SKIPPING SCHOOL.......G
yea well thats just about it isnt my life so intersting? not really but yea....dude im actually getting along with a person i didnt think i would ever get a long with its scary laterz
hey sami happy 16th birthday!!!! sorry i wasnt at school for it.....
um.....well i didnt go to the concert i dont know why i didnt i should have though....... but yea i have to take my little brother trick or treating tonight wow so much fun not well at least i get to dress up for it im gonna wear what i wore one day to school and i had several guys tell me that i was hot... and thats why i dont wear skirts because of that reason right there.
School sucks and you know it ive got too much homework well not this weekend but i usually do have homework every single fuckin day it sucks ass and you know it....... yea dont ask
and the world said why are our teenagers so angry? hmmm i wonder why?
BILLY TALENT (VOICES OF VIOLENCE)
Dont wait for a knight in shinin armor
your Savorous reflected in the mirror
These flowers have grown from blood stain on the ground
Go rake them leaves off your grass and my grave
The fact is everyone bleeds when they shave
Theres no use, so dont denie there just the same
We'll take it back.....
Voices of violence, voices of violence
We'll take it back.....
Voices of violence, voices of violence
These cowboys will ride off in the sun set
Once there toys have doned another profit
Back fire, these smokin guns will never rest
Unleash the skeletons from the closet
These stragers like friends that you've never meet
They'll send them shipments to hold my gun
We'll take it back.....
Voices of violence, Voices of violence
We'll take it back......
Voices of Violence, Voices of violence
Even after im dead and burried
I'll still remeber, I'll still rememeber
Even after im dead and burried
I'll still remember, I'll still rememeber
Even after im dead and burried
I'll come back for ya, I'll come back for ya
Well take it back....
Voices of violence, Voices of violence
Well take it back....
Voices of violence, Voices of violence
Voices of violence will always be heard
Voices of violence, Voices of violence
Voices of violence will always be heard
Voice of violence, voices of violence
so my mom actually let me say the night with my boyfriend last night its kinda creepy that she would let me ahahaha well yea i had fun last night we were at a friends house until early this morning and then we went to his house and we got woken up by his sister and it was 8 and thats what time i had to be home so i got in trouble but not too much. i get my DL monday yea i get to drive people around alot yippie well i dont mind but i will if i dont like you and i have to take you somewhere that i dont wanna go to. ah and i have to get a job somewhere my mom said so poo on her i cant do school and a job at the same time plus have a bf not gonna happen and im deffinitely not gonna give up one for the other two.
dude i dont think im gonna go to the concert tonight but ah well all i wanted to see was lint.... hey jackie do you have a lint cd or do you know anyone that does? love ya's
hey im not to happy right now ive never been so up set in my entire life like i said in my last diary entry my boyfriend got hurt and lucky me got to watch it happen so im all freaked out and upset and ive been cryin for the past hour and i really have no clue why though my boyfriend is alright i have nothing to worry about but then again i do and its all complicated and messed up and all that shit well ive got stuff to do (yea right) well actually i have to try and find my boyfriend so i can talk to him but i cant seem to find him i have 1 more place to call and if hes not there then i know where hes at. well laters
so um my weekend pretty much sucked my boyfriend got hurt but im not sayin how or why so dont talk to me about it unless you were there or have heard about it, ok. but other than that it was alright. well dont have too much to say right now cuz all ive got on my mind is what i cant tell you so its kinda pointless to write anymore than i already have. laterz
well uh today was there ive been spacin out again and thats not good for samantha cuz when she spaces out she doesnt do work or talk to anyone and she has priminisions too and they all come true so the fewer primimicions i have the better off ill be and my boyfriend can tell you that ive had 3 since ive been goin out with him and ive only been goin out with him for a week and i dont do that ever....with anyone. freaky but the wierdest one i think ive had so far has been the one about his phone number i know it and ive only seen it once and not even that and its kinda like the number has been permanently branded in my head and i dont know where it came from well enough about my crazy....stupi
today.......bo
well today is my b day and guess what its not that great my mom finally told me happy birthday at like 11 something this morining and yea shes supposed to know when her own daughters bday is but yea anyways Kyndall party is tomorrow and its gonna kick ass and i found out that a shit load of ppl are gonna be there but i dont know who yet but well find out tomorrow when i go right. i finally got all of this straightened out with max and peaseman i think, i actually think max is lyin to me about not wantin a gf right now but what can ya do? but yea sam and drew who would have thought? not me but its cool cuz shes happy and right now thats a good thing, i think but hey jackie baby i love you and thanks for the bday thing it was sweet i still need to hang out with you sometime but when? but yea i am talkin to my cousins for the first time in a long time wow well i think ive said enough for now so im gonna go and talk to you bitches later (just jokin ya know that i love you)
dude today is like 3 days til my b-day hahaha well not too much to look forward to except november the 1st when i get my DL whoppie! (not) well guys are crappy and when your stuck in between 2 guys that both like you but its cool now cuz 1 doesnt want a relationship right now which by the way if ur reading this, i love you to death and you know that (well you should anyway) well i have more to say but i have to be careful what i say so yea laters (i will probably tell my secrets laters but not today, sorry guys)
4 DAY UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY, YIPPIE!
well this weekend was great, peaceman was there friday night and saturday night this is the second time that ive met him cuz the first time that i met him i was kinda drunk and didnt remember him yea it was funny.
what do you do when you are around 3 people that like you, and you dont wanna hurt any of them?
