Song/Poem of the moment on 3/15/05

I sit alone, cloaked in darkness
with my blackened heart;
It seems centuries away,
yet it was just today.


I walk alone on a seperate path
embodied by tears, and love,
though none is given; in return
I continue my lonely stroll.


Sitting, cloaked in darkness,
with my blackened heart,
like a broken violin
singing its tragic song.


The leaves around me whither,
like grapes they shrivel
to the ground.


I walk alone,
cloaked in darkness,
with my blackened heart.


  --Allie[Nostalgic Beauty]

Hate?
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Hate
What is this thing you ask.
Hate is what drives us to kill
Its what we must have
If we didn't hate the world would crumble in rainbows
We all love to hate
Hate is a wonderful thing
Hate makes us do what we would never do with out it
It pushes us to extreams
Hate kills us all one day
Hate is my bliss
Hate has drowned me in blood
Hate is ME
This is my last day
HATE HAS KILLED ME

Longing (my wife gave me the name for it)
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I long for War
You long for Peace
I long for Death
You long for Life
I long for Hate
You long for Love
I long for Darkness
You long for light
I long for nothing
You long for everything
In the end we will never get all or even one of
the things we long for. Why do we have longings?

Life?
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Life?
what is this you ask.
Life is a blissful cold slap in the face.
Life is what drives us all to continue.
Not just to end it all here and now.
Life if we knew our future we would end it all this joke called life.
If we knew what life was we would not bring it to this horrid world of war, death heartbreak, lying, and backstabbing. You know who you are! I am done with this life the only thing left to do is donate it to the protection and hope of a better future for our children that will never be.