< I literally thought I'd slept from around when I got home (2 PM) all the way through to sunday morning 5:30 AM Xx Then I found out it was still saturday evening. Xx I'm sooo off my groove now.

October slipped by insanely fast; now we've already hit November. Its the day I take the S.A.T. (For those who don't know, that means Scholorship Apptitude Test, ie, what I need to get beyond high school >_< also famous for being one of the most stress-enducing and feared tests ever to be called 'Standardized'! So... many... bubbles to fill in... with... no. 2 pencil...

At least I get to use my ol' graphing calculator ^^ it hath more punch and I can work it with much less stress than my crappy solar calc thats lucky to have trig functions like cosine and crap.

Random fact/outburst again! Bad news; laptop ish broke; they think somethins up inside of it on the hardware, cuz it won't charge when turned on and only takes a few seconds to run out of juice/charge back to green. Luckyness would give me just a dead battery; thats warrentied. Good news; when it ish fixed, one of two things should come to pass;
1. soundcard fixificated/replacified
2. some weird lil' USB port thinger that will let it somehow work like a speaker, even though there's no soundcard to process the sound stuff o.o; riiiight... wiggy ^^

Ooh! Just remembered! *pulls out a small laminated plastic card from pocket* I got me learner's permit! I can legally drive the car now. *cough, legally cough* I managed to pass the written test without studying, missed all 2 signs and 6 questions I was allowed to :P
Heigh: 5-11
Weight: 235
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Green

Who likes the creepy-ass figure of darkness and death I drew? Neet isn't it, how a degree of complete and utter depraved madness controlled in the right way can create something that, if I was more used to drawing it, would be really f---ing scary? More of this stuff to come, I'm branching out into fantasy. Mostly dark elemental stuff, like Frost (Colder than ICE) EmoFire (Its not the heat that kills you, its the apathy) and Shoulder Devil (One last whisper... "pull the trigger") Hey, at least I'm not dying my hair black, punching a hole through any part of my body I can, listening to people scream and call it music, or using explatives every other motha' f---ing sentance =P


I WUVZ ALL OF OOO! *huggles* :P


I miss you people >< damn laptop. WITH MY LAST BREATH I SHALL STILL CURSE YOU, COMPAQ!

*sighs and fumbles with loading the new picture*



I WISH I was that relaxed >< Between my partner for physics all but cutting 2 of his fingers clean off, not having any of the numbers of anyone I needed to work with, my dad getting called down to Louisiana for emergency help, and a billion other things, I just want to sleep... Sorry if I'm never on.

Finally the weekend! I have art news as well. Man that was a bad seguay.

Anyhow, we're starting to use pen and ink in my art class; despite my bad experiences with pens, the nib-and-inkwell thing is surprisingly good for me o.o I may even try to ink one of my pictures ^^ Also I have another picture to scan in, but that'll wait until I draw more to go with it. Look for my new bat picture sometime in the next day or two ^^

I'd forgotten o.o After the whole Halo 2 LAN party thing, my friend Nathan loaned me a Real Time Strategy (RTS) game called Submarine Titans. Haven't started playing yet (took me a while to realize the capital i wasn't a 1 XP) but when I have, I'll letcha know how it stacks up against stuff like Warcraft and Starcraft.

XD The lan party was awesome. I died frequently since everyone else were experienced, but still had a great time, and gave Nathan and Isach some fierce competition when I was playing for the first time in Juggernaut mode, and it took me a while to learn how to duel wield the weapons the way I wanted to. I love the sound of double-needler fire =D Anyhow, we got kicked out of Isach's house and had to relocate to James's house instead, then played an INSANE round with nothing but the beam rifle, beam sword, shotguns and sticky grenades. XD Anyhow, enough Halo 2 ranting. I'm probably gonna do more gaming group stuff over the course of time.

Woot! I'm slowly becoming social!

Today was a half day of school, and all the seniors just hung out in the gym listening to the teachers ask us for our questions about college, the senior class picture, and about an hour of just free social time. I talked to my friend Nathan hanging out with his friends, and while talking to him I got invited to one of his friends's house, today in about half an hour, to play Halo 2 and whatever else we feel like! Wootness.

I have much more art! Not just new art, but some of the best Ive done yet! I'd scan it, but I'm too distracted, cuz theres a HUUUUUUUUGE spider crawling around in the fluorescant light thats practically right above my head! X_X think im being a wuss? ITS OVER AN INCH ACROSS! *spazzes out and goes sentry with a flyswatter* Our house seems to be sprouting monsters lately x.x Anyhow...

