wow dont u just love it when people get pissed off with stuff thats not even their business? i dont it fucking pisses me off... well anyways yea thats what ive become very good at, pissing people off lucky me o well at least im having fun and am happy thats all that counts so who wants to be the next one i piss off?

life sucks especially when your me ive completely fucked up everything that was once good in my life ive made so many stupid mistakes i just dont know what i should do anymore or if i should even fight these feelings all i want to be is me but i cant help these feelings i almost pissed off and lost all my friends cause of yesterday morning the only thing that saved me was one of them calling me just help me please

y do i have to feel like shit so often cant i just have more then one day in a row that i feel good and dont have to deal with crap someone please help me

i feel like shit y the fuck am i thinking these thoughts i promised i wouldnt but how can i not my life just fucking sucks there is nothing else to it someone help me please

i fucking hate all this shit about the fucking hit list it needs to fucking stop and some fucking limits have to be put on her (its so fucking stupid how she can go walking down the fucking street by herself?) i just think it should all end i dont want to make it so its just me that ends
~ baby i dont want to do anything stupid please help me urgh when will the rest of my life start to be good enough for me to stop fucking hating it

i am so fucking stupid i didnt mean to but i almost screwed up the only great thing in my life god if i did that then i would probably have to just fucking leave this place then life wouldnt be able to suck i fucking hate this i need a fucking drink