Ok so this is the first time i've been on this site in like...years and I've been reading my old diary entries and I realized something...my friends and I were all drama whores lmao. But yeah in case you guys were wondering; Amber, Court and I made up and we're all still friends but, Amber goes to this private school and Court and I both go to HHS but, have our own friend but, we're all still friends. I guess you could say that I'm kinda preppy but, whatever I don't care it's who I am and I'm proud of it. I don't really talk to Violet or John anymore. Violet because...well...I don't really know and John..well.... he moved lol but, we talk online sometimes. And me, I've been GREAT aside from a little bit of drama here and there. I'm a sophomore now and part of the Drama Club which I LOVE and I do all the school plays/musicals and it's fun and I actually have an audition on Tuesday 1/22/08 for My Fair Lady, so WISH ME LUCK. And...I guess that's all, I probably won't come on this site very often but, when I do, you can expect some kinda of diary entry....maybe....depends

I FUCKING HATE YOU AMBER! I TOLD YOU I WAS FUCKING SORRY AND I SAID YOU COULD COME BUT YOU HAD TO BE A FUCKING BITCH ABOUT!


Ambowoz: are you having a party
Xavier Rayne: yes but you cant come SORRY mom gave me a limited amount when i was gonna call you DONT HATE ME PLEASE! *cowers in fear*
Ambowoz: no thats fine
Xavier Rayne: your lying and your gonna hold this over my head forever *sobs*
Ambowoz: actually i'm calling courtney
Xavier Rayne: why?
Ambowoz: so how many ppl could you invite
Xavier Rayne: 6
Ambowoz: so who was invited
Xavier Rayne: violet, stephanie, rachel, amanda, ren, and liz
Ambowoz: no boys?
Xavier Rayne: ren is a guy
Ambowoz: one boy
Ambowoz: what is he gay
Xavier Rayne: yeah actually
Xavier Rayne: violet told me he was fun to hang out with so i told her to invite
Xavier Rayne: you can show up if you want ill talk to my mom
Ambowoz: so you invite some guy you hardly even no over me
Ambowoz: shawn you suck
Xavier Rayne: did you not read the message above
Ambowoz: no
Xavier Rayne: ...
Xavier Rayne: Xavier Rayne: you can show up if you want ill talk to my mom
Ambowoz: shawn
Ambowoz: i'm not that despret
Xavier Rayne: wha
Xavier Rayne: -.-
Ambowoz: shawn i hate to say it but
Xavier Rayne: but what
Xavier Rayne: your deciding im not a good friend and gonna hate me too like courtney?
Ambowoz: i already did
Ambowoz: how dare you mention courtney!
Ambowoz: shawn i don't want to get into a fight but your party manners suck
Xavier Rayne: what do you mean my party manners suck?
Ambowoz: if your not inviting someone who thought they were pretty good friends with you don't tell them you are having a party
Ambowoz: duh
Xavier Rayne: YOUR ALWAYS YELLING AT ME TO NOT LIE AND I WAS TELLING THE TRUTH!
Xavier Rayne: I SAID YOU COULD COME!
Ambowoz: geez i can't even argue with you because your reasoning is stupid
Xavier Rayne: HOW THE HELL IS MY REASONING STUPID
Xavier Rayne: YOUR ALWAYS YELLING AT ME TO TELL THE FUCKING TRUTH
Xavier Rayne: AND I DO
Xavier Rayne: THEN YOU GET MAD AT ME!
Ambowoz: do i have to explain friggin everything to you
Xavier Rayne: obvisouly if im so stupid like you say
Ambowoz: you are
Xavier Rayne: then explain it too!
Xavier Rayne: me
Ambowoz: no your to stupid to understand
Ambowoz: end of conversation
Xavier Rayne: fine
Ambowoz: good

i feel special cause i won a fuzzy

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GREAT! ITS GONNA BE MY 13th BIRTHDAY AND I WONT BE ABLE TO HAVE A PARTY CAUSE MY DAD WONT FINISH THE KITCHEN ITS BEEN 5 FUCKING MONTHS!!!!!!!!!! NOW BECAUSE ITS NOT FINISH IM GONNA BE SITTING ALONE IN MY ROOM ON MY BIRTHDAY!

