My heart it blcoks
and holds deep in side
my struggles
my streigthens
My only truth
so why might i ask am i so locked inside
will no one ever love me
will no one ever care?

for those whom seem differant
heed my words
we are like all, differant like averyone else
dont listen to those of whom tell you no
listen to thy self, ill miss you all on the other side
life is unhandleable. and i wish i could handle it better. so heed me now good bye all
i love ya more now than before

Did you hear me say that so
Did you hear those words outta my mouth?
did you plea for your life so be
did you cry when i said goodbye
i dont understand what those of whom think
but all i know is that i cant think
of whom i love bettter
than those of my friends

my doom is essentail
my soul is gone
I dont understand
I wish i did
No one understands
I cant complain
no one would listen
this knife is clenched
in my hand so tight
one more moment
one more life
one more sigh
good bye life

my soul is dying, i feel it slipping, this an issue, here and only few now, i blame you mike, you let him out, now he is after me, after me now, i cant call for help, i cant scream, all i can do i maybe beilive, i wish you could help i was you could feel, the way i feel now, its unblievable, he will have me soon, and before long, i fear, but to see or to hear or to evan maybe care, i fear, he is after me, aneika cant help, and im gonna lose this battle soon ... im gonna lose. .. im gonna die.... im gonna be lost in a world with no control, help me my friends, my coven, my loves, endor is taking over, and i fear for your lives....

can i laugh yes
can i cry no
can i feel maybe
can i wish yes
do i wish for a life, or true love, or evan death

Yes

My lifes escapping
my dreams are lifting
im harding ing my heart
and letting no one in it
Those who now me
can trully say
im a cold harted bitch
and thats all i can say

I dont know whats going on
i see my life before my eyes
i see my faith and controll escape
i see my truth , my youth , my face
i cant explain it
i cant denye it
i wish i know what artifacts defied this
i know the truth sad as can be
i know my path, wich i must fallow
i now my dreams and hopes and realitys,
its sad realy, we have no controll.... g2g might finish later

Yea i like to right poetry i dont think their good but poeple seems to like them ~like my voice for some odd reason, i hate it but people like it, i guess you have to be a person to understand them Ehh ~ well lets see about me, i am a cold hearted person where my heart is supposed to be is a rock and i dont mean a pebble i mean a BIG fucker like a uhh bouulder yea cold and unmoving yep that me

I cant understand
My lifes seeping out
those whom i've loved are sworn to destroy me
My heart is crushed
and ive learned so much
like to close the doors
and let not a soul in
I cant believe whats going on
and i cant believe the way i feel
For once i loved. whole heartedly
But now i stand in the dusty sworm
in this ever lasting sorrow filled dorm
and wave good bye
our love hath gone and left me all alone
your cheating heart and soul shall collapse
and your never dearing mind shall weep
when all you have is your self to blame
couse only you hold your peker in your hand

~~Tony your a fuckin JErK!!~~

IN this insain world we call a home,
The toture and drivment that we seek
We watch those of witch we love
rub their relationships in our face
their souls escape and thier heart doth break
and their only means of life seep and seem to escape
Why do we batter our selfs with hatrid
when we only our selfs redeem from it
My heart is lone and yet it drives,
old passions are kindled
and many lie
I wish apon this nightly gleam
to kindle the love that i have learned to lose
My plans are simple and yet so complex
but this tortured soul is yet to escape
I know what i will do, evan though i shall pay
But its what i have, and nay hath a friend
proven me to not full fill it