Sunrise Sprint

The skyline lightens, I'm up with a start
Whats this feeling, deep in my heart?
Is it joy? Is it fear?
Is it longing? No, its clear...

The warming glow of the sun
Fills my spirit. I have to run!
To run to you, run all the way
Running faster, I will not stray

I have to be there! I know its true
I have to be there! I'm running to you
I have to make it, I strive and I pray
Will you come to me or just run away?

Will you run? Will you wait?
Am I welcome or is it too late?
The path is rough, but I do not care
I will do anything it takes to get there

If your gone, I'll follow you
Never stoping; My heart is true
No matter what keeps me from you
I brave it all to be there for you

See with your heart and let it free
I'm there for you. Will you be there for me?
I can see you, you running here
At last, at last, I hold you near.

The world is bright, not a fear in my heart
Then in an instant its fallen appart.
You've run away its all gone awry
All I can do is lay there and die

You've cut off my air and I cant move my legs
The weight of your words tie my heart down like pegs
I try to get up despite all of this wreck
Then your actions slice deeply and cut 'cross my neck.

Written by [Wes Foxx]

And yet again, its all fallen away. Me and her so wonderfully, then the argument, the huge incident. I lost her. Then she basically faked me out for a while, I thought I was happy with her, then she decided she hurt too much, so even though I knew she wasn't happy, I let her leave me, praying she would take me back. Then lost her to Ty. Then she went for Kat and Kara. Then she seemed to change her mind. She promised... "I'll take your hand this time... I promise I'll never let go again". Even now my hand is still waiting to take hers back as many times as it must. Jess, I'll love you forever, this you and I both know. You've tried this with Kori before, and it didn't feel right. But the reason wasnt how well you matched up to Kori; you love me as much as I love you but your uncertain. Don't be.

I love you Jessica, Lilly, [Katori PureHeart]





Why... why do I bother... why do I do this to myself over and over and over, its like shooting myself in the head, I shouldn't be able to survive this, but I can, I can feel all the pain, and yet I face the gun over and over, waiting for her, but she never stays, I'm chasing after my echo, so perfect for me but never touchable.

Or maybe, I am the echo. Just an unsubstancial sound in the background music, a footnote to history if even that. What have I ever done that actually helped anyone in the long run?

Do you have an answer for that? Because I dont.

5 chapters posted in the same number of days. -yawns- well now im sleepy and will be taking a break from writing these until they come at a more convenient time. Like when I'm awake. g'night all.

WERE BACK TOGETHER! ^_^

I'm extatic! [Katori PureHeart] ish taking me back, at least to some extent. Just a few minor conditionals and incidents...

Xx I dunno either. A quick 3 minute sketch =P I can sometimes do decent stuff quickly but im far too lazy to color this kinda thing neatly, plus it makes it seem all the more comical

stupid dad wants to watch a stupid movie >< time to eat, homework, no connection from bedroom, im probably out for the night. ciao.

Well, its fixed now. sort of. I an get on at the same time, but it takes a higher connection level and I cant get that from my room.

Apparently the problem is that the IP adresses are too similar between the compys. Whichever one gets in first gets dibs ever since the router got unplugged once. We're trying to fix it right now, and for a little while i got controll. I'll be on and off as the router is tinkered with.

~The Legeands of Inari: Act I~

the wireless network is acting up like a total bitch >< i cant use my laptop and my bro will want this computer back once hes home, so im out of contact... i dont know how long for... DAMNIT, WHY ALWAYS AT THIS KIND OF TIME.

This means I'm not gonna be able to get on much, no scanner, no Furcadia, no Yahoo, and limited time with my brother randomly kicking me off at the most inconvenient times.

Found out something interresting. I CAN use the laptop for internet. I just can't use it when the other computer is on. Oh joy. My brother stays on until 1 AM so when I get kicked off, I'm gonna be kicked off for a long time/all night.

~update~ I think its decided to work right for the most part, maybe >< stupid IP conflicted son of a...

NUMA NUMA!

Love is a rollercoaster. Its up up up, down down down, sudden turn, hard bump, but in the end your right back where your started. You either step off happy, terrified, or nauseous. How you feel depends on your personality as much as a real rollercoaster does.

I wish I could find out how I donate mood icons. Im getting pretty good Oo

Order of Inari won for Wiki Nomination! ^_^

Trying to open my love's heart is a hard struggle, but i know its more than worth it. I'll keep on trying as long as I can until she fully trusts in me. I'll love her forever and always, no matter what she may do to me, I'll do whatever makes her happy. I can feel her heart in mine still, I know she loves me to, I just have to undo the locks she puts around herself and proove that her heart doesnt lie when it tells her so.

Trying to open my love's heart is a hard struggle, but i know its more than worth it. I'll keep on trying as long as I can until she fully trusts in me. I'll love her forever and always, no matter what she may do to me, I'll do whatever makes her happy. I can feel her heart in mine still, I know she loves me to, I just have to undo the locks she puts around herself and proove that her heart doesnt lie when it tells her so.

The wheel of fate is turning turning
Sorrows, confusion, longing, yearning
Happy times and happy days
Sadder hours and darkest days
Ive had my share of each of these
Fate is changing like the breeze
Just when you think you understand
Everything changes, it shifts like sand
Mountains to valleys, hills to oceans
I eagerly ride its ceaseless motions
For there is one thing fate cant do
And thats to take hope and love from you.

So hyper... so bored... I want to draw... I have something to draw but since I don't know if I'm gonna use it for the special x-tra big paper I got I can't draw it yet... All my friends are logging on now but no ones talking... must go cause more chaos in Broken Insanity or whatever its called... MWEEEEE! (Deranged has me addicted to saying that alot Xx)