lol hmm I kind of took this from somebody`s house.. sorry I don't remember who's.. if its yours sorry^^ just had to use it XD I tought this was kind of amusing:

Dumb girls need air
Naughty girls need underwear
Nice girls arent mean
Funny girls make a scene
Perfect girls have all the class
[Mean girls will kick your ass]
Smart girls will excell
Gossip girls will tell
Popular girls get all the boys
Little girls play with toys
Normal girls are nothing new
So which one applies to you?

lol yes I took a silly test again XD this time about wich part of hell you would fall into..or if your a bloody holyman wich part of heaven^^ well I belong to the 2th part of hell.. and guess what that is lust o.o really who thinks of these kinds of silly tests?

hmm tonight is the time when I will be leaving o.o really freakish to think that I will be on laying on the beach tomorow in portugal at this time o.o. That doesn`t mean that Im not looking forward to it^^. Well goodbye to you all and hmm some of you might get a postcard but don`t get angry if you don`t get one.. I`m a bit clumsy with postcardsXD ^^ these people are going to get one for now *from me and my sister, or just from me*:

[Kat.]
[hell_and_heaven]
[Phoxx]&[Watashi]
[Trennas]

^^ ofcourse there are more people who I talk to a lot on elftown and that I would want to send a card but they simply didn`t gave me there adress.. (maybe I should have asked..) but if you still want one you have hmm 10 and a half hours the time to give it to me^^ XD ofcourse if I don`t like you, you don`t get one for sure~!

buaah my house wasn`t that scrolable anymore so I just cut somethings of that I didn`t like *oh yea I dind`t go to sleep yet..^^ as you notice now* but here is one thing that doesn`t suits my pretty little house anymore but does suit my almost empty diary^^ asuming almost nobody reads this it doesn`t matters anyway^^
If I was a profession I'd be: a writer
If I was a country I'd be: Holland
If I was a ocean or body of water I'd be: dead
If I was a piece of candy I'd be: Me
If I was a famous building or piece of architecture I'd be: Chinese wall
If I was a store I'd be: Manga store
If I was a brand of shoe I'd be: in hell
If I was a bad habit I'd be: smoke
If I was a swear word I'd be: You Sillybeg!
If I was a ice cream flavour I'd be: gross
If I was a disease I'd be: a virus
If I was a board game I'd be: go (and yes that is actually a game)
If I was a feeling I'd be: Sorrow
If I was a president I'd be: Rich
If I was a war I'd be: red of blood
If I was a city I'd be: Rome
If I was a colour I'd be: grey
If I was a celebrity I'd be: Sandra Bullock
If I was a movie I'd be: Howl`s moving castle
If I was a brand of toothpaste I'd be: The best one
If I was a currency I'd be: The euro
If I were a month, I'd be: May
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Saturday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: 12 AM
If I were a planet, I'd be: Mars
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: plankton
If I were a direction, I'd be: South
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: a candle
If I were a sin, I'd be: vendetta also known as revenge.
If I were a liquid, I'd be: Wine
If I were a tree, I'd be: christmas three
If I were a bird, I'd be: blue bird
If I were a tool, I'd be: saw
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: vampire`s kiss
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: thunder
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: saxophone
If I were a Animemal I`d be: panther
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: carrot
If I were an element, I'd be: fire
If I were a car I`d be: a mecedes
If I were a song, I'd be: Happy people, by skoop over people
If I were a book, I'd be: Cervix Creek
If I were a food, I'd be: Pizza
If I were a material, I`d be: Silver
If I were a taste, I`d be : Sweet
If I were a word, I'd be: wonder
If I were a body part, I'd be: the eyes
If I were a facial expression, I'd be: an evil smile
If I were a shape, I'd be a: thing
If I were a number, I'd be: 666
If i were a mythical creature I be a: angel tthat has fallen

Today I wonder, what if we aren`t really alive? What if this is just one virtual joke o.o an expensive virtual joke ofcourse XD What is the definition of living? Can you call people who are in a coma alife? Hmm I am way to far fetched in my way of thinking right now, but what if.. ^^ Unfortually the world is full of what ifs and probably there isn`t a right definition of alife, and that is exactly the thing that scares me the most. Its simply a question of believing. You can say that when a persons hart is beating, that the person is alife then. But is he? buaah I`m going to sleep my poor brain has made double hours sorry for troubling you
*stops babling right now* oh ja I`m going on my real holiday tomorow^^ bai bai and hmm I will be online but don`t get pissed off if I`m not.. a lot of packing you know^^

library people..
*mocks*
really I can tell you one thing about the library staff.. they are pure EBIL
*sob sob*
you know in the vacation there is a rule for renting books. You can rent them for 6 weeks. So did I, atleast I tought.
*sigh*
So totally unaware for the treath that was hovering above me when I walked in the library with my books, yesterday I brought the books back.
*walks away to get some coffee*
So I brought them back and then the EVIL library staff member asked me to pay 14,70 euro.
*gasp, is to baffled to speak*
"Wha wha what did you said miss?" stunned I looked at her. What in gods name was she talking about o.o
"your three weeks late with your books, so thats 7 books X 0,10 euro X 21 days o.o and that is 14,70" ;_; really I almost got an heartattack o.o so I started to complain and then she told me I was a day to early when I rented those books 1 FRICKIN day.
*Really pissed of look*
So I kind of made a scene right there for half and hour or so, and the line got bigger and bigger. And I got more annoying with nagging about there evil ways of pulling poor girls there leggs.
*grins*
So I only had to pay 5 euro. Wich was way to much to but still it was better then the 14.70.. really I`m never going to that library in my life! Nasty people..

hmm today I`m actually making my first move to tell you what happend on the vacation.. but to be honest I just don`t feel like it^^. I have so much to tell that it would become troublesome to type it all down here. So just in short, it rained a lot.. there was a lot of sand.. and there were strangly enough a lot of curly boys^^ hai hai I know that this doesn`t count as an holiday discription BUT you have to deal with it for now.. it was just a semi-holiday.. on monday I`m going for my reall one^.^

time to take this diary seriously^.^ I used to be really good in writing these kind of things *sigh* but I`m not very good at it now. Anyhews lets continue shall we. After doing almost nothing for like three weeks long *exept the survival thing .. hmm maybe I might write something about that after I get back.. it was really hmm funny:P* I`m going on a short vacation.. altough I already said goodbye to almost everybody I`m talking to at the moment *If I didn`t don`t feel bad I just forget things very quickly* I`m still here.. can explain WHY I am still here lol, its simply because I haven`t left yet^^ hmm that doesn`t explains much but you guys have to life with that. Around 5 o clock at the dutch time I really will be gone. XD really I promess. hmm well I don`t actually expect somebody to read this but if you have you must be really bored^^ Have a nice day and I`ll see you all in a week *or 1 and a half week anyhews*