[tyu]'s diary

394035  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-10-28
Written: (7330 days ago)
Next in thread: 398823

Poem of the day .

Life is different now because everything has changed.
I feel like I'm living with my heart in a cage.

I'll probably never see you again but i really hope I do.
I feel like all my emotions are coming unglued.

I guess i could be crazy but if i am it's only because of this world.
Nothing seems to help ecxcept thoughts of just one girl.

And though i probably will never see her again her face will stay with
me in my dreams.
And when I think that I may not see her again I only want to scream.

Because of her i've realized that life goes by so fast.
But she has also thaught that true love will always last.

M.B.Payne
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10-28-04

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384746  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2004-10-19
Written: (7339 days ago)

poem of the day

I'm sitting here wondering and asking myself,
Why does my life have to be a living hell?

There messin with my me again only now my "FRIENDS" are in on it too!
Their playin with my mind while trying to make me come unglued and I have no clue what the fuck to do!

I feel like I'm going crazy cuz I'm still alone all the time!
I feel like I'm going crazy and my only escape is through my rhymes!

But now my rhymes are failing me!
And what's worse is that there doesn't seem to be another escape that I can see!

Well maybe there's still one final release!
I could take my own life and finally "REST IN PEACE"

377283  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-10-11
Written: (7347 days ago)
Next in thread: 377323

hey pple not a lot goin on

Poem of the day
This poem is "para mi amour" who will remain unnamed
I think i'm afraid of you.
But i know not what i should do.

I'm not afraid because you scare me.
I'm afraid because you care for me.

I don't know why i'm fraid i just know iam some how.
I bet you think i'm 'm really crazy now.

But i swear that i'm not crazy I'm just in love with you
I'm so in love that it scaresand i dont know what to do.

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374510  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-10-08
Written: (7350 days ago)

Today really sucks my is uncle is being sent back to Honduras.
Poem of the day
I don't know why i fight i don't know why i try
I don't know why i listen to all their fuckin lies

Some one please come and help, come and get me out of this mess I don't wanna fuckin be like the rest

I hate almost everybody know. Why can't they fuckin figure out that i just won't follow the crowd.

I will not be like themand for this i dont know what to say.
These stupid motherfuckers are ruining my day.

i really want to go and just leave the rest behind. All these stupid people are fuckin with my mind.

They're getting in my head and drivin me insane.And now all i can feel is the pain.

The pain is all I know now so i iwmbrace it everyday
Ad as i do so It helps me as i go along my way.

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373807  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-10-07
Written: (7351 days ago)

hey pple here's my poem of the day.
It's raining now so everything is cool.
The rain is my temporary release from everything that's cruel.

The rain is cold but it's still filled with life .
The rain is my temporary release from all this wordly strife.

The rain is flowing now it's running down the street.
I know I'll make it as i watch the rain gather at my feet.

         Michael
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372319  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2004-10-05
Written: (7353 days ago)
Next in thread: 372351

Okay pple this poem is in honor of my brother who died in a car wreck four years ago to the day.

No one seems to love me and no one seems to care.
That's why i'm fuckin sittin here rippin out my hair.

My dad is screamin at me to get up and go to mass.
And I'm yellin back NO and you can kiss my fuckin ass.

I dan't wanna go to church i just wanna cry,
Cuz God let me down 4 years ago when he let my brother die!

And now I'm wonderin why I still wear this 'lil cross.
And then I realize it's because Damien's faith was never lost.

I wear it as a reminder of how he was always there for me.
I wonder if maybe he can still see,

Everything I've said and all I've done so far.
Why God why couldn't it be me inside that car?

It was my responsibility to help my mamma out.
Why the hell did I have to go and pout?

Why'd I have to say take Damien with you instead I wanna stay and play.
Why coudn't i have just went with her, maybe if I had my big brother wouldn't be dead.

Was his death My fault? I hope not cuz,
Damn I just miss him too fuckin much!

I don't wanna be the reason why everything gone wrong since in my life since he died.God let me down that day and ever since I've cried.
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371519  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-10-04
Written: (7354 days ago)

hey pple
not a lot to write about today so figured i'd try to write a poem

I feel alone & deprived
Because i'm twisted i'm not alive
this world is scary and there ain't nuttin i can do
They think i'm crazy and that i might come unglued
I don't think i'm crazy though becuz i'm just like them
So guess that all i can do is to hang wit my friends



I know it's probaly no good but oh well
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368605  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-10-01
Written: (7357 days ago)

Today officially sucked i had to go to the dentist and now my jaw is really buggin me

365726  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2004-09-28
Written: (7360 days ago)
Next in thread: 365751

hey pple whut up nuttin here. just lookin around online and bein bored. Lately i been talkin to a really cool person on here her name is lucille (YOu RoCK AnD YOu KnoW It BaBy) lol well i guess i'll let ya'll go for now. Oh yea take my new pole ppl plz.

364381  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-09-27
Written: (7361 days ago)

i am so bored and i can't think of any thing to write some body plz talk to me

361352  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-09-24
Written: (7364 days ago)
Next in thread: 366584

Hey everybody! I'm at school and i'm so bored so i guess i'll write a poem (actually it's more of a rap but oh well). it's not about me and i dont have a name for tit yet but i am open to any suggestions you all might have okay here goes nothin
I'm bustin caps fo my life while bein prayed fo by my wife. My girl she's at home wit my son and i know they are alone.
So i'm takin lives wit these knives cuz don't nobody care that my son ain't grown.
These people they be shootin they be screamin and shoutin, and don't nobody care that my girl's at home poutin.
I don't know what to say, 'Cept that i don't wanna die today.
These place has started cookin it's gettin hot up in dis joint . People have started bookin cuz theys cops up in this joint.
That cop he dun saw and it be to late to run cuz he be reachin for his gun.
There's a flash then a bang, and then there is the pain that is exploding through my brain.
Now I'm fallin on da ground wit only one thing on my mind, I cant die cuz i got people on the line.
I'm dieing now and i know it, I'm thinking but i don't show it.
I'm thinkin to myself, is this the way to hell?
I got only one regret only one thing iwish i hadn't done, I only fuckin wish i hadn't picked up that fuckin gun.

359221  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2004-09-22
Written: (7366 days ago)

hey todays going okay so far nothins gone wrong yet so hopefully it wont

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