well I've started my summer semester at school and it SUCKS! I'm taking a marketing class (Promotional Strategy). I have a chinese teacher...and no offence to asians...but I cant understand 1/2 the stuff he says! Plus his 'L's are 'R's...and that's just funny! (Lara = Rara)
The suckiest thing about summer classes is that the classes are only 4-5 weeks long...so everything is compressed! Our first exam is next Tuesday and we just started the class yesturday! I guess this will show just how well I can work under pressure!

Anyways...I'm tired so I'm gonna go rest.

ugh! well New Years was fun untill we went bowling!

Well to start off, I had a party at my house. I made some soup that two of my friends couldnt eat cause it had chicken broth in it. So I had to fix something else for them. Then two of my guests left to go to a concert. So the rest of us sat and ate fondu and watched Millionar (the OLD ones). 

Then around 9-ish we went bowling...and this is where the fun went down hill! Our first game was doing ok till about the 3rd or 4th frame, then the ball return kept jamming and we spent most of the rest of the game calling the front desk and waiting for the ball to come back! Well after that we swtiched lanes for our second game! All was well untill the 2nd frame when the scores kept fucking up! Someone would bowl like a 9 and get a 6! So we (well Stacy) yelled at the guy behind the counter and said we're not paying. But we ended up paying for the game we did finish. So that wasnt too bad.
After that it was already after 12, so we didnt get to celebrate much (we were all pretty pissed). But since it was already the new year, everybody wanted to go home, so we all dispersed. I went over to stacy's for a while and watched a bit of Angel...mmmm....Angel! hehehe 
Then I headed home about 1am. By then I was so tired from being pissed off and stressed that I just went to bed.

So that was my New Years...not all that great...but not all that bad either!

Tis the same flying squirrel from the story below.

Well I just had an advernturous evening! I was watching tv when I heard this wierd noise coming from the fireplace. I shine a light in there and find that a FLYING SQUIRREL had found its way down my chimney. Well I got my dad and we decided to try and catch it and let it back outside. WELL, that was our first mistake! When my dad opened the glass doors to the fireplace, the lil shit went running! He scurried up the wall (yes the wall) and flew over our heads and into the other room. He...it...went into the dinningroom and under the buffet. I went down to see if I could see him and I think he jumped on and over my back. My dad didnt see him but we knew he wasnt in the room any more. So we searched the house, upstairs and down, but no sign. Then my dad got the flashlight. He finally found him in the livingroom, hidding under a basket. Then the chase ensued. He kept going back and forth from one side of the room to the other. By the time we got to the corner we saw him go into, he had scurried to the opposite side! I grabbed him a couple of times (with a towel of course) but he squeezed out. Finally, he climbed up a floor lamp and I was able to get my hand around him. I had to yell at my dad to open a door before he got out agian. Finally, he was safe outside. I was shaking and sick to my stomach by the end of it. Wild animals DO NOT belong inside! I'll post a pic of him later...he was cute...but fuckin fast!

*grumble* lil fucker!

Well I just had a fabulous trip to Wichita, KS to visit my sister! I havent been there in about 15-16 years! My sister has come down here to visit me and my parents though. It was weired...my parents remembered all these place and steets and I knew nothing! (I hadnt been there since I was 5). We went to the house we lived in...it's all different now. We also saw the hospital I was born in! That was kinda cool.
The best part of the trip was Tuesday and Wednesday. Tuesday we went out to a friends farm and had lunch then went to shoot some guns! I had never shot a gun before so this was an new experience! It was GREAT! I hit my targets multiple times! YAY for me!
On Wednesday we went to the Zoo! It was awesome! Like I said I hadnt been there since I was 5-6...so I only remembered certain parts. Like the petting zoo...that was cool. 

THEN! On Thrusday I got a TATTOO!!! My first...so it's a big deal. Also my sister and I had to debate with my parents on whether I was gonna get one or not. I won! ^_^
It's been a coulpe of days and it still hurts a bit. They said it'd take a about a week or two to fully heal...so that sucks. It hurts more today than it did the day I got it! But I'm not allowed to bitch about it...I had to make a contract with my parents so they would say yes. I know I dont really need their permisson (I'm 22) but they had to pay for it...I ran out of trip money...hehe

well that's it for now...if you read this than you must be bored...but thanks anyways

Jecca Out

It's almost midnight and I just made a pointless poll...cause Im FU**IN BORED!!!! *sigh*

ok...g'night all...

I hate Valentines Day...it's too mushy!
I havent had someone to share it with since 8th grade...and he didnt even know it was Valentines Day! I usually get depressed...I dont know abou this year...I'm just gonna ignore it I guess...blaaa....

plus I have a slight hangover from last night...at the club...too much daning and alcohol...uugh..

