[Wes Foxx]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2005-03-18
Written: (7191 days ago)

"The World Has Turned And Left Me Here"

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

I just made love with your sweet memory
One thousand times in my head
You said you loved it more than ever
You said

You remain turned away
Turning further every day

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

I talked for hours to your wallet photograph
And you just listened
You laughed enchanted by intellect
Or maybe you didn't

You remain turned away
Turning further every day

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

You remain, turned away
Turning further every day

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place, an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe?

Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe?

By: Weezer

525651  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-03-18
Written: (7191 days ago)

"The World Has Turned And Left Me Here"

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

I just made love with your sweet memory
One thousand times in my head
You said you loved it more than ever
You said

You remain turned away
Turning further every day

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

I talked for hours to your wallet photograph
And you just listened
You laughed enchanted by intellect
Or maybe you didn't

You remain turned away
Turning further every day

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

You remain, turned away
Turning further every day

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place, an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe?

Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe?

By: Weezer

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Written about Friday 2005-03-18
Written: (7191 days ago)

Take me down in a tidalwave
Take me down when im wired
The hardest thing you ever gave away,
and the hardest thing to keep
I am Everything You Wanted
I am Everything You Wanted
I am Everything You Need
Take me back to the other place
Take me back when im alone
I can see all the little things
That I once thought could make me whole
I am Everything You Wanted
I am Everything You Wanted
I am Everything You Need
I Can Feel It Again
I Can Feel It Again
I am Everything You Wanted
I am Everything You Need
Be they colors of a different light
Be they colors gray and blue
Everything you ever hoped to be
is when the colors bleed
I am Everything You Wanted
I am Everything You Wanted
I am Everything You Need
I Can Feel It Again
I Can Feel It Again
I am Everything You Wanted
I am Everything You Wanted
I am Everything You Wanted
Everything You Wanted
Everything You Wanted
Everything You Wanted

By: Unknown

525646  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-03-18
Written: (7191 days ago)

Sunrise Sprint

The skyline lightens, I'm up with a start
Whats this feeling, deep in my heart?
Is it joy? Is it fear?
Is it longing? No, its clear...

The warming glow of the sun
Fills my spirit. I have to run!
To run to you, run all the way
Running faster, I will not stray

I have to be there! I know its true
I have to be there! I'm running to you
I have to make it, I strive and I pray
Will you come to me or just run away?

Will you run? Will you wait?
Am I welcome or is it too late?
The path is rough, but I do not care
I will do anything it takes to get there

If your gone, I'll follow you
Never stoping; My heart is true
No matter what keeps me from you
I brave it all to be there for you

See with your heart and let it free
I'm there for you. Will you be there for me?
I can see you, you running here
At last, at last, I hold you near.

The world is bright, not a fear in my heart
Then in an instant its fallen appart.
You've run away its all gone awry
All I can do is lay there and die

You've cut off my air and I cant move my legs
The weight of your words tie my heart down like pegs
I try to get up despite all of this wreck
Then your actions slice deeply and cut 'cross my neck.

Written by [Wes Foxx]

525553  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-03-18
Written: (7191 days ago)

And yet again, its all fallen away. Me and her so wonderfully, then the argument, the huge incident. I lost her. Then she basically faked me out for a while, I thought I was happy with her, then she decided she hurt too much, so even though I knew she wasn't happy, I let her leave me, praying she would take me back. Then lost her to Ty. Then she went for Kat and Kara. Then she seemed to change her mind. She promised... "I'll take your hand this time... I promise I'll never let go again". Even now my hand is still waiting to take hers back as many times as it must. Jess, I'll love you forever, this you and I both know. You've tried this with Kori before, and it didn't feel right. But the reason wasnt how well you matched up to Kori; you love me as much as I love you but your uncertain. Don't be.

I love you Jessica, Lilly, [Katori PureHeart]





Why... why do I bother... why do I do this to myself over and over and over, its like shooting myself in the head, I shouldn't be able to survive this, but I can, I can feel all the pain, and yet I face the gun over and over, waiting for her, but she never stays, I'm chasing after my echo, so perfect for me but never touchable.

Or maybe, I am the echo. Just an unsubstancial sound in the background music, a footnote to history if even that. What have I ever done that actually helped anyone in the long run?

Do you have an answer for that? Because I dont.

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Written about Wednesday 2005-03-16
Written: (7193 days ago)

5 chapters posted in the same number of days. -yawns- well now im sleepy and will be taking a break from writing these until they come at a more convenient time. Like when I'm awake. g'night all.

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Written about Tuesday 2005-03-15
Written: (7193 days ago)

WERE BACK TOGETHER! ^_^


[Katori PureHeart] <3
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Written about Tuesday 2005-03-15
Written: (7194 days ago)

I'm extatic! [Katori PureHeart] ish taking me back, at least to some extent. Just a few minor conditionals and incidents...
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Xx I dunno either. A quick 3 minute sketch =P I can sometimes do decent stuff quickly but im far too lazy to color this kinda thing neatly, plus it makes it seem all the more comical

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Written about Monday 2005-03-14
Written: (7195 days ago)

stupid dad wants to watch a stupid movie >< time to eat, homework, no connection from bedroom, im probably out for the night. ciao.

