My New Years Eve Sucked! Well not totally...didnt have any drink cause the day before I was sick with some stomach bug...throwin up every 2 hours REALLY sucks! So my party was ok...but I really couldnt enjoy it...still being queezy and all.
I didnt get to be with my boyfriend either. I went to go pick him up and he had to stay at work due to computer problems. Well I had to get back to my party before the countdown. I HATED having to leave him...I got all teary eyed. But by the time I got home it was 10 til midnight. Luckily he called he was able to get to his brother's house just in time to call me and say happy new year. It's just not the same over the phone.
*sigh*
I hope my year will be better....

stolen from [Cia_mar]'s diary....
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Q1) Sleep with or without clothes on? without
Q2) Prefer black or blue pens? Black
Q3) Dress up on Halloween? yuppers
Q4) Like to travel? yup...when I can afford it
Q5) Like Someone? totally
Q6) Do they know? they'd better
Q7) Who sleeps with you every night? me, myself and I
Q8) Think you're attractive? parts of me
Q9) Want to get married? someday
Q10) To: the one i love of course!
Q11) Are you a good student? I'm ok
Q12) Are you currently happy? eh
Q13) Have you ever cheated?? I plead the fifth
Q14) Birthplace? Wichita, KS
Q15) Christmas or Halloween? both
Q16) Colored or black-and-white photo? Depends on object being photographed
Q17) Do long distance relationships work? not for me...but my best friends been in one for almost 2 years
Q18) Do you believe in astrology? some of it
Q19) Do you believe in love at first sight? not really
Q20) Do you consider yourself the life of the party? nope
Q21) Do you drink? sometimes
Q22) Do you make fun of people? yeah...but not in a hurtful way
Q23) Do you think dreams eventually come true? yup...called dejavu
Q24) Favorite fictional character? Capt Jack Sparrow...mmmm
Q25) Go to the movies or rent? depends on the movie
Q26) Have you ever moved? 3 times
Q27) Have you ever stolen anything? some lipstick from walmart
Q28) How's the weather right now? f***ign COLD
Q29) Last time you cut your hair? fea monthes ago
Q30) Last person you talked to on the phone? stacy I think
Q31) Last time you showered? this morning
Q32) Loud or soft music? Depends on my mood
Q33) Mcdonalds or Burger King? Burger King has WAY better fries
Q34) Night or day? depends on what I'm doing
Q35) Number of pillows? 5...2 king, 2 standard and 1 body pillow
Q36) Piano or guitar? I wanna lear the Guitar
Q37) Future job? graphic desinger
Q38) Current job? cashier at Kohl's
Q39) Current love? zane...and potatos...LOL
Q40) Current longing? sleep
Q41) Current disappointment? my grades
Q42) Current annoyance? my damn internet
Q43) Last thing you ate? some coconut custard pie
Q44) Last thing you bought? lunch at Chick-fil-a
Q45) Most recent thing you are looking forward to? for the Chirstmas shopping season to be over
Q46) What are you hearing right now? computer hum and keyboard clicks
Q47) Plans for the weekend? work...and studying
Q48) What did you do today? worked for 7 hours then cleaned up my dogs shitty mess...then went to a Chirstmas party
Q49) Pick a lyric, any lyric or song?
"And in the end
the love you take
is equal to the love you make"
~The Beatles
Q50) Pick a movie quote? "A little nonscence now and then is relished by the wisest men."
~Willy Wonka

I used to be a Heliotropic Dragon...now...

I am a A Song Dragon!

Hey, I took the http://dragonhame.com online Inner Dragon quiz and found out I am a Song Dragon on the inside.

In the war between good and evil, a Song Dragon tends to walk the fine line of Neutrality....
When it comes to the powers of Chaos vs. those of Law and Order, your inner dragon walks a fine line between Law and Chaos....
As far as magical tendancies, a Song Dragon's nature does not lend itself well to the ways of Magic....
During combat situations, whether by spells or by claw, your inner dragon will do whatever it takes to get the job done....
Song Dragons are semi-nomadic in nature. They do choose a general geographic region to live in, but move their nests frequently within their territory. They build their nests in remote areas, where they are secluded from outside disturbances.'
Song Dragons are a dull grey color to their scales, but are graceful and quick in movement. The most striking attribute of the Song Dragon is it's voice. Having several sets of vocal chords, the Dragon's every word reverberates like a string symphony.'
Song Dragons build their homes deep in seclusion, but in truth they are very social and friendly in nature. They will often be found polymorphed into human form and fraternizing with people in bars and public places. Song Dragons are the bards of dragonkind, they greatly value creative thinking and artistic talent. They live life to it's fullest, and are well known for going to extremes. They are also known for their good-hearted nature and kindness.
'
This Dragons favorite elements are: Jade, Music, and Happiness

http://Dragonhame.Com

HAPPY TURKEY DAY to all those who celebrate it.

to everyone else...have a great day!

