The first guy I ever loved
i fell for with in a month
as quick as it happened
he left me standing alone

i know im weak when i take him back months later
i know im stupid when he stand me up the first time
and i agree to let him come back
and even a simple date was enough to renew the feelings i once had
but he's done it again
he leaving me standing, saying he still wants (what i want to hear)

sometimes people arent as they seem
unfort. im seeing this more and more
they say one thing
they promise or give their word
but they just dont come through

and this is how they care?

ive learned how to piss a buncha people off at once
ive been told to die

well i wish i could
ive wished it for a long time
but the time isnt right
but it will come sooner than you think

im going to try to keep my mind off someone

letting go of your first love...is never easy...

I know a wonderful guy I care a ton about.
I can not wait to see him again.
the beauty in his heart and bold definition between right and wrong is just undeniably extent.
  i will see him later
     mandi