Traitor
i loved you so much
but you didn't care
you left me behind
with a broken heart
i was lost in the shadows
i gave in to the pain
i watched you leave
you never looked back
not once did you see
tears falling from my eyes
you never acknowledged
my heart was breaking
you left me to my loneliness
ignoring my cries
i needed your help
your lies were all i had
you abandoned me to heartache
confused and afraid
i needed your love to survive
without you i am nothing
a lonely soul wandering through a self-induced hell
searching the darkness
for a glimpse of light
i'm calling this one DEATH'S LOVE SONG. hope you like it.
i am the queen of darkness
standing in love's shadow
waiting for your life's warmth
to fill the void in my heart
so let me kill you with passion as
you fall into my sweet seduction
your pain is my pleasure
as i taste your tears
feeding on your soul in an orgasmic wave
i envy your life as it fades
touch me my love as
i fill you with shadows
sweetly into sleep you fall
as i hold you in my poisonous embrace
sink into the cold with me
taste the bitterness of my heart
love me as you love no other
for i am Death, your mistress forever
i finished it!!!!!!
so let me kill you with passion as
you fall into my sweet seduction
your pain is my pleasure
as i taste your tears
feeding on your soul in an orgasmic wave
i envy your life as it fades
touch me my love as
i fill you with shadows
sweetly into sleep you fall
as i hold you in my poisonous embrace
sink into the cold with me
taste the bitterness of my heart
love me as you love no other
for i am Death, your mistress forever
something i started, and plan to finish soon. hope you like it so far.
Currently titled Death's Broken Promise
i force myself into seclusion
away from a world built on illusion
i search for peace in the arms of death
but i never reach that final breath
chorus:
tell me why am i still alive?
it seems god himself won't let me die
so i sit and and try to cry
but my eyes have forgotten how
it would seem that i'm alone
trapped inside my heart of stone
a heart turned cold by your abuse
and hearing your lies when i ask for truth
so tell me why i should stay in this world
all that remains of a broken girl
a girl who never wanted much
just a simple kiss and a loving touch
chorus
so let me burn away to ash
in memories that never seem to pass
but sit in my mind to rot and sour
while i struggle to reach that final hour
chorus
i force myself into seclusion
away from a world built on illusion
i search for peace in the arms of death
but i never reach that final breath
chorus:
tell me why am i still alive?
it seems god himself won't let me die
so i sit and and try to cry
but my eyes have forgotten how
it would seem that i'm alone
trapped inside my heart of stone
a heart turned cold by your abuse
and hearing your lies when i ask for truth
so tell me why i should stay in this world
all that remains of a broken girl
a girl who never wanted much
just a simple kiss and a loving touch
chorus
so let me burn away to ash
in memories that never seem to pass
but sit in my mind to rot and sour
while i struggle to reach that final hour
chorus
this a song i wrote, but it has no name. if you have a suggestion, let me know, and tell me if you liked the song.
ahhh!!!!! i lost my bottle of vodka!!!! somebody get me a new one!!!!
umm.....well, where do i begin? how about, my life sucks, any one wanna trade? i am currently in a state of perpetual mourning for the love i have lost, and the love i can never have.
Inside my mind a shadow forms
my heaert cries to the dark
tasting the sweetness of the night
and dreading the bitter morning
if i could sleep for days
would you count the hours till my waking
or leave me to my desolation
begging for your kiss?