Well, now everybodies paying for our grand day out. We all look like lobsters. Yup, thats's probably the only thing we didn't take XD It didn't seem that hot though, that will be why, we just all went in our t-shirts. I've also had muscle pain all day from running and dancing all day.
Work was average, i've got a load of extra shifts in the summer that people have asked me to do which is good. Bank holiday tomorrow, i will be working and trying to draw my RP character, although i may do that before i go to sleep instead of reading.
I read Furuba 13 last night. OMG! It was soooooooooo cute! I LOVE KYO SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!! And momiji was cute too, but he's always cute. I don't like Yuki's mum, what a biatch! And she's ugly, how she ever gave birth to the beautiful Ayame is beyond me (Aya laying the smack down made me laugh).
Anyways, that was about all today, Later People's.
Good day today, i really enjoyed myself ^.^ All my friends together made me smile. But i'm not sure everyone else is smiling. I'm very sorry to one person, they know who they are but i don't want to discuss it here because its between me and him. He knows how i feel and he's very understanding and for that i'll be grateful to hime forever. I'm just sorry i can't do more.
Anyway, today we went to the park (the park being a big field at the back of the city). We took cd players, balls, bubbles, speakers, mp3 players, manga, blankets and DVDs and we sat in the middle. First we talked, then sent the boys off for food (them being the hunter gatherers and all), grantedly, they only went to Gregs but still. We ate and then i wanted to dance, so i did, in the middle of the park, in front of everyone. At first it was just me, but then Mike joined and then Aaron. Y-M-C-A!! Everyone was watching us. Then came the macarana. Hzel, Nikki, Claire, Ste, Mike, Aaron and me were all doing it WEEEE twas fun. Then we did the okiecoakie which was also cool.
Then we took a break and listened to some normal music from Claire's MP3 player, untill Aaron put busted on, Nikki takled him...quite hard which was mega funny! We then decided on games such as Volley ball...with many different rule variations, all of which sucked. Then british bull dog to the okiecoakie (that was really fun). Then we played musical statues and bumps (yes we are all 17+) and danced some more. We then made a human pyramid with some random goths we found. I was OK because i was only on the middle row and only had Nikki on top of me, but apparently, i hurt when i was on the people lower down's backs.
Then we went home. ooooo I got my shoes, but they don't fit X.X i was wearing socks when i bought them and i can't wear socks with them at work so my sis is getting me these things that you put in the back of them to make them smaller.
I feel much better today (evidently) although, i still don't think i'm completly recovered i'll manage.
Later XxX
Gah X.X ! I'm still ill, but i went to school regardless. I think i'm a little worse today as i overdosed on beachhams Max strength yesterday but as i ate them all, i suffered today. My lungs are hurting...must find something to ease the pain...what's CUPROFEN? Its pink...i shan't eat it.
Anyway, despite being in pain, school was pretty good. I decided to screw chemistry because i missed a lot of complecated stuff so...i don't care ^.^ . *coughs*
I WILL dance tomorrow, even if i die doing it. I nearly keeled over kicking a ball around from lightheadednes
Meeting on the stage at Avanham at 10.30 just so we're all clear...apart from those of us at work ¬.¬ we'll be seeing you at 2.00pm. OO I'm going early because i need a cheap pair of shoes, and those people who have been shoe shopping with me before know, when i say cheap, i mean i won't spend over £10 and i won't buy crap, so it does take me forever. But i usually do get what i set out to find.
I also need some more face paint, which scares me because the ladies in Boots throw all their beauty jargon at me that i don't understand. I'm like a foriegn person. I have a bit of paper with the one i want and i just point to it and i usually am directed to the general area.
Speaking of general, General Studies is such a waste of time X.X . OO i have Advent Children to watch dubbed tonight WOOT! Something i can do while hacking my lungs out.
BYEEEEEE Bye!! XxX
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Not at shool today because i still feel bad. And it's the worst day to be ill because i have a full day. I've missed a very important IT lesson, double chem and double geog so i'll have missed loads that i'll have to catch up on. ARG! I can't even take it easy for a single day! That's probably why i'm ill, because i'm so stressed out. There is so many things going on that i could really do without right now, and its all my own doing with taking on too many responsibiliti
Exams are coming up soon, even if i'm still ill i'm gonna have to go in tomorrow...eve
Later Diary Readers.
Update
1. I've joined a new RP. New Haven Its really good so if you're looking i would recommend it. Lots of big mechs and anthro's...in fact, it has everything!
2. If a person is not in school...don't you think it means that they WON'T GET THE WORK UNLESS YOU GET IT FOR THEM?!? Yeah maybe people weren't sure if i was ill or not (even though it would be pretty obvious don't you think) but i will now have to chase Chem teachers round in my frees tomorrow which i could REALLY do without. GRRRR stupid people stressing me out before i even get back to school. And i feel no better still so i'm guessing tomorrow's gonna be terrible. I will have to stay at school till about 5 as well becasue my ICT project needs to be in by Tuesday and its all on the computers at school...Gah..
