece of architecture I'd be: Chinese wall
If I was a store I'd be: Manga store
If I was a brand of shoe I'd be: in hell
If I was a bad habit I'd be: smoke
If I was a swear word I'd be: You Sillybeg!
If I was a ice cream flavour I'd be: gross
If I was a disease I'd be: a virus
If I was a board game I'd be: go (and yes that is actually a game)
If I was a feeling I'd be: Sorrow
If I was a president I'd be: Rich
If I was a war I'd be: red of blood
If I was a city I'd be: Rome
If I was a colour I'd be: grey
If I was a celebrity I'd be: Sandra Bullock
If I was a movie I'd be: Howl`s moving castle
If I was a brand of toothpaste I'd be: The best one
If I was a currency I'd be: The euro
If I were a month, I'd be: May
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Saturday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: 12 AM
If I were a planet, I'd be: Mars
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: plankton
If I were a direction, I'd be: South
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: a candle
If I were a sin, I'd be: vendetta also known as revenge.
If I were a liquid, I'd be: Wine
If I were a tree, I'd be: christmas three
If I were a bird, I'd be: blue bird
If I were a tool, I'd be: saw
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: vampire`s kiss
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: thunder
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: saxophone
If I were a Animemal I`d be: panther
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: carrot
If I were an element, I'd be: fire
If I were a car I`d be: a mecedes
If I were a song, I'd be: Happy people, by skoop over people
If I were a book, I'd be: Cervix Creek
If I were a food, I'd be: Pizza
If I were a material, I`d be: Silver
If I were a taste, I`d be : Sweet
If I were a word, I'd be: wonder
If I were a body part, I'd be: the eyes
If I were a facial expression, I'd be: an evil smile
If I were a shape, I'd be a: thing
If I were a number, I'd be: 666
If i were a mythical creature I be a: angel tthat has fallen

Today I wonder, what if we aren`t really alive? What if this is just one virtual joke o.o an expensive virtual joke ofcourse XD What is the definition of living? Can you call people who are in a coma alife? Hmm I am way to far fetched in my way of thinking right now, but what if.. ^^ Unfortually the world is full of what ifs and probably there isn`t a right definition of alife, and that is exactly the thing that scares me the most. Its simply a question of believing. You can say that when a persons hart is beating, that the person is alife then. But is he? buaah I`m going to sleep my poor brain has made double hours sorry for troubling you
*stops babling right now* oh ja I`m going on my real holiday tomorow^^ bai bai and hmm I will be online but don`t get pissed off if I`m not.. a lot of packing you know^^

library people..
*mocks*
really I can tell you one thing about the library staff.. they are pure EBIL
*sob sob*
you know in the vacation there is a rule for renting books. You can rent them for 6 weeks. So did I, atleast I tought.
*sigh*
So totally unaware for the treath that was hovering above me when I walked in the library with my books, yesterday I brought the books back.
*walks away to get some coffee*
So I brought them back and then the EVIL library staff member asked me to pay 14,70 euro.
*gasp, is to baffled to speak*
"Wha wha what did you said miss?" stunned I looked at her. What in gods name was she talking about o.o
"your three weeks late with your books, so thats 7 books X 0,10 euro X 21 days o.o and that is 14,70" ;_; really I almost got an heartattack o.o so I started to complain and then she told me I was a day to early when I rented those books 1 FRICKIN day.
*Really pissed of look*
So I kind of made a scene right there for half and hour or so, and the line got bigger and bigger. And I got more annoying with nagging about there evil ways of pulling poor girls there leggs.
*grins*
So I only had to pay 5 euro. Wich was way to much to but still it was better then the 14.70.. really I`m never going to that library in my life! Nasty people..

hmm today I`m actually making my first move to tell you what happend on the vacation.. but to be honest I just don`t feel like it^^. I have so much to tell that it would become troublesome to type it all down here. So just in short, it rained a lot.. there was a lot of sand.. and there were strangly enough a lot of curly boys^^ hai hai I know that this doesn`t count as an holiday discription BUT you have to deal with it for now.. it was just a semi-holiday.. on monday I`m going for my reall one^.^

time to take this diary seriously^.^ I used to be really good in writing these kind of things *sigh* but I`m not very good at it now. Anyhews lets continue shall we. After doing almost nothing for like three weeks long *exept the survival thing .. hmm maybe I might write something about that after I get back.. it was really hmm funny:P* I`m going on a short vacation.. altough I already said goodbye to almost everybody I`m talking to at the moment *If I didn`t don`t feel bad I just forget things very quickly* I`m still here.. can explain WHY I am still here lol, its simply because I haven`t left yet^^ hmm that doesn`t explains much but you guys have to life with that. Around 5 o clock at the dutch time I really will be gone. XD really I promess. hmm well I don`t actually expect somebody to read this but if you have you must be really bored^^ Have a nice day and I`ll see you all in a week *or 1 and a half week anyhews*