[shadowfire09]'s diary

691150  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-11-02
Written: (6961 days ago)

I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave the love behind

[Bridge:]
I ain't trippin
I'm just missing you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

You kept me hanging from a string
Why you make me cry?
I tried to give you everything
But you just gave me lies

[Bridge]

[Bridge 2:]
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

[Chorus:]
I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you [last time x2]
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?

[Bridge]

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool

[chorus]

[Bridge 2]
[chorus]


very good song

686094  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-10-23
Written: (6971 days ago)

do you know what sucks?....do you care waht sucks?....well personally i don't care if you don't care....i'im telling you anyway....i'm grounded....and kimmi karen and kenzi....i'd be on a date right now with the certain person mentioned in the notebook.....but sadly no i couldn't be....and i really really really like him...alot. lol...anyway...so now i am sad....i think he went to the show instead....we were going to go to a movie...i dk which one. yes so now i am sad....argh...i've been grounded for so long. what does the outside look like?...i'm going to die i'm suffocating in this house. did you know that?...no problably not. i really do not like my family...especially when they made me go to bed
@10 on a friday night!....coral and amber got ppl to spend the night...so they got to stay up as late as they wanted....and they kept coming into my room....scared the shit out of me....anyway...thinking about possibly finding someone to throw a halloween party...cuz i want to throw one but there is no way it'll be at my house..right now it's either at gary's house or marks....unless one of you three want to volunteer... the reason why i want to throw one is because my parents are saying i can't go to mission impossible becuase it goes till midnight for highschoolers and it's on a school night...how gay is that?...i'll tell you how gay. VERY GAY!!!...so if you're at the dance....have fun without me now that you've read this.

    love,
      jade (who is dieing of boredom right now)

685516  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-10-21
Written: (6972 days ago)
Next in thread: 685692

BECAUSE OF YOU- KELLY CLARKSON

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid


I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with


Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt


Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid


I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing


Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid


Because of you
Because of you

This is my favorite song...it is very true for my life....almost every word of it seems to come right from my head....

684520  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-10-19
Written: (6974 days ago)

love is a pointless thing
coming from every being
noone can help but feel like this
when you breakup it's love they miss

shy and softspoken,
he left her heart broken
when he told her goodbye
she wanted to die

it hurts when you know
you don't get to go
back where you were
with him or with her

our hearts left destroyed
when with love we toyed
but you can't help but feel
that your love is real

we will get hurt, we all will cry
some of us left to wonder why
so when you're left out in the rain
remember there's others, feeling your pain


*bows* thank you thank you...poem for my cousin..who wants to remain nameless....written in 5 minutes..(what a hard worker i am) ....

oh and diego...i am guessing your'e gonna be a smart alec and make some comment like "i'm commmenting on your diary becuase you comment on mine all the time" ...well ha i beat you to it!

678883  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-10-09
Written: (6985 days ago)

i don't

i don't care that you still love me
i don't want to let you see
my feelings i hide for the good of us two
because you see i still love you

i don't want to love you right now
i don't want to show you how
i feel for you, you know it's true
i did and will always love you

(i'll finish it later when i have more time....anyway got any comments???? *hint hint ((tell me)))

674266  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-09-30
Written: (6993 days ago)

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670051  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-09-23
Written: (7001 days ago)

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667170  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-09-17
Written: (7006 days ago)

http://www.potterpuppetpals.com/bothering.html bothering snape lol fannah shizzel

http://www.potterpuppetpals.com/trouble.html TROUBLE AT HOGWARTS..funnah shizzel too

636940  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-08-01
Written: (7053 days ago)

http://www.deviantart.com/view/13034303/ ...for the inuyasha luvers out there lol

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