[S.O.A.D. worshiper]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2004-12-31
Written: (7269 days ago)
Next in thread: 469830

heres a stupid peom i wrote

SELF DISCRIMINATION


Drownding is this pool of misery
This world so full of hatred
All theese things i cannot see
Its self discrimination


Holding onto nothing
Thinking how i feel
Wondering why im even here
I realize that this isnt real


Trying to find myself
In the crowd
With all the people
Searching for dead


Tangled in knots
Chop off my tounge
Never again ill say
How much youre huring me


I wish that you sould see
All of my dispair
But in my heart i know
That you dont really care


Drownding in this pool of misery
This world so full of hatred
All theese things i cannot see
Its self discrimination
459677  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-12-30
Written: (7270 days ago)
Next in thread: 459795, 459796

i hate margerine..... it tastes foul and need to die. whoever invented it should be shot.......

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Written about Sunday 2004-12-26
Written: (7274 days ago)
Next in thread: 456169

i am filled with guilt and shame, yet i can not find a reason to be.....

"i love you so much,
it makes me cry,
suddenly i no longer,
want to die,
i wish i could spend,
the rest of my life,
warm and safe,
in your arms"

this is part of a poem i just recently wrote for jon erik. he makes me so happy and fills me with love.

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Written about Friday 2004-12-24
Written: (7276 days ago)

BLOOD IS THE BASIS OF GRIEF, LOVE, PAIN, SUFFERING, SORROW, HAPPIENESS, JOY AND WAR. BLOOD IS ALL THERE IS. ITS ALL THERE EVER WILL BE......

 The logged in version 

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