went to the harry potter party i was on gryffindor with violet [Sheenio] IT ROCKED WE WON THE HOUSE CUP THANKS TO OUR CHEER!
GRYFFINDOR GRYFFINDOR!
COME AND HEAR THE LIONS ROAR!
GRYFFINDOR GRYFFINDOR!
COME AND GET SOME MORE!
GRYFFINDOR GRYFFINDOR!
OTHER HOUSES ARE A BORE!
GRYFFINDOR GRYFFINDOR GO GO GRYFFINDOR!!!!!!!!

and i got one of the first copies of the book i feel special

MEDIEVAL TIMES ROCKED! the blue knight won OH YEAH GO BLUE KNIGHT! the green knight yelled at me and some other guys behind me cause we were booing him. courtney was drooling over the blue knight and kinda orgasmed when he threw her a rose o.O. the car ride home was hilarious when we stopped to get gas we some a couple wearing blue crowns so i had robbie open the window and i shouted "YEA GO BLUE KNIGHT!!!!" and they shouted back and it was fun and stuff. pinacolatas SUCK ASS so i let robbie have mine. then he was waving his flag out the window to the car behind us that had courtney and nick in....he dropped the flag TWAS HILARIOUS! then he stole my flag and ripped it T_T billy got a sword and was really fucking annoying. we had this dungeon tour and they had this thing called the breast ripper which was sick you all can guess what it was for it was sick and wrong then there was this thing called the saw that they used to chop off male victims penis O.O. during the rest of the time before the show i was scaring court saying ill go get the breast rippper


MEDIEVAL TIMES RULES!!!!!!!

I HATE HERI HATE HER I HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AMBERS SUCH A FUCKING BITCH I GET AN IM FROM HER SAYING "SHAWN YOUR SN IS GAY YOUR JUST ASKING TO GET BEATEN UP!!" I TELL HER THAT IM JUST BEING MYSELF AND SHES STARTS TELLING ME IM NOT SHE DOESNT FUCKING LISTEN TO ME!!!! I ALWAYS FUCKING HELP HER ALWAYS !!!! THEN SHE STARTS RAMBLING ON ABOUT HOW IM LIAR SO I TELL I DONT CARE WHAT SHE THINKS SHE STARTS CALLING ME FAT BOY AND A HOMO AND IM OHHH BOOOHOOO AMBER INSULTED ME AND HSE STARTS GOING ON "SEE YOU CARE!!!!" I CANT FUCKING TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here's the revised and edited version of chapter 1 TY ZANTY! my chief edvisor/revisor o.O