ONLY 8 DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY, ILL BE 16 YEAH!!!!!
yeah so i did my quotation presentation today in english 2 and surprisingly a bunch of people liked it which i thought it would suck so yea go figure.
I was so afraid of max findin out that i like him but now i want him to know i guess cuz i found out that a guy (which is super hot) likes me and i dont know which one that i like more cuz i really like max and this other person ive only know for a little while but were still cool, but uh yeah i dont think i was supposed to find out that he liked me though but ah i know and there is nothin ya can do about it well there is always brainwash me but then i wouldnt remember anything and we all know that i cant do that cuz ive had some really good memories in waco and i want to remember most of them especially the ones where i kissed max and made out with brendan. which that whole thing with brendan is kinda gettin old, yes i made out with him 4 times but that doesnt mean anything and i think that brooke (i love ya and dont let any of this tell u other wise) is tryin to make me jealous cuz she tried so hard to tell me that they made out this weekend, i could really care less me and brendan are cool and were just friends but we do stuff together, its kinda weird but its fun just to talk about it and the only person that i really talk about it to is sam and that is it cuz everyone knows that brendan is really really hot and i can talk about it cuz he knows that i think that hes hot cuz i told him and he also said some stuff to me but i wont repeat it to ya,its not bad its just really funny well i have to go and read a stupid outline for history so i can go and retake my test which i made a 25 on
oh yea i dont hate brooke its just not fair but i kinda knew that he would find a girl but i didnt think so soon but its kinda for the best cuz i like max and so i dont need to worry about brendan and his life which i never pay attention to cuz i never get to talk to him usually so uh yea laters (why do i have to write alot?)
hey hey. whats up the play is tonight its gonna be so awesome its called Arsnic and old lace and i have to go cuz im in tech theatre its so awesome well anyways i havent talked to Arlen in awhile well i have but not much and i dont know why, i think i just wanna be friends with him cuz we dont have too much in common at all but were still cool. but anyways
does anyone have the new green day cd or the new the used cd if you do and go to waco high can i borrow it and burn them and i promise to bring them back the next day if any of you have them.
well hey everyone guess what, nothing cuz im boring i still havent done my chemistry homework and i have a test tomorrow eeww im gonna fail that class im really sure about that one. oh i talked to this guy named jonathan earlier hes really cool and funny and i dont know him really cuz hes one of my brothers friends and he likes me i think that he does a least well anyways i got to drive today it was so much fun,well not really but you know how it is. if anyone knows drew (sorry dont know his last name but hes really hot and outta school) tell him that i wanna see him again cuz hes really cool, i should have given him my phone number but i wasnt thinkin about it at the time cuz hes really awesome to talk to. how is it that i talk to mostly guys on the phone i only talk to 3 girls on the phone and like several guys kinda wierd but guys are awesome. well ttyl and bye bye
well poo my mom actually did my hair i finally have cool hair its still blondish but it has black highlights in it and i have blond highlights in it too. yippie we got out phone back so if you know me you can ask for my number if you want it that is. but anyways i saw brendan at the skatepark i didnt get to stop and say hi or anything but oh well i can talk to him at school, even though we dont talk much anymore (that sucks cuz hes really awesome and really hot, funny thing is, is that he knows i think that) but its cool. oh i have to burn brendan underground network and blackout oh i almost forgot.
you know i havent been the same after my accident, i cant remember things like i used to and i space out really bad and i have to ask what someone said like my mom told me to go get 3 posterboards and a package of posterboard and a box of markers well usually i will remember that kind of stuff but not any more i had to ask her 2 times what i needed to get its sucks
well well well guess what everyone my weekend sucked but only because i (for some reason) went to the homecomming at my old school, big mistake as soon as i got there i wanted to go home. but anyways let me tell u what happened.
I was being nice to everyone just because i thought that if i was that i wouldnt get into an argument or a fight, well i went to what they call 5th quarter and me and this girl named cyndi and i hate each other always have always will well i was trying to be nice to her and she comes up with this shit that i was "flirting" with her "boyfriend" (which i had no idea she was going out with him and i wasnt flirting with him cuz i dont like him, at all) i was looking for her(she went and hid from me cuz she knew if i found her i would have kicked her ass) well my brothers friend was trying to keep me from goin after her and i got pissed off and yelled WHERE THE FUCK IS SHE!!! and kicked a chair and this teachers aid came up to me and said that i needed to go find my mom and i needed to leave and i told her ok fine ill go, its not like i wanna be here anyways then i walked out and said this is fuckin bullshit, i hate this fuckin school and this fuckin town and i never wanna see this fuckin place again (i said it really loud to where everyone could hear it, it was funny cuz everyone was clapping for me it was hillarious.) i went to piss everyone of them fuckers off and as soon as i see cyndi im gonna kick her ass just because she doenst need to get away with treating me like shit all the time and she done it 1 to many times.