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Written about Sunday 2005-03-13
Written: (7195 days ago)

Intense cold of Ambifore
The seasons to convey her comfort...
Now winter dance is here...
It seems so fitting, dont you think... to dress the ground in white... and gray...
Its so quiet I can hear... my thoughts touching every second... that id spend waiting for you...
But circumstances afford me no second chance to tell you... how much...how much i have missed you...
My beloved do you know
When the whirlwind comes again...
Another year will start to pass...
Please dont ask me why... i cant hear...
Something deeper brings me than i need to remember...
We were both young and blessed with wings...
There were no heights we could not reach...
There was no heaven in which we did not soar...
Though something deeper burned in us... I dont regret the choices that are made...
I know you would feel the same...
My beloved... do you know?
How many years i stared at clouds... and thought i saw you dancing there
These are feelings that do not pass so easily... how can i forget what we... what we claimed as ours...
Moments pass, time remains... I am so proud of what we were...
No pain remains, no feelings... just eternity awaits...
To grant me wings that i might fly, my restless soul is longing...
No pain remains, no feelings... eternity awaits...
My beloved did you know
When the whirlwind comes again
Another year will start to pass
Something deeper burned in us
I dont regret the choices that ive made
I know youd feel the same...
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Grant me wings that i might fly
My restless soul is longing
No pain remains no feelings
Just eternity awaits
No pain remains no feelings
I am so pround of what we were
No pain remains no feelings
Just eternity awaits...

awaits...
awaits...
(Song title and artist unknown)
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This is dedicated to everyone we know whose lives have been going through chaos.
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Written about Sunday 2005-03-13
Written: (7195 days ago)

Well, its fixed now. sort of. I an get on at the same time, but it takes a higher connection level and I cant get that from my room.

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Written about Sunday 2005-03-13
Written: (7195 days ago)

Apparently the problem is that the IP adresses are too similar between the compys. Whichever one gets in first gets dibs ever since the router got unplugged once. We're trying to fix it right now, and for a little while i got controll. I'll be on and off as the router is tinkered with.

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Written about Saturday 2005-03-12
Written: (7196 days ago)

~The Legeands of Inari: Act I~


The first chapter is finally posted! (its been written for about a day now, I'm just too scatterbrained at times Xx)

3/14 - Second chapter done and uploaded (stupid brother wont turn off the computer until midnight so I cant get on until super late now >< biatch!)
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Written about Friday 2005-03-11
Written: (7197 days ago)

the wireless network is acting up like a total bitch >< i cant use my laptop and my bro will want this computer back once hes home, so im out of contact... i dont know how long for... DAMNIT, WHY ALWAYS AT THIS KIND OF TIME.

This means I'm not gonna be able to get on much, no scanner, no Furcadia, no Yahoo, and limited time with my brother randomly kicking me off at the most inconvenient times.

Found out something interresting. I CAN use the laptop for internet. I just can't use it when the other computer is on. Oh joy. My brother stays on until 1 AM so when I get kicked off, I'm gonna be kicked off for a long time/all night.

~update~ I think its decided to work right for the most part, maybe >< stupid IP conflicted son of a...

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Written about Thursday 2005-03-10
Written: (7199 days ago)

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You'll be dancing like this if you watch/listen to these insanely awesome and addicting flashtoon things. The song is the same, the only thing that changes is who's dancing their freakin ass off to this kickass, superaddictive song!
http://uploads.ungrounded.net/content.php?id=206373&name=206373_numanuma.swf&;title=Numa%20Numa%20Dance&amp;date=1110258000&quality=b&uj=0&amp;w=500&h=375
http://www.i-am-bored.com/bored_link.cfm?link_id=8207
http://www.flashplayer.com/music/marionuma_movie.php

Theres dozens more of these out there if you look for them!

Maiya hii, maiya hoo, maiya huu, maiya haa-aa... DRAGOSAE DIN TAI!!!
517695  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-09
Written: (7199 days ago)

Love is a rollercoaster. Its up up up, down down down, sudden turn, hard bump, but in the end your right back where your started. You either step off happy, terrified, or nauseous. How you feel depends on your personality as much as a real rollercoaster does.

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Written about Wednesday 2005-03-09
Written: (7200 days ago)

I wish I could find out how I donate mood icons. Im getting pretty good Oo
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Written about Tuesday 2005-03-08
Written: (7201 days ago)

Order of Inari won for Wiki Nomination! ^_^

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Written about Monday 2005-03-07
Written: (7201 days ago)

Trying to open my love's heart is a hard struggle, but i know its more than worth it. I'll keep on trying as long as I can until she fully trusts in me. I'll love her forever and always, no matter what she may do to me, I'll do whatever makes her happy. I can feel her heart in mine still, I know she loves me to, I just have to undo the locks she puts around herself and proove that her heart doesnt lie when it tells her so.

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