I'm so bored...Lalalalaalal...

I'm trying to do homework...and well I'm just sick of doing these damn essays! I just wanna sit in class and take notes...then take the test and pass...why much I be forced to right an essay EVERY CLASS! This sucks...I hate this class...:P

ok I'm done...for now...

Ok...My best friend, Stacy, and her boyfriend, Sean, just broke up after almost 5 years! (I've known him 9yrs and her 6) anywho...It was Wed night and he said that he didnt feel like he could provider for her and give her what she wants and needs...then walked out. Well she was totally distraught! The next morning, however, after she got her composure back, she called him and talked with him for a while. She told him that he was RIGHT! and that the way his life was going, he would never be able to provide for her...he can barely support himself! And I agree...he has very little (if any) ambitions and no college education...and he was bringing her down with him. So, yesturday (Thursday) she gathered everything that he gave her that wasnt of extreme value and put it in a box and gave it back to him. She said as soon as he closed the door behind her, she felt as if this weight had been lifted. She feels, now, that she can move on and finish her college and become a vet like she's always wanted! He on the other hand...I've not talken to, so I dont really know how he is...but I dont imagine it's too good.
Now, all Stacy has to do is to get used to being without him...get out of that comfort zone she's been in for so long. 

I love this song!

Winter Light - by Sarah Brightman

Hearts call
Hearts fall
Swallowed in the rain
Who knows
Life grows
Hollow and so vain
Wandering in the winter light
The wicked and the sane
Bear witness to salvation
And life starts over again
Now the clear sky is all around you
Aah aah
Love's shadow will surround you
All through the night
Star glowing in the twilight
Tell me true
Hope whispers and I will follow
'Till you love me too
Ah ah ah
Now the clear sky is all around you
Aah aah
Love's shadow will surround you
All through the night
Star glowing in the twilight
Tell me true
Hope whispers and I will follow
'Till you love me too
Ah ah ah

UGH! My car sucks! I was on my way to work Monday and when I started to go up a hill, my car went into 1st gear! I was goin like 5 mph up this his with my foot all the way on the excelerator! I finally got to the top and pulled over. Luckily my best friends bro is a machanic....and we called him so he could look at it. Apparently my shift sillinoid...or something is dead. I have to go back to the dealership and pay like $65 for them to look at it and give me an estimate (on the part)...which will cost around $500-600. ARG! So like I said.....my car sucks!

I hate my job...is that a bad thing? Of course it's a bad thing! I need a new one...badly! I want to shoot my boss! Now I know that's bad...right?  I dont mind the other people there...just my boss. He's crazy and he makes every one else crazy! Damnit! I dont wanna go to work tomorrow...*whimper* I hope I can find a new job soon! Job hunting sucks! Every one wants someone with experience...but how the hell am I supposed to get experience...when no one will take me! DAMNIT!!! AARRGG!

*sigh*
ok...I'm better now...

hangovers suck!!!

but at least it didnt last too long...

I have a headache...and I feel like shit!  sometimes I hate being a girl!  All you girls (who read this) know what I mean!  *sigh* 

Oh yeah...I got a new job! I work at a vet....AGAIN! I'm working as one of the receptionists...and it's tough! There is so much I have to learn...it's so confusing! Plus my boss is a nut case! He needs everything to go smoothly and in the process he's making everybody crazy! I hate this job more than my last one! 

*sigh* I have to make another speech in class tomarrow (Publick speaking) I have to read something. It can only last for 3 minuts! I'm gonna read a part from HP and the Prisoner of Azkaban. It's the part when Harry makes his Aunt Marge blow up like a balloon! That cracked me up! I hope I can get through it well enough! I've been practicing with my dad...I'm gonna read it to my mom soon (now that she's home) I hate this class...it makes me so nervous! Ah, well...I need it right?! *sigh* that's it for now...

YAY!!!!! I get to leave work early today
But I have to get my car looked at...the service engine light came on, on my way to work this morning...I think it's the filter...it needs replacing. Plus I have a break light out! :( I need that fixed! ARG I just need a new car! Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

I'm now training my replacement...she's pretty nice. She should catch on to things quickly...or else! LOL j/k

Ok that's it for today! Lalala

Yay! My sister came into town a few days ago! I'm about to go out to lunch w/ her and the rest of my family! There is not much to do here at work (as ususal). I'm so bored...that's why I'm writing in here! LOL Well ok then...um..what to write...my life sucks at the moment! I have to quit my job so I can go back to school! I dont know if I will be able to get another job soon or not. I guess I can do that mural for that lady...I'll have to work on my ideas. Blaa blaa blaa...ok I'm done for today!

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