blech...that's one word...so how can it decribe so much?..it seems like things have been going downhill since...well..
THIS IS MAH JAUGAR...made for me by the very kewl wiki mood-pets
meet Hunter
MY PAGE NEEDS ORDER.....
Current Dating status: taken
Current issues: bored as fuck...
Current ideas: my mind is a blank as my sisters homework assignment...
Current quote: rusty spoons hurt!!! lol max...
Current anything else: i'm very confused....
I have a name.....i only tell my name to those i trust, it takes awhile to gain my trust (please note that the poeple who know me in person do infact know my name...this is just for people on here) but it is possible. I am a crazy, random, person who makes death theories about her friends...(lol all in good fun tho). pink is my favorite color..and so is purple.....sli
☻♥♣♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
(i like the symbols lol)
♥ you all....
Shadow....
i was lazy and asked my friends if they would give me a bio...so far only [Miss.Kayree] and [Roxcie] have.....anybo
"Totally awesome and strange chicky. Slightly outgoing, pretty outrageous, and completely random. (Also a fellow hater of Build-a-Bears). Should be loved by all, or face my squirrely wrath. ^^." -[Miss.Kayree]
"She is so awesome. she is so fun to talk to and she helps me out alot. she's a great friend. if anybody messes with her your messing with her evil demented twin sister!!!that is all ^_^."-[Roxcie]
YAY!!!
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here's the bio from my fanclub shadowfire club feel free to join it if ya want....
anyway...this is a better bio of me
I am a...goody two shoes type of girl....most of you know that....eh i guess you could say i'm an unpopular prep...I like the color pink (kinda obvious by mah house). i'm not a big fan of rap music though some is okay...i like mostly pop music... i am known to babble on about nothing just to fill the silence...i don't like the quiet!...or the dark...but that's a different story...i'm an animal lover...juagua
FUN QUIZ TYPE DEAL
THIS IS THE ONE I DID
1) do you like pie? : sadly...no
2) do you like monkies: yes....they are great
3) do you bamzoo?: not latly
4) would you save me money on car insurance: it's geico not gekko!
5) is cheese beautiful:...y
6)do you watch t.v.? yes
7) do you wear clothes?: i'm a clothes wearing nudist!!!
8)does this quiz make sense in your brain: of course of course...
9) do you carry a lunchbox?: no...
10) do you have a life? if i did...would i be doing this?
11) does your name start with a j? YES!
12) do you have a crush? yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes *deep breath* YES!!!
13) do you believe in magic: yes
14) are you superstitious: yes...my home is haunted
15) are you bored? pretty much..
16) are you writing this quiz as you go along? how did you know...yes i am
17)do you drink powerade: yes...and gatorade
18) your mom: HOW DARE YOU!!!
19) are you random? yes
20) how many more questions do you think you could put on here: a few more...i'm running outta class time tho
21) do you have death theories? yes... for kimmi and karen...even thou i luvers them both to peices...death theory for kenzi coming up...
22) do you like poetry: yes..
23) do school compouters suck? yes...muchly
24) do you make up words and use them frequently? yes...
25) do you yahoo? ...*ahem* yes..i'm a yahooligan lol
26) do you frequently use chatspeak? yes lol
27) is the math sub staring at you creepily? yes
28) do you have email? yes
29) do you enjoy quizes like this? only the ones i write...lol
30) do rubber duckies freaks you out: yes...of course when your best friend uses them to kill you....you kinda haveta be
31) are you a girl? what you can't tell...
32) did you just run outta time in study hall: yes goodbye lol
CARRIE [Miss.Kayree]IS VERY KEWL AND DID IT ALSO...however
her is hers...
1) do you like pie? : of course. it's mutiny to not.. (Jade, i'll be having a chat with you.)
2) do you like monkies: of course!
3) do you bamzoo?: bamzoooooooooo
4) would you save me money on car insurance: of course! i'd donate it to the BABAA! (Build A Bear Assassination Association)
5) is cheese beautiful: cute, maybe...
6)do you watch t.v.? from time to time..
7) do you wear clothes?: ha! ..of course not!
8)does this quiz make sense in your brain: in my brain! no.. my foot? ..yes...
9) do you carry a lunchbox?: everywhere!
10) do you have a life? if i did...would i be doing this?
11) does your name start with a j? YES!