my grandpas birthday was saturday hes 75. my cousins were there and of course i dont get along with them as soon as i got to my grandmas house i wanted to leave so my cousin joey was being nice and asked me if i would take him to his house to get some pills and then later we went to sonic to get a coke even though we had cokes at my grandmas house. i love him to death hes so sweet.
hey everyone whats up. i so fuckin bored and its sucks i have homework and i dont wanna do it. being mean to people just sucks but everyone does it but they dont know they do it until afterwards but oh well not my problem. i was so sleepy today i dont know why though, i went to sleep early too. bla bla bla.
arlen is so awesome i didnt get to talk to him today well i talked to him for like 3 minute before 7th period but i was gonna stay for awhile and talk more but i just couldnt do that cuz i cant be late for chemistry, why cant we be tardy anyways. but we talked about his schuedule and how easy this year for him is. kinda stupid i know. but anyways i found out that one of my friends is gay i didnt know that, but its cool cuz this person is really awesome. WHY are some guys so stupid cuz my friend thinks that this guy likes her, he acts like it but then he doesnt and he is so cute but i still think hes kinda DORKY but hes cool all at the same time. RAP SUCKS ASS, ITS THE WORST THING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD THERE IS NO POINT FOR RAP AT ALL. (NELLY IS ON dAiLyDoWnLoAd, right now thats why i said that)
Do u know that u can think a guy is cute or hot but still be friends with them, i find that really helpful to be able to do that. I also usually dont like or go out with anyone that im friends with but sometimes thats not the case cuz i do go out with or like someone that im friends with,but thats only sometimes. hehehehe ive talked too much so im gonna go.
OH MY GOD AVRIL IS INFACT ENGAGED TO DERICK WHIBLEY FROM SUM 41, THATS NOT GONNA WORK AND YOU KNOW IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
well guess what i had another shitty day, well it wasnt completely shitty but it still sucked. in first period i found out that, that the cops were called to go to the restaraunt that arlen works at, this guy had just gotten fired and he left with like 300 dollars and they told him if he didnt give the money back then he would get arrested, it was crazy. but i was told this so dont go repeating it to anyone, even though it is right and true. OMG arlen is so cute, i swear. I have the felling that i actually do like him, alot. but i just realized it, kinda weird.(i hope he doesnt have elf town or any of his friends have elf town cuz it would just suck if he found out that i like him and hes just now getting to know me, it would kinda weird me out) Well i was supposed to highlight my hair tonight but noo even though my mom knows that shes gotta do 2 different colors shes gonna do both of them tomorrow night. im actually done with my homework well most of it anyways, yea. i fell asleep in french today, yeppie actually it sucked cuz i like french its awesome. (i love you cort, you are awesome, your the little brother ive always wanted, but never got. sorry i had to say that ive been wanting to forever i just havent done it, until now)
hey everyone well today was ok i guess, i was really tired from last night and i fell asleep in pe and in chemistry, which falling asleep in chemistry isnt a good thing especially when we have a quiz thursday over the stuff we learned today.
I hope arlen but any ways hes a senior at waco high and he fractured his foot, poor thing.it was as stupid reason to fracture a foot, it was something to do with jumping into his truck or something like that. But anyways i think im starting to like him, i think but im not sure yet. hes so cute though and hes really cool too.
Well i have a mild concussion and i have no emotion and no feelings and im not thinking right, well im thinking just fine but i think only when i have to and thats not good cuz of my stupid homework. grr. well id better go and actually do my homework so i dont have to stay up really late tonight, well i do have to stay up really late tonight anyways.
well today pretty much sucked. In first period we were moving stuff for tech theatre and a door fell on my head, well i went all day thinking i was ok, then i go to last period to mrs robinsons class and she tells me i need to call my moms room and tell her what happened to me. I do and well mrs rob tells my mom that she thinks that i should go to the doctor so my mom takes me and we sit in the waiting room for like almost 3 hours then we finally go to a room and we wait there for about an hour and a half, i go get my cat scan and then go back to the room and wait there for them to tell me if i cant actually go to sleep or not. we were in that stupid hospital for 5 hours and 45 minutes, it sucked ass. and i have to go to fuckin school tomorrow.
My friend sam i think took some kind of pill this morining and it made her all loopy and shit it was funny as hell though, well if any of you read this that are from waco high dont ask if im ok cuz i am and i dont wanna talk about it at school, i dont wanna draw attention to my self at all. well bye bye im gonna go get some sleep now,yea.
hey i found a friend to talk to from another country, yea. its so cool. hahahahahahaha whats wrong with me? idk i have yet to figure it out. oh hey i think i have some kind of phobia, it freaks me out when people scare me i dont know why. well im out aint got much to say today, suprisingly.