Chapter 1: Kidnap in the Night

Kael’s long silver and gold hair ruffled softly in the cool breeze that blew through the open window as he slept in his mansion. Outside his window two masked figures silently flew into Kael’s room landing softly on the plush carpets one grabbing him by his arms.
“Careful!” one of the masked figures says to the other worriedly.
“We don’t want to wake him.”
“I know that, Hitori” the other replied, glaring back.
“Lets just grab him and bring him back to Master.”
Hitori reached for Kael’s golden wings, but he was suddenly kicked into the opposite wall as Kael sprung to his feat alert and ready.
“RUN KIGI!” Hitori cried as he jumped up and began running for the window but Kigi stood strong in front of Kael, face to face.
“So you’re the mongrel half-breed were sent to kidnap.” Kigi said in a seemingly superior voice, as he circled Kael sneering down his nose at him.
“Yeah and you broke into my house while I was sleeping…Which means your going to have to die!” Kael yells, rushing at Kigi and aiming a punch right for his nose but Kigi was too fast ducking swiftly, sweeping Kael’s feet out from under him. Kael fell to the ground hard, baring his fangs at Kigi and lunging for him once again.
All of a sudden, Hitori tackled Kael away from Kigi swiftly causing Kael to tumble onto the ground hitting his head against a corner of a bedside table, knocking him unconscious.
“Thanks Hitori.” Kigi panted, grabbing one of Kael’s arms roughly.
“No problem.” Hitori replied wearily, grabbing his other arm just as roughly as Kigi. They dragged the unconscious adolescent over to the window awkwardly as they spread their humongous blue wings and took flight off into the deep indigo night sky, stars winking at them as they flew into the distance.
Kigi and Hitori had been flying for some time now before a giant sized kingdom high atop a mountain came into view. They flew on, nearer and nearer to the secluded palace, flying in over the quality crafted golden gates and through the huge oak entrance doors, on into the throne room where their master was waiting for them.
“We captured the half-breed like you asked, Lord Moondragon.” Kigi says bowing to his master, tossing Kael in front of the golden throne. 
“Good work Kigi, Hitori.” Moondragon said nobly, not giving them one glance as he kept his eyes on Kael.
“Leave us!” Moondragon yelled suddenly to his two minions, both of them backing out of the room double bent along with the two slave dances, only standing straight once they had gone out of the door and on the other side. Kael woke up groggily with a fright as Moondragon yelled.
“Hello, father.” Kael groaned at Moondragon as he held a hand to his pounding head, getting up slowly.
“Kael…There is a war coming and I need you to fight with us.” Moondragon says rising from his throne carefully, approaching Kael. Kael looked at his father in disbelief, suddenly becoming alert to his surroundings and jumping up, hand on the hilt of his sword as he glared at his father in disgust.
“I will NEVER fight for you Moondragon!” Kael spat at his father.
“Why do you deny me, son?” Moondragon asked calmly, walking towards his son.
“Maybe the fact that you raped my mother and abandoned me has something to do with it!” Kael screamed in rage as he spread his golden wings and took flight towards the giant window.
“GUARDS STOP HIM!” Moondragon yelled. Five archangels with pure white wings tackled Kael from the sky, bounding his arms together with chains that hung from the ceiling.
The chains seem to come alive, twisting and turning making little clinking sounds as they raised Kael higher towards the ceiling.
“LET ME GO!” Kael screamed, struggling against the chains. Moondragon spread his black wings and flew up to his son.
“You will fight for me Kael,” Moondragon snarled, lifting his sons face to eye level. “whether you like it or not.”
Kael bared his fangs at his father and hissed at him, struggling to reach up at him.
Moondragon smacked Kael across the face hard, a look of disappointment and frustration shown across his face.
“Mongrel half-breed…” Moondragon muttered as he glided back down to his throne, settling down upon it putting his head in his hands. Two of the guards that imprisoned Kael walk towards their master. Moondragon looked up at them and quickly gave orders,
“Make sure he has no food or water until he agrees to fight for us.” leaving the throne swiftly and importantly, followed quickly by his guards leaving Kael hanging from the ceiling alone in the dark.