I'm copying [Kileaiya]...I'm gonna be making Christmas cards (yes only Christmas) so if you want one send me your email in a message or email me at jeccabee@comcast.net

Might as well...LOL


Chosen band: The Beatles
1. Are you male or female?: 'Girl'
2. Describe yourself: 'I'm So Tired'
3. How do some people feel about you?: 'Here Comes The Sun'
4. How do you feel about yourself?: 'Young Blood'
5. Describe your family?: 'Three Cool Cats'
6. Where would you rather be?: 'Flying'
7. Describe what you want to be: 'Across The Universe'
8. Describe how you live: 'A Hard Day's Night'
9. Describe how you love: 'All You Need Is Love'
10. Describe what you hate: 'Wait'

well I've started my summer semester at school and it SUCKS! I'm taking a marketing class (Promotional Strategy). I have a chinese teacher...and no offence to asians...but I cant understand 1/2 the stuff he says! Plus his 'L's are 'R's...and that's just funny! (Lara = Rara)
The suckiest thing about summer classes is that the classes are only 4-5 weeks long...so everything is compressed! Our first exam is next Tuesday and we just started the class yesturday! I guess this will show just how well I can work under pressure!

Anyways...I'm tired so I'm gonna go rest.

ugh! well New Years was fun untill we went bowling!

Well to start off, I had a party at my house. I made some soup that two of my friends couldnt eat cause it had chicken broth in it. So I had to fix something else for them. Then two of my guests left to go to a concert. So the rest of us sat and ate fondu and watched Millionar (the OLD ones). 

Then around 9-ish we went bowling...and this is where the fun went down hill! Our first game was doing ok till about the 3rd or 4th frame, then the ball return kept jamming and we spent most of the rest of the game calling the front desk and waiting for the ball to come back! Well after that we swtiched lanes for our second game! All was well untill the 2nd frame when the scores kept fucking up! Someone would bowl like a 9 and get a 6! So we (well Stacy) yelled at the guy behind the counter and said we're not paying. But we ended up paying for the game we did finish. So that wasnt too bad.
After that it was already after 12, so we didnt get to celebrate much (we were all pretty pissed). But since it was already the new year, everybody wanted to go home, so we all dispersed. I went over to stacy's for a while and watched a bit of Angel...mmmm....Angel! hehehe 
Then I headed home about 1am. By then I was so tired from being pissed off and stressed that I just went to bed.

So that was my New Years...not all that great...but not all that bad either!

Tis the same flying squirrel from the story below.

Well I just had an advernturous evening! I was watching tv when I heard this wierd noise coming from the fireplace. I shine a light in there and find that a FLYING SQUIRREL had found its way down my chimney. Well I got my dad and we decided to try and catch it and let it back outside. WELL, that was our first mistake! When my dad opened the glass doors to the fireplace, the lil shit went running! He scurried up the wall (yes the wall) and flew over our heads and into the other room. He...it...went into the dinningroom and under the buffet. I went down to see if I could see him and I think he jumped on and over my back. My dad didnt see him but we knew he wasnt in the room any more. So we searched the house, upstairs and down, but no sign. Then my dad got the flashlight. He finally found him in the livingroom, hidding under a basket. Then the chase ensued. He kept going back and forth from one side of the room to the other. By the time we got to the corner we saw him go into, he had scurried to the opposite side! I grabbed him a couple of times (with a towel of course) but he squeezed out. Finally, he climbed up a floor lamp and I was able to get my hand around him. I had to yell at my dad to open a door before he got out agian. Finally, he was safe outside. I was shaking and sick to my stomach by the end of it. Wild animals DO NOT belong inside! I'll post a pic of him later...he was cute...but fuckin fast!

*grumble* lil fucker!