Today has been horrible...I got up and felt awful. My lungs hurt when i breathe, i have a headache, cramps, tired and hot. Its like when you swallow a crisp and the jagged edges scratch your throat...but all the time. I've been struggling for breath all day. And now its 8.30 and i'm going to bed.
I'm sorry to Mike because i keep putting him off but today, i wouldn't be much fun i'm sorry. And Hazel, thank you for taking me out today and i'm sorry i wasn't very talkative.
On a positive note, i've just slugged away at my chem homework (evil teacher giving us overnight homework) and it is now done so i can retire to my pit. And i got to go to anime club which was fun. But nothing much more to report today.
OOO finaly, Congrats to Eddie and Nikki!
Later! XxX
And now its all better ^.^ We cleared it up, after 2 months of ignoring and sniping i decided it needed sorting. A lot of people have told me he's not worth it, but he is. I'm so much happier now, he makes me happy so i think he was worth fighting for. I explained everything that had upset me and he hadn't realised how i felt. He told me about everything i did to upset him. We appologised to eachother, cried and gave eachother a hug and now we are back to being best friends! I promised i wouldn't stop talking anymore. I should just tell him if he does something like this again and not bottle it all up like i usually do. So i'm much happier today. Now i should do some work...YEY! Exam papers...rocki
Well, after all that, now i feel a bit crap. Alex sent me a text last night about how he was going to talk to me today and i thought that it would mean i could explain, but no, he didn;t. Didn't even look at me. So now i feel a bit depressed. Its kind of hit home that i have no best friend (yes i know Hazel but i mean at school). Everyone does things with eachother...an
I know some of you will tell me that you are my friends, but i know that you are. It's just, you can't always be there for me, no matter how much you want to, you have other commitments (be it university, other friends or whatever). Thanks to all those people and i will always be there for you when i can, but right now, i feel quite alone.
Work all today. I have strengthened my views on how much i hate kids...and parents that can't control them. Anyways...It's back to school tomorrow (Woot!) and i know i should be all depressed and stuff because -
1. I have no friends there.
2. Exams are coming up so loads of work.
3. I have to get up early.
But i'm not. I'm kinda looking forward to it. I guess it means i get to spend more time with my MP3 player and sketch pad (that's what i do because noone talks to me.) Also i get to kick some ass as i think some people might be a little peaved at my last msn blog BUT BRING IT ON!!
And there is Saturday...or should i call it THE NEW AND IMPROVED SATURDAY (how can something be new AND improved...sho
Anyways (i think i use that word too much) Chem first tomorrow...gah
Toodly Pip!!
I couldn't go out today. I want to but i promised my school band conductor i would go to a 6 hour rehersal today. So i cancled all my plans, could have gone to manchester or gone to see my friends at dynamite but no, i was going to be a dedicated member...too bad no one else did...
As usual only a few of us turned up. Not a full orchestra by any means but we usually manage at these kind of things. But our conductor is a lazy wench who decided we were only going to play for 2 hours, have lunch and then go home. Harly worth even getting up for. This was because "we can't practice the pieces fully with only half a band." Why the hell not?!? Why couldn't we reherse our own parts. It doesn't have to sound good because its practice!
Anyway, we were sent away at 2 as she arranged the caretaker to come and put the school alarm back on. So i left and when i got home...my parents had gone out, expecting me back at 4.00pm. I had no key, all doors were locked so i sat in the garage for half an hour. There was no sign so i rang my Dad. He said 40 mins and he would be back. I waited another 10. I was cold, hungry and bored so i went down to the shop and bought a crappy sketch pad with the money i brought for my lunch. I felt that the bordem came before the hunger. I sat and drew really crappy pictures on really crappy paper untill my Dad came home. Now i'm here, thinking about what i could have done with my day apart from this.
I don't even like going to band. But i make an effort and they do this. Well i'm getting really sick of it. Now i'm going to eat something before i die.
Toodley Pip Chaps!
Right...a fresh start is needed. All previous entries have been deleted as they now mean very little to me.
Anyways, last night. It was sooooo ace! We went to Eddie's gig (we being me, Mike, Hazel, Nikki, Claire, Jess and Jimmy etc who we met there.) Me and Mike being the original groupies had to guide the mob to the bar that they were in.
OO...we eventually got there after i first told Mike the wrong time for the bus, then forgetting a load off important stuff so me and Hazel ended up getting the later bus as well, but it all worked out in the end despite my blondness.
Anyways, at the gig it was good, they sang (as is what happens at gigs) and then played like a million encores untill Eddie nearly died. Then they put on...the mix tape! Oh yeah, they were all there, the Macarana, Saturday night, The Superman Song, Las Ketchup and Agadododo. So i danced...widly and got Nikki, Jess and Claire to dance with me...also Mike learned the steps as we were going along being the sheltered soul that he is.
Hazel sat in the corner and took pictures and had to explain to people that no i hadn't been drinking...i was just being normal. And then the taxi got to the pub...or rather didn't. I thought they were supposed to know the area...but no. We had to meet him half way...stoooopi
And then something happened with Nikki and Eddie. Not certain what but something did. We shall have to wait and see ^.-
Toodley pip chaps! We should do this again sometime.