12) do you have a crush? c'est possible
13) do you believe in magic: *hums the tune but can't remember the words..*
14) are you superstitious: indeedy
15) are you bored? of course.
16) are you writing this quiz as you go along? yes. using my time machine and my hypnosis. i'm back in time, and sitting on Jade's shoulder in Study Hall whispering in her ear.. telling her to write all this...
17)do you drink powerade: hahhaaha.. powerade.. oh, the hidden meanins...
18) your mom: my ass!
19) are you random? indeedydoodles
20) how many more questions do you think you could put on here: as many as it takes me to get to the end of this.
21) do you have death theories? yes. we used to plan out how certain people died if they weren't at school.
22) do you like poetry: some..
23) do school compouters suck? yes.. and apparentally their keyboards suck as well... "compouters" ..
24) do you make up words and use them frequently? shibba-wha?
25) do you yahoo? YAHOOOOOOO-ooo
26) do you frequently use chatspeak? lol, lyke, omg, nu!
27) is the math sub staring at you creepily? math sub. yes.. torpedos!
28) do you have email? ....no. i don't. O.O (JADE"S NOTE:the funny thing is the fact that she emailed it to me)
29) do you enjoy quizes like this? this was the most interesting yet..
30) do rubber duckies freaks you out: only a little.
31) are you a girl? i'm a man's man.
32) did you just run outta time in study hall: i have not the studieth du hall!
YAY!!!
You Know you've been watching too much Inuyasha when...
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You Know you've been watching too much Inuyasha when...
1. You expect your old japanese sword to transform into a giant fang.
2. You Think you can run fast enough to make tornados come behind you.
3. Touch girls bottoms uncontrollably
4. Yell "SIT BOY!" thinking it will make your boyfriend, who is wearing a necklase, fall down on his face.
5. You're wearing the clothes of your favorite character.
6. You read this list and think someone is stalking you, from somewhere...
7. You call your perverted friend Miroku
8. When you sing the Japanese songs and dont even know what the words are.
9. You try to kill your brother, thinking he is Sesshomaru.
10. You think you can go inbetween worlds.
11. When someone is dressed as a demon for halloween, you immediatly tackle them to the ground.
12. You start using lists like these as check lists.
13. You wear a red robe all the time.
14. Giant boomerangs will slice you in half.
15. When there is a tornado heading for you, you think it is Kouga.
16. You let your hair grow out and dye it white.
17. When you start an Inuyasha Fansite.
18. You watch every episode over and over and never get tired of it.
19. You try to learn Japanese to watch Japanese episodes with sub titles.
20. Start making anime faces while offline!
21. When you have every Inuyasha Manga book ever created.
22. You start having debates with friends about Inuyasha.
23. Posting at an Inuyasha Forum is your main object in life, besides Inuyasha itself.
24. You cover your hand all the time in fear of sucking everything up.
25. You wear a monkey suit and stalk people.
here ya guys go..parts 1 and 2...enjoyed
Her Friends part 1
Left alone to wander
she lived a lonely life
but then one day she found a friend
his name was Mr.Knife
Mr. Knife gave her friends
though lifeless they may be
their beating hearts stopped beating
their dead eyes will never see
She'd sneak into their windows
during cold and lonely nights
she kept them in an alleyway
most frightening of all sights
Police, one day, came for her
and her newest "friend"
they said "My dear, your killing days,
have soon come to an end."
She cried out "NO! Please don't
I can no longer be
alone inside this world of mine.
Don't let me be lonely"
and now part two
Her friends Part two
Dark as night
her horrible cell
curled up in the corner
her life is now hell
they took away
her dear Mr. Knife
they took away
what was good in her life
she created a plan
to get out of that place
she called to the guard
and made a sweet face
the guard had been drinking
his common sense gone
he thought she was perfect
that she did nothing wrong
he unlocked her cell
let her out of jail
and now begins
this horrible tale
she took back Mr. Knife
and went back on her quest
she wanted new "friends"
the best of the best
soon enough after
alarm was raised
"she is the best killer"
the magazines praised
she couldnt' be caught
she was unstoppable
and soon her alleyway
of bodies was full
she lived out her days
killing "friend" after "friend"
she never grew lonely
up until the end
there how do ya guys like them both?..i love comments
Ross is gay. I’ll tell you that right now.
