This brings up another rant. I am tired of going to kids' house pages and finding out that they are gay, bi, or whatever. 14 is too young to be make that decision or even to be having sex. Even if you're not married, at the very least wait till you're 18. It's absolutely rediculous that the world has come to think so little of what used to be so sacred. And contrary to popular belief, just like drugs, not everyone is doing it!I am nearly 20, I've never had a girlfriend, and I am perfectly ok with that. I have more important things to do in life than to worry about not getting my girl pregnant.

What's the deal with 14 and 15 year old girls. Do the rally like older guys or what? Most of the people who cantact me are girls ages 13-15, not that they've asked me to go out with them or anything, but I mean come on. I'm almost 20. I talked with my friend andrew about it and he said the same thing happens to him. He said they're excuse is that "Older guys are more mature." I've got news for you, GUYS NEVER GROW UP! not unless they are reallly old or work at a really boring job like accounting or something. Now don't get me wrong, some of the ones who have contacted me turned out to be pretty cool. It's just come on I'm like 6 or 7 years older than you. You need to realize guys never ever grow up.

Tis a sad thing. My grandfather has passed from this realm to next just two weeks past. What really frightens me though is my in ability to mourn. I was completely unable to shead a tear. Can my heart truely be so cold that I can not even mourn such a loss?