I hate Valentines Day...it's too mushy!
I havent had someone to share it with since 8th grade...and he didnt even know it was Valentines Day! I usually get depressed...I dont know abou this year...I'm just gonna ignore it I guess...blaaa....

plus I have a slight hangover from last night...at the club...too much daning and alcohol...uugh..

I'm so bored...Lalalalaalal...

I'm trying to do homework...and well I'm just sick of doing these damn essays! I just wanna sit in class and take notes...then take the test and pass...why much I be forced to right an essay EVERY CLASS! This sucks...I hate this class...:P

ok I'm done...for now...

Ok...My best friend, Stacy, and her boyfriend, Sean, just broke up after almost 5 years! (I've known him 9yrs and her 6) anywho...It was Wed night and he said that he didnt feel like he could provider for her and give her what she wants and needs...then walked out. Well she was totally distraught! The next morning, however, after she got her composure back, she called him and talked with him for a while. She told him that he was RIGHT! and that the way his life was going, he would never be able to provide for her...he can barely support himself! And I agree...he has very little (if any) ambitions and no college education...and he was bringing her down with him. So, yesturday (Thursday) she gathered everything that he gave her that wasnt of extreme value and put it in a box and gave it back to him. She said as soon as he closed the door behind her, she felt as if this weight had been lifted. She feels, now, that she can move on and finish her college and become a vet like she's always wanted! He on the other hand...I've not talken to, so I dont really know how he is...but I dont imagine it's too good.
Now, all Stacy has to do is to get used to being without him...get out of that comfort zone she's been in for so long. 

I love this song!

Winter Light - by Sarah Brightman

Hearts call
Hearts fall
Swallowed in the rain
Who knows
Life grows
Hollow and so vain
Wandering in the winter light
The wicked and the sane
Bear witness to salvation
And life starts over again
Now the clear sky is all around you
Aah aah
Love's shadow will surround you
All through the night
Star glowing in the twilight
Tell me true
Hope whispers and I will follow
'Till you love me too
Ah ah ah
Now the clear sky is all around you
Aah aah
Love's shadow will surround you
All through the night
Star glowing in the twilight
Tell me true
Hope whispers and I will follow
'Till you love me too
Ah ah ah

UGH! My car sucks! I was on my way to work Monday and when I started to go up a hill, my car went into 1st gear! I was goin like 5 mph up this his with my foot all the way on the excelerator! I finally got to the top and pulled over. Luckily my best friends bro is a machanic....and we called him so he could look at it. Apparently my shift sillinoid...or something is dead. I have to go back to the dealership and pay like $65 for them to look at it and give me an estimate (on the part)...which will cost around $500-600. ARG! So like I said.....my car sucks!

I hate my job...is that a bad thing? Of course it's a bad thing! I need a new one...badly! I want to shoot my boss! Now I know that's bad...right?  I dont mind the other people there...just my boss. He's crazy and he makes every one else crazy! Damnit! I dont wanna go to work tomorrow...*whimper* I hope I can find a new job soon! Job hunting sucks! Every one wants someone with experience...but how the hell am I supposed to get experience...when no one will take me! DAMNIT!!! AARRGG!

*sigh*
ok...I'm better now...

hangovers suck!!!

but at least it didnt last too long...

I have a headache...and I feel like shit!  sometimes I hate being a girl!  All you girls (who read this) know what I mean!  *sigh* 

Oh yeah...I got a new job! I work at a vet....AGAIN! I'm working as one of the receptionists...and it's tough! There is so much I have to learn...it's so confusing! Plus my boss is a nut case! He needs everything to go smoothly and in the process he's making everybody crazy! I hate this job more than my last one! 

*sigh* I have to make another speech in class tomarrow (Publick speaking) I have to read something. It can only last for 3 minuts! I'm gonna read a part from HP and the Prisoner of Azkaban. It's the part when Harry makes his Aunt Marge blow up like a balloon! That cracked me up! I hope I can get through it well enough! I've been practicing with my dad...I'm gonna read it to my mom soon (now that she's home) I hate this class...it makes me so nervous! Ah, well...I need it right?! *sigh* that's it for now...

YAY!!!!! I get to leave work early today
But I have to get my car looked at...the service engine light came on, on my way to work this morning...I think it's the filter...it needs replacing. Plus I have a break light out! :( I need that fixed! ARG I just need a new car! Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

I'm now training my replacement...she's pretty nice. She should catch on to things quickly...or else! LOL j/k

Ok that's it for today! Lalala

ok..well my sister's gone. I prolly wont see her again till X-mas. That's sad...*sigh*

Yay! My sister came into town a few days ago! I'm about to go out to lunch w/ her and the rest of my family! There is not much to do here at work (as ususal). I'm so bored...that's why I'm writing in here! LOL Well ok then...um..what to write...my life sucks at the moment! I have to quit my job so I can go back to school! I dont know if I will be able to get another job soon or not. I guess I can do that mural for that lady...I'll have to work on my ideas. Blaa blaa blaa...ok I'm done for today!

toodles

fun fun fun in the work place! I'm so tired and there is not much to do today! AAAAHHH!

I'm so tired of work! AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!