He is very gay, but he also likes monkies, a forbidden love which is frowned upon in his religion. He loves Kwanza, but since he’s gay he must eat a banana to be allowed to celebrate it. This rule upsets his banana worshipping monkey lovers so he is at a constant battle with himself. To keep everyone happy he went Jindu, and now starves himself, because jindus believe they don’t have to eat. Ross is also Mexican which makes him a Canadian whore. This is his life story…..
He was born to two unnamed, unreligious un…(something you can put “un” in front of….DEAD!) undead people. WE don’t care about that. Ross, as he was unlucky enough to get that name, grew up experimenting in many things, mostly guys, and monkies, Then after going to worship the banana his beloved mokies adored he decided to put some clothers on and go celebrate kwanza, demoting the kwananese people about 30 bars on the social ladder. The people saw this and decided that for him to join he must be mauled by a constipated Rhino with Diarreha and eat a banana. Ross quite enjoyed he rhino part of the deal, but eating a sacred banana was out of the picture.
Because he was not able to eat the banana he was banished to Mexico, where he discovered he was, in fact, Mexican. He embraced this part of his life and moved to Canada, where he met the suffering basketball star Jesse, who converted him to Jinduism. Ross then took the vow of aneorexia because Jindus don’t believe in food.
So one dat while he was lying in a gutter he met the almighty Ass-blaster and her fricken posse. A few in the group included Jade: the not-so-green, Jon: the extremely rich ghetto slacker, Karen: the kitten master, and Kimmi: the…okay we gotta find a name for her.
Anyways, They shoved food down his throat and carried him away on their floating bus, driven by a drunken rat named Twitch. Pot made Ross get the munchies and munchies made him break his vow of anorexia. Ross got scared that the Jindu nazi anorezia enforcers would find him so he asked the fricken posse to help. Sadly, they were having a group orgy at the time and he was captured and tortured him with pictures of sexy women until he almost died, but then secret seon master Teddy came.
Teddy took Ross to see the scout cabin where he is hanging out with the reincarnations of Jesse, some Mexicans, the Ass-blaster Kenzi and her fricken posse, All of whom are now known as Dillion, Jesse, Kenzi, Jade, Kimmi, and maybe not so much Jon the sometimes willing and other times not so willing.
Ross is now living happily ever after with Teddy in his teddy with small chiuaha and a green banana and small bouts of relapse of his Jindu Aneorexica.
But wait, there’s more! Ross and Teddy got very lonely and decided to start a family together, but since they were both guys they thought it was virtually impossible. It was then that Ass-blaster Kenzi and Jade the not-so-green remember the only thing they learned in school: Men can get pregnant by taking deep breaths. Since Ross was the more feminine of the two he decided he would carry the baby. The fricken posse was there to tell the Jindu when he was prenat. But sadly it never happened. Ross just kept deep breathing until he popped and little bits of Ross flew around the room. Teddy, Kenzi, and her fricken posse attempted to put him back together until they felt like All the king’s horses and all the king’s men, who let poor humpty dumpty down. Thinking of Humpty dumty made them crave Root beer floats so they all went out for pancakes. They then went to the zoo where they found a walrus that looked suspiciously like a reincarnation of Ross, which made them happy in a sad way because the memory of Ross lived on. Then the posse fed it a fish and life as we know it was never the same again.
There's Ross's life story...ross is a guy that goes to school with me and kenzi....who wrote the stuff in italics...sorr
this is very sweet...
Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it.
Touching words from the mouth of babes.
What does Love mean?
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?"
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
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"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore.
So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca- age 8
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"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is
safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4
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"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5
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"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6
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"Love is
what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4
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"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age
7
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"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.
My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8
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"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)
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"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6
(we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)
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"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7
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"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6
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"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.
He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."
Cindy - age 8
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"My mommy loves me more than anybody
You don't
see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6
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"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5
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"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7
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"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4
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"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4
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"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." (what an image)
Karen - age 7
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"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
Mark - age 6
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"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
Jessica - age 8
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And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge.
The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.
The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.
Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into
the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.
When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said,
"Nothing, I just helped him cry"
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When there is nothing left but God, that is when you find out that God is all you need. Take 60 seconds and give this a shot! All you do is simply say the following small prayer for the person who sent you this.
Father, God bless all my friends in whatever it is that You know they may be needing this day! And may their life be full of your peace, prosperity and power as
he/she seeks to have a closer relationship with you. Amen.
