Reasons why I'm depressed:
·My p- is due and I hate my p-.
·I have a continual headache.
·I have no friends in my form and barely any in my year.
·At every available second I want to break down and cry.
·My parents are always angry at me, and each other, and people they work with.
·I have suddenly realised I cannot sing, after at least a year of deluding myself.
·Everyone expects me to do something, and never thanks me when I do it.
I hate my life. I cut my finger yesterday. The pain was like a drop of ice into my life.
My mum (no, not Dad, just mum) is redoing my bedroom. My brother took some units downstairs and broke the front door window, that cost £300. Desperately want to cut self but cannot find knife. Everyone shouting at everyone else. No money. Cold. Extremely sore throat. Want to break down and cry but will only be left if one does so. This <-> close to killing myself. Need to do so much homework I'm gonna pass out. Headache. Emmensly tired. And... I have headlice. Oh, and my hips stick out so much, i have only 3 pairs of trousers still fitting.
You may not believe
What you are meant to see
and it seems the world's gone mad...
And although you wish to hide it,
You can't help but say it
You've lost it.
And you've mucked it up again...
Too much, too soon...
'Guess I shouldn't speak at all...'
Lost so many friends
Gained so much hate
'All by being me...'
Now you must change...
You have to change yourself...
Otherwise...
Mucked it up again...
Too much, too soon...
Guess I shouldn't speak at all...
Lost so many friends
Gained so much hate
All by being me...
I have to change...
I have to change myself...
Otherwise...
It's goodbye...
I need you here, with me.
I need to have you close.
You're the only one I can trust with this,
So listen, to me my baby.
No-one else could hear me cry,
But you heard me, my dear.
No-one else could see me die,
But you saw me, my dear.
Stay with me forever.
Stay by my side.
Stay to console, Stay to help.
Stay, without you, I die.
This is the kind of love you hear in fairy tails.
This is the kind of love you never know you had.
This is the kind of love no-one can stop.
This is the kind of love we have.
Stay by me Forever.
Keep with me always.
Never forget that I need you.
And love me many more days.
Stay By Me
Together we will get through this.
Together, baby, don’t cry.
Together, my baby, we will conquer all harm,
Together, we can reach the sky.
Together Forever
Today, I am suicidly depressed. I seemed to be depressed most of the time nowadays. But not kill myself suicidely, crawl into a dark hole and stay there for the rest of my life. I hate this. WHY? WHY? All this stuff has happened, I've got problems I don't want to tell anyone. And I can't tell anyone. It's not fair. I just want a simple life, why can't I have it?
I am doomed to be bored today. I have to go to my sisters concert, with my great aunt and uncle. My mum didn't even give me a choice. She said on tuesday: We're going out to kings lynn on friday meg. I had no chance in hell of getting out of it. If I don't appear back here tonight, then consider me dead. Either through boredom, or frustration.
I feel shit. I feel so shit I could kill myself right now.
New wikis:
Who Do You Want To Burn? and
The Classroom Of Wonders
Take a look!
You think you have friends, and suddenly, out of the blue, they turn around and fucking bite you on the fucking arse. I mean some people just can't take a hint, can they? I just hate people who suddenly, without any warning, just do that. I mean its so fucking insensitive. I don't know why I'm telling complete strangers about this, I guess it just helps a bit.
Plop
lalalaaa
lalalaaaaaaaaa I feel like being crazy... and burning my father....
helloooooooooo
Yo! Feeling bonkeroony right now! Yey! Bonkeroony fun.
KILL THE COMMON HERD!
I'm real bord. *Blue Phoenix* plz talk 2 mi!
Hellooooo!
I just had my supper.
It was veggie soup (homemade!). My mum makes it and it is deeeeelllliiii
I am really tired!