Chapter 1: Kidnap in the Night
Kael’s long silver and gold hair blew softly in the breeze as he slept in his mansion. Outside his window two masked figures silently flew into Kael’s room and one grabbed him by his arms. “Careful!” one of the masked figures says to the other. “We don’t want to wake him.” I know that, Hitori” the other says glaring at the masked figure. “Lets just grab him and bring him back to Master.” Hitori reached for Kael’s golden wings when he was kicked into a wall. “RUN KIGI!” Hitori cried running for the window but Kigi stood to face Kael. “So you’re the mongrel half-breed were sent to kidnap.” Kigi says circling Kael. “Yeah and you broke into my house while I was sleeping which means your going to have to die!” Kael yells rushing at Kigi aiming a punch right for his nose. Kigi ducks and sweeps Kael’s feet out from under him. Kael falls to the ground, bares his fangs at Kigi and lunges for him. Hitori tackled Kael away from Kigi and Kael fell hard to the ground hitting his head against a corner of a bedside table knocking him unconscious. “Thanks Hitori.” Kigi says grabbing one of Kael’s arms. “No problem.” Hitori says grabbing his other arm. Hitori and Kigi spread their humongous blue wings and fly off into the night sky.
Kigi and Hitori arrive at a giant sized kingdom high atop a mountain and enter the throne room and toss Kael in front of a golden throne. “We captured the half-breed like you asked, Lord Moondragon.” Kigi says bowing to his master. “Good work Kigi and Hitori.” Moondragon says. “Leave us!” Moondragon yells to Kigi and Hitori and they leave along with his two slave dancers. Kael woke up as Moondragon yelled. “Hello, father.” Kael says to Moondragon getting up. “Kael…There is a war coming and I need you to fight with us.” Moondragon says rising from his throne. “I will NEVER fight for you Moondragon!” Kael says spitting at his father. “Why do you deny me, son?” Moondragon asked walking towards his son. “Maybe the fact that you raped my mother and abandoned me has something to do with it!” Kael screams spreading his golden wings and flying towards the giant window Hitori and Kigi flew in from. “GUARDS STOP HIM!” Moondragon yells. 5 archangels with pure white wings tackle Kael from the sky and bound his arms together with chains that hung from the ceiling. The chains seem to come alive as they raise Kael higher into the air. “LET ME GO!” Kael screams struggling with the chains. Moondragon spreads his black wings and flies up to his son. “You will fight for me Kael.” Moondragon says lifting his sons face to eye level. “Whether you like it or not.” Kael bares his fangs at his father and hisses at him struggling to reach him. Moondragon smacks Kael across the face hard “Mongrel half-breed” Moondragon mutters as he alights to his throne. Two of the guards that imprisoned Kael walk towards their master. “Make sure he has no food or water until he agrees to fight for us.” Moondragon says leaving the throne along with the guards leaving Kael hanging from the ceiling alone in the dark.
Kael had fallen asleep roughly an hour after he was chained up but he was awoken by a shrill scream as one of his fathers slave dancers the wolf demon girl ran into the room from someone. “Get away from me, Darkstrike!” the slave girl said as a man with long black hair and huge black wings entered the room walking towards the girl. “You will be mine Sheenio whether you like it or not!” Darkstrike said pinning the demon girl to the ground and kissing her forcefully. “Get away from her Darkstrike!” Kael yelled down at Darkstrike. Darkstrike ignored Kael and ripped the top part of Sheenio’s slave outfit off. “Get off me!” Sheenio screamed at him beating against his back but Darkstrike didn’t listen. “DARKSTRIKE I SAID GET AWAY FROM HER!” Kael yelled at him and his eyes began to glow a strange purple light. Darkstrike held Sheenio down but turned his head and looked at Kael. “What are you going to do about little brother?” Darkstrike sneers at Kael. The energy in Kael’s eyes erupted in a thin beam of energy searing Darkstrike’s wing. “MONGREL HALF-BREED!” Darkstrike yells at Kael getting off Sheenio and charging up a dark energy ball.

a girl is sitting in the mall and every hour the coats price decreases by 10% after 1 hour a little girl comes by and reaches for the coat.

Older girl: hey you like that coat? yeah its a nice coat but i know for fact that in 2 years your mommy and daddy wont be together anymore *in a demonic voice* AND THE BLOOD OF THE INNOCENT WILL RUN FREELY THROUGH YOUR HOME!!!!!!!!!

little girl: *breathes heavy* AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *runs home sobbing hysterically*

at the little girls home
little girl: mommy daddy your not gonna get a divorce and the blood of the innocent wont run freely through our house right???
parents: *eyes roll to the back of the heads and head tilts foreward* BLOOD............BLOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
little girl: AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
mommy: *rubbing her daughters arm* honey its ok we were just kidding *bites little girls arm and starts snarling*
little girl: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *starts crying* DADDY HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
daddy: *rubbing his daughters arm* its ok its ok *bites her arm off*
little girl: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HAVE NO ARM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *a blade comes out of her arm* i know my mission.......*chops up mommy and daddy into little pieces*

cookie face he's an extra special............*in an odd odd voice* COOKIE

dude:skippy....................................skippy....................................here boy............skippy i gots a treat...........................................*walks into a closet* HOLY SHIT ITS THE MALL MAN.......................................and your tied up in my closet............................why????????? mall man: SKIPPY IT WAS SKIPPY HES PSYCHOTIC WHY DID YOU GET A JACK RUSSELL TERRIER THERE CRAZY! *skippy appears in door way holding a chainsaw* dude and mall man: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH



to be continued.........

