HAVE YOU EVER
1) Dated one of your best friends:yes
2) Loved/Liked: yes
3) Cried: yes
4) Drank alcohol: yes
5) Done drugs: no
6) Broken the law: no
7) Broken a bone: no
8) Cheated on a test: yes
9) Skinny dipped: yes
10) Played Truth or Dare: yes
11) Ridden in a fire truck: no
12) Come close to dying: sadly yes
13) burned yourself: yes
14) Given someone a piggy back/shoulder ride: Yes
15) Eaten a worm/mud pie: yes
16) Stayed up till four on the phone: yes
17) Tipped over a port-a-potty: no
18) Fell asleep while eating: no
19) Met someone famous: no
20) Been in a school play: yes
21) Cried in public: yes
22) Seen someone die: sadly just about
23) been in a fist fight: no
24) given someone a bruise: yes
25) gotten a bruise: yes
26) knocked someone out: no
27) been knocked out: no
28) flipped any vehicles: nope
29) cut someone: yes
30) been cut: yes
31) burnt any buildings down: no
32) sex in public: no
33) mooned someone: no
34) acted kidnapped in a car: no
35) flashed someone: yes
36) kissed an ass: no...well a couple of guys I call an ass
37) blew something up: no
38) caught your yard on fire: no
39) threw a firecracker at someone: no
40) been in any wars: no
41) stayed up all night: yes
42) slept all day: yes
43) watched the sunrise: yes
44) rode a motorcycle: no45) driven a car: yes
46) wrecked a car: no
47) gotten a tity twister: yes
48) given a tity twister: yes
49) posed for a nude pic: no
50) been suspended: no
51) been expelled: no
52) been arrested: no
53) been in jail: no

{x} Fallen for your best friend? yes
{x} Made out with JUST a friend? yes
{x} Been rejected? yes
{x} Been in love? yes
{x} Been in lust? yes
{x} Used someone? Yes
{x} Been used? yes
{x} Been cheated on? yes...don’t ask
{x} Done something you regret? yes
{x} Considered a life of crime? Yes
{x} Considered being a hooker? yes
{x} Considered being a pimp? no
{x} Are you psycho? yes
{x} Split personalities? yes
{x} Schizophrenic? Sometimes
{x} Obsessive? depends
{x} Obsessive compulsive? Not really
{x} Dream of dead bodies, blood, death, and gore? yes
{x} Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? Yes
{x} Understanding: yes
{x} Open-minded: yes
{x} Arrogant: depends
{x} Insecure: sometimes
{x} Interesting: I guess
{x} Hungry: not usually
{x} Friendly: yes
{x} Smart: sure
{x} Moody: yes
{x} Childish: sometimes 
{x} Independent: yes
{x} Hard working: sometimes
{x} Organized: yea kind of
{x} Healthy: sort of
{x} Emotionally stable: I try to be
{x} Shy: not really{x} Difficult: yes
{x} Attractive: so I’m told
{x} Bored easily: yea
{x} Thirsty: yea
{x} Responsible: yes
{x} Sad: depends
{x} Happy: sometimes
{x} Trusting: yes
{x} Talkative: sometimes
{x} Original: depends
{x} Different: yes
{x} Unique: yes
{x} Lonely: depends
{x} Dye your hair? no
{x} Floss daily? Sometimes
{x} Own a web cam? no
{x} Ever get off the computer? yes

wow dont u just love it when people get pissed off with stuff thats not even their business? i dont it fucking pisses me off... well anyways yea thats what ive become very good at, pissing people off lucky me o well at least im having fun and am happy thats all that counts so who wants to be the next one i piss off?

life sucks especially when your me ive completely fucked up everything that was once good in my life ive made so many stupid mistakes i just dont know what i should do anymore or if i should even fight these feelings all i want to be is me but i cant help these feelings i almost pissed off and lost all my friends cause of yesterday morning the only thing that saved me was one of them calling me just help me please

y do i have to feel like shit so often cant i just have more then one day in a row that i feel good and dont have to deal with crap someone please help me

i feel like shit y the fuck am i thinking these thoughts i promised i wouldnt but how can i not my life just fucking sucks there is nothing else to it someone help me please

i fucking hate all this shit about the fucking hit list it needs to fucking stop and some fucking limits have to be put on her (its so fucking stupid how she can go walking down the fucking street by herself?) i just think it should all end i dont want to make it so its just me that ends
~ baby i dont want to do anything stupid please help me urgh when will the rest of my life start to be good enough for me to stop fucking hating it

i am so fucking stupid i didnt mean to but i almost screwed up the only great thing in my life god if i did that then i would probably have to just fucking leave this place then life wouldnt be able to suck i fucking hate this i need a fucking drink