i force myself into seclusion
away from a world built on illusion
i search for peace in the arms of death
but i never reach that final breath


chorus:
tell me why am i still alive?
it seems god himself won't let me die
so i sit and and try to cry
but my eyes have forgotten how


it would seem that i'm alone
trapped inside my heart of stone
a heart turned cold by your abuse
and hearing your lies when i ask for truth


so tell me why i should stay in this world
all that remains of a broken girl
a girl who never wanted much
just a simple kiss and a loving touch


chorus


so let me burn away to ash
in memories that never seem to pass
but sit in my mind to rot and sour
while i struggle to reach that final hour


chorus


this a song i wrote, but it has no name. if you have a suggestion, let me know, and tell me if you liked the song.

ahhh!!!!! i lost my bottle of vodka!!!! somebody get me a new one!!!!

umm.....well, where do i begin? how about, my life sucks, any one wanna trade? i am currently in a state of perpetual mourning for the love i have lost, and the love i can never have.

Inside my mind a shadow forms
my heaert cries to the dark
tasting the sweetness of the night
and dreading the bitter morning

if i could sleep for days
would you count the hours till my waking
or leave me to my desolation
begging for your kiss?