carnival dance was tonight it was so much fun!!!!! violet stephanie stefanie amanda and me were all dancing it was sooo much fun but at the end stephanie was really upset because some guy pulled her shirt down while she was dancing with a guy she really likes and she wasnt wearing a bra so shes upset and theres a girl that really likes me shes in 6th grade and we were dancing together and shes telling all her friends about me and i feel really REALLY bad because i cant remember her name everytime she sees me shes like "HI SHAWN!!!: and im like hi and i think to myself what is her name......anyway it was alot of fun but my teacher was chaperoning and when amanda violet stefanie and me were grinding my teacher came and tried to squeze in which was scary and 10 minutes later im dancing with violet and my teacher comes bye and she calls me a playboy cause i was dancing with every girl that i knew hehe.........WHAT THE FUCK IS HER NAME!?!?!?!

well i just found out my best friends courtney and amber hate me and whenever we hangout they get migraines those fuckin whores i always fuckin help them and what do i get I GET FUCKIN INSULTED AND CONSTANTLY GET PUT DOWN!!!!!


i need time to cool down bye

today i found out that my friend courtney's immune system broke cause whenever she got cut she would get an infection and she gets cut alot from her sister adn she used to be a cutter so now if she gets infected she'll probably die but when she gets cut if she immediatly cleans and swallows a pill bout the size of an oreo she'll be okay but im scared for her shes my bestest buddy pray for her please

ok back last entry wasnt long cause i was still creeped out so her it goes


i was walking to johns[Darkstrike] house cause i wanted to see if he wanted to hang out. i get and some guy starts waving a knife in my face threatening to stab me until harry told him to leave me alone i asked harry where john was and he told me he was behind the shed with violet [Sheenio](his gf) gato (his friend) erica (gatos gf) gerald (johns brother) and linda (geralds gf) so i go behind the shed and they were all fucking eachother i started to leave and harry said "stay i think there almost done" but i still left that was not an image i needed i think i threw up in mouth well im not going to johns house anymore

went to johns [Darkstrike] house after school harry told me he was behind the shed so i go back there and i find john violet [Sheenio] gato erica linda and gerald all fucking eachother that was not an image i neeeded..............im gonna go sick to my stomach bye all

since tru calling is back on the air im posting its theme song by full blown rose (YOU ROCK FULL BLOWN ROSE)

somebody help me
full blown rose

I'm being haunted by a whisper
A chill comes over me
I've been trapped inside this moment
I'm not a victim
I'm not a freak

Free me, before I slip away
Heal me, wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

I've seen the face of my affliction
Of my reality
I'm being tortured by the future
Of things that yet to be
I'm being haunted by a vision
It's like the moment never comes
I feel the burden of confusion
Always searching, on the run

Free me, before I slip away
Heal me, wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?
Somebody help me

Now, I'm not a hero, no
But the weight of the world on my soul
These images burn in my eyes
They're burning me up inside

Free me, before I slip away
Heal me, wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

Free me, before I slip away
Heal me, wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?
Somebody help me
Somebody help me
Somebody help me

ok i went to johns house after like i always do and like 10 minutes later robbie pulls me into his lap and says "tell santa what you want for christmas" and i laugh and start to get up but he held on and started bouncing up and donw on the chair yelling "A BOUNCY BOUNCY BOUNCY BALL!!!!!" and i yell robbie lemme go and i break free and say goodbye to john and go home so yeah