Then send it on to five other people, including the one who sent it to you. Within hours you caused a multitude of people to pray for other people. Then sit back and watch the power of God work in your life.
I'm not fucking stupid. Okay?..i'm not. so don't go whining about me and pretending that i won't know you're talking about me. also...quit throwing a fucking pity party becuase guess what..people are getting sick of it. not only that but people tend to care about you when you don't constantly whine. and further more don't say i didn't do something when i DID in fact do it you just changed your mind. And don't think that ranting about me and trying to make me feel bad will work, duh i have sisters who try that every fucking single day i don't fall for that anymore. You think you are so much better then me, you think you're so much smarter. well guess what nobody likes to be insulted every fucking day, like you insult me. and we don't only pay attention to you when you're pissed or sad. we're just being friends by trying to see what's wrong and help you with you're problems CUZ THAT"S WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR, not for you to go making fun of and putting down, like you do to me everyfucking day. It gets old, so knock it off. Stop trying to make others see us as the bad guy, okay?..cuz guess what, it doesen't work, if anything it just makes people think you're whining. Stop acting like you're so much better then everybody, stop showing off, just STOP!!...i'm so tired of you're complaining, if you have so many problems with me then why do you fucking keep talking to me. I want to be your friend, but you make it really hard. I've tried to be nice about it, but you don't get the hints, so here's something to make it simple, even though you're so much better and smarter then me that you problably find it an insult that i'm simplifing it: take your stupid little pity party and your bullshit and just fucking shut up!
sometimes you wish that you could die,
close your eyes and wonder why,
why were you left so alone and afraid,
why don't the tears come when you want to cry?
sometimes you do nothing but pray
pray that you run go away
it'd be so easy for them all
to forget and let you fall
sometimes it seems like nobody is there
like life is a child pulling your hair
and fate is against all that you're for
and like everyone wants to hurt you some more
GUY FACTS
When a guy is quiet,
Hes listening to you
When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes hes wrong
When a guy looks at you with eyes full of questions,
he expects you to leave him soon
When a guy says Im Fine after a few minutes,
he means it
when a guy stares at you,
he thinks your the most beautiful thing in the world
when your laying your head on a guys chest
he has the world
when a guy calls you everyday
he is in love
when a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it
when a guy says he cant live without you
hes with you til your done
when a guy says i miss you
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else
GIRL FACTS
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around.
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says "I love you",
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future.
When a GIRL says "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that
i like this too....
*Boy: i saw her today
Girl: i saw him today
Boy: It seems like its been forever
Girl: I wonder if he still cares
Boy: She looks better than ever
Girl: I couldnt stop staring at him
Boy: i asked her how things were going
Girl: i asked about his new girlfriend
Boy: Id choose her over any girl im with
Girl: Hes probably really happy
Boy: i couldnt even look at her without crying
Girl: He couldnt even look at me
Boy: I told her i missed her
Girl: I know he hadnt
Boy: I meant it
Girl: He didnt mean it
Boy: i love her
Girl: he loves his new girlfriend
Boy: I held her one last time
Girl: He gave me a friendly hug
Boy: Then i went home and cried
Girl: Then i went home and cried
Boy: i lost her..
Girl: i still love him*
this is great.....i like it alot.....some know why more than others lol
ugh.....i had a poem last nightl...it was amazing...but i was at kenzer's home(yes i spelt kenzer's like that on purpose....) and know i forgot it...damn...lo
my heart will go on celine dion
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you’re here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we’re gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we’ll always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you’re here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
You’re here, there’s nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We’ll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
yet another good song
"Because You Loved Me"
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
this is a great song....
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry this tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my
Un-break my heart oh baby
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....
this is one of the saddest songs i like....
blech...that's one word...so how can it decribe so much?..it seems like things have been going downhill since...well..
a little poem....just becuase i can...
when you told me that you loved me
i thought that it was true
becuase you see i never lied
when i said i love you
you didn't really love me
you didn't really care
how i felt for you was real
and feelings still are there
it was toture watching you
flirt with her last night
i tried to stop the stinging tears
but quickly lost the fight
i knew you saw how much it hurt
and i knew you didn't care
all the time i sat wishing
that i wasen't there
i suppose i'll have to let you go
cuz it wasen't meant to be
but part of me still wishes
that you did love me
so if you say you love her
make sure that it is true
becuase i know she'll mean it when
she says i love you
the end.....and yes i wrote it.....