Senior pictures tommorow, on a half day, meaning we get to do practically nothing tommorow! =D Hopefully on thursday, Mrs Pancini will have graded our figure drawings, cuz those are also excellent ^^ Artistic confidence? I haven't had that for almost a year o.O

To close, I just wanna say, [Hummingbird], we lurve your art, dont let unsupportive parents get you down! *hugs*

A screenshot of my main WoW alt, my level 22 mage Lacune

I could use comments on those two new pictures o.o; and maybe some ideas for what to do with my newer fancier art supplies ^^

"Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't"

i am heaven sent,
don't you dare forget.
i am all you've ever wanted,
what all the other boys all promised.
sorry i told. i just needed you to know.
i think in decimals and dollars.
i am the cause to all your problems,
shelter from cold. we are never alone.
coordinate brain and mouth.
then ask me whats it like to have
myself so figured out.
i wish i knew..

i hope this song starts a craze.
the kind of song that ignites the airwaves.
the kind of song that makes people glad
to be where they are,
with whoever they're there with.
this is war.
every line is about,
who i don't wanna write about anymore.
hope you come down with something
they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for.
holding on to your grudge.
oh its so hard to have someone to love.
and keeping quiet is hard.
cuz you cant keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start.
at least pretend you didn't wanna get caught..

we're concentrating on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
but i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe, in us.

Oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial.
we are entirely smooth.
we admit to the truth,
we are the best at what we do.
and these are the words you wish you wrote down.
this is the way you wish your voice sounds,
handsome and smart.
oh my tongue's the only muscle on my body
that works harder than my heart.
and its all from watching tv,
and from speeding up my breathing.
wouldnt stop if i could.
oh it hurts to be this good.
you're holding on to your grudge.
oh it hurts to always have to be honest
with the one that you love.
oh, so let it go..

we're concentrating on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
but i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe.
we're concentrating on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
but i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe, in us.

this is the grace that only we can bestow.
this is the price you pay for loss of control.
this is the break in the bend,
this is the closest of calls.
this is the reason your alone,
this is the rise and the fall.

we're concentrating on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
but i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe.
we're concentrating on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
but i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe, in us.

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"Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't"

i am heaven sent,
don't you dare forget.
i am all you've ever wanted,
what all the other boys all promised.
sorry i told. i just needed you to know.
i think in decimals and dollars.
i am the cause to all your problems,
shelter from cold. we are never alone.
coordinate brain and mouth.
then ask me whats it like to have
myself so figured out.
i wish i knew..

i hope this song starts a craze.
the kind of song that ignites the airwaves.
the kind of song that makes people glad
to be where they are,
with whoever they're there with.
this is war.
every line is about,
who i don't wanna write about anymore.
hope you come down with something
they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for.
holding on to your grudge.
oh its so hard to have someone to love.
and keeping quiet is hard.
cuz you cant keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start.
at least pretend you didn't wanna get caught..

we're concentrating on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
but i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe, in us.

Oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial.
we are entirely smooth.
we admit to the truth,
we are the best at what we do.
and these are the words you wish you wrote down.
this is the way you wish your voice sounds,
handsome and smart.
oh my tongue's the only muscle on my body
that works harder than my heart.
and its all from watching tv,
and from speeding up my breathing.
wouldnt stop if i could.
oh it hurts to be this good.
you're holding on to your grudge.
oh it hurts to always have to be honest
with the one that you love.
oh, so let it go..

we're concentrating on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
but i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe.
we're concentrating on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
but i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe, in us.

this is the grace that only we can bestow.
this is the price you pay for loss of control.
this is the break in the bend,
this is the closest of calls.
this is the reason your alone,
this is the rise and the fall.

we're concentrating on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
but i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe.
we're concentrating on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
but i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe, in us.

Sorry everyone, I was planning to get some of my new pictures scanned in and more of the LoI series written, but my english stuff just took too much time, and now I'm dead tired x.x

Well, thats not the server name, correctly its Moonrunner, and its the emptiest one I could get, and still I lag like crazy in crowded citys. Now I just have to try to find the next city so I can get my Bear form. Unfortunately, I have no idea how to get there x.x its through some patch of land I've only been to once, and everything there was at level ?? (IE, unbeatable, kill me in 2 hits.)

Myuu myuu myuu, I'm obsessed with WoW now, traveling through the Silvermoon server and chilling in Darnasus. Yay, no one can understand what I'm talking about anymore! Wheeeee!

*extremely hyperactive*