aaron and i had a conversatoin last night about the ones you love. when ever you think ar talk to them the world stops moving it seems. so ive decided my world doesnt spin, niffty eh?

You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean. You never overreact or panic in a bad situation and you always know what to do. Everyone goes to you for advice because you never lose your head so your very reliable. You tend to take everything in stride, like in school your moto is just sit back and relax not to say you dont pay attention and work, but you dont overexert yourself. Even though people come to you for counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite, your not good with making new friends, but your extremely close to the ones you have. Remember its ok to put your emotions out there even though there is a chance they might get hurt. Also in school sometimes its good to stress out a little, just because you think you dont need to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also try to push yourself more even though you might be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be better.

ha i wish

You're a "Red Angel" and just because it's red doesn't mean blood or something. Actually, it stands for an angel in love. You're obsessed with one person and can't get your mind off them and it's eating you away a little. You'd do anything for them and wait patiently for the day they return the feelings. You're a hopeless romantic and little things like roses and hugs charm you. You're very affectionate but you're shy. You're afraid of getting rejected. Think if it this way, the brave may not live forever but the catious never live at all. Don't be afraid to show your feelings.

so me no?

this just sucks turkish meatballs. 

erin was at school today ^^. sad sad day today lol everyone is now single its so funnie. csap started again -.-" i could live with out that. im sick but its not like that matters still have to go to school -.-" thats about it nothing intresting going on in my life

i am an idoit...end of message

today was crap. that is the only way i can explane it. im in trouble with school because of a certant person. i got all of my graet grandmas furneral things. you know that was the perfact end to a crap day like today. it gave me an excuse to cry. i got out all my fustrations from school out along with the boyfriend trouble ive been having. i cryed till i couldnt rember y i was mad. but then i just had to remember about what happened after school and all the hate was back. i hate myself, i didnt give him anything for our one month anniversery, but then again he didnt even kiss me today so maybe i shouldnt feel so bad. i dont think he wants to touch me. or date me for that matter. i wont be too suprised when he dumps me tomorrow. ill be heart broken but not suprised. im not good with relationships and im amazed hes stuck with me this long. i mean im not the nicest person who ever lived. i hung up on him or his family 4 times today. the only person at this moment i can thinks of that isnt mad at me is justine. and thats pushing it.