[evilghettochick]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2004-10-28
Written: (7330 days ago)

Insane with despair,
Not that I expect anyone to care,
Wipe the blood off my knife,
Finally, a triumphant larceny of my life,
My wrist is burning hot,
My eyes are cold- my insides tied in a knot,
And as I lay here bleeding my life away,
I think of all the things that lead me to my slow decay,
And how at this point everything hurts except re-opening old wounds,
How I’ve cut myself to pieces after waiting so long-
drowning my sorrow in endless depressing tunes,
It wasn’t enough- I needed to disappear,
Tonight’s my last night- no need to stay here,
I’ve become smarter- come to a conclusion,
Lifted the veil- defeated the illusion,
You see, this is what I say come the knife’s final touch;
“Suicide is painless- the life that leads to it however- not so much.”

360202  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-09-23
Written: (7365 days ago)

this is a poem tat i think if u are hurt by ppl tat u should read


       HURTNESS!!!
why do people say stop being like that
but you cant cause its away of life
when you become numb and cant think
of reasons of why you should still live and when someone
hurts you so much that you want your life back
but then you want it to end
so i ask you to take this knife out of my back
and i wish that we could get back to the way things use to be were my life had some kind of meaning to witch
nothing would ever hurt me the pain of life would end so that one day i could wish that my life would end!

360200  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-09-23
Written: (7365 days ago)

a poem


i'm going to draw a picture
a picture with a twist
ill draw it with a razor blade
ill draw it on my wrist
and when i've drawn this picture
a fountain will appear
it will drain away my troubles
and make them dissappear.

341517  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-09-03
Written: (7385 days ago)


<A HREF="http://www.couplandesque.net/boredom/subculture.htm">
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Which 1990's Subculture Do You Belong To?</A><BR>
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@ <A HREF="http://www.couplandesque.net/">couplandesque.net</A>]

341291  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-09-03
Written: (7385 days ago)

a poem

i'm going to draw a picture
a picture with a twist
ill draw it with a razor blade
ill draw it on my wrist
and when i've drawn this picture
a fountain will appear
it will drain away my troubles
and make them dissappear.

341285  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-09-03
Written: (7385 days ago)

this is a poem tat i think if u are hurt by ppl tat u should read

              HURTNESS!!!
why do people say stop being like that
but you cant cause its away of life
when you become numb and cant think
of reasons of why you should still live and when someone
hurts you so much that you want your life back
but then you want it to end
so i ask you to take this knife out of my back
and i wish that we could get back to the way things use to be were my life had some kind of meaning to witch
nothing would ever hurt me the pain of life would end so that one day i could wish that my life would end!

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