Well I just had a fabulous trip to Wichita, KS to visit my sister! I havent been there in about 15-16 years! My sister has come down here to visit me and my parents though. It was weired...my parents remembered all these place and steets and I knew nothing! (I hadnt been there since I was 5). We went to the house we lived in...it's all different now. We also saw the hospital I was born in! That was kinda cool.
The best part of the trip was Tuesday and Wednesday. Tuesday we went out to a friends farm and had lunch then went to shoot some guns! I had never shot a gun before so this was an new experience! It was GREAT! I hit my targets multiple times! YAY for me!
On Wednesday we went to the Zoo! It was awesome! Like I said I hadnt been there since I was 5-6...so I only remembered certain parts. Like the petting zoo...that was cool. 

THEN! On Thrusday I got a TATTOO!!! My first...so it's a big deal. Also my sister and I had to debate with my parents on whether I was gonna get one or not. I won! ^_^
It's been a coulpe of days and it still hurts a bit. They said it'd take a about a week or two to fully heal...so that sucks. It hurts more today than it did the day I got it! But I'm not allowed to bitch about it...I had to make a contract with my parents so they would say yes. I know I dont really need their permisson (I'm 22) but they had to pay for it...I ran out of trip money...hehe

well that's it for now...if you read this than you must be bored...but thanks anyways

Jecca Out

It's almost midnight and I just made a pointless poll...cause Im FU**IN BORED!!!! *sigh*

ok...g'night all...

I hate Valentines Day...it's too mushy!
I havent had someone to share it with since 8th grade...and he didnt even know it was Valentines Day! I usually get depressed...I dont know abou this year...I'm just gonna ignore it I guess...blaaa....

plus I have a slight hangover from last night...at the club...too much daning and alcohol...uugh..

I'm so bored...Lalalalaalal...

I'm trying to do homework...and well I'm just sick of doing these damn essays! I just wanna sit in class and take notes...then take the test and pass...why much I be forced to right an essay EVERY CLASS! This sucks...I hate this class...:P

ok I'm done...for now...

Ok...My best friend, Stacy, and her boyfriend, Sean, just broke up after almost 5 years! (I've known him 9yrs and her 6) anywho...It was Wed night and he said that he didnt feel like he could provider for her and give her what she wants and needs...then walked out. Well she was totally distraught! The next morning, however, after she got her composure back, she called him and talked with him for a while. She told him that he was RIGHT! and that the way his life was going, he would never be able to provide for her...he can barely support himself! And I agree...he has very little (if any) ambitions and no college education...and he was bringing her down with him. So, yesturday (Thursday) she gathered everything that he gave her that wasnt of extreme value and put it in a box and gave it back to him. She said as soon as he closed the door behind her, she felt as if this weight had been lifted. She feels, now, that she can move on and finish her college and become a vet like she's always wanted! He on the other hand...I've not talken to, so I dont really know how he is...but I dont imagine it's too good.
Now, all Stacy has to do is to get used to being without him...get out of that comfort zone she's been in for so long. 

I love this song!

Winter Light - by Sarah Brightman

Hearts call
Hearts fall
Swallowed in the rain
Who knows
Life grows
Hollow and so vain
Wandering in the winter light
The wicked and the sane
Bear witness to salvation
And life starts over again
Now the clear sky is all around you
Aah aah
Love's shadow will surround you
All through the night
Star glowing in the twilight
Tell me true
Hope whispers and I will follow
'Till you love me too
Ah ah ah
Now the clear sky is all around you
Aah aah
Love's shadow will surround you
All through the night
Star glowing in the twilight
Tell me true
Hope whispers and I will follow
'Till you love me too
Ah ah ah

UGH! My car sucks! I was on my way to work Monday and when I started to go up a hill, my car went into 1st gear! I was goin like 5 mph up this his with my foot all the way on the excelerator! I finally got to the top and pulled over. Luckily my best friends bro is a machanic....and we called him so he could look at it. Apparently my shift sillinoid...or something is dead. I have to go back to the dealership and pay like $65 for them to look at it and give me an estimate (on the part)...which will cost around $500-600. ARG! So like I said.....my car sucks!

I hate my job...is that a bad thing? Of course it's a bad thing! I need a new one...badly! I want to shoot my boss! Now I know that's bad...right?  I dont mind the other people there...just my boss. He's crazy and he makes every one else crazy! Damnit! I dont wanna go to work tomorrow...*whimper* I hope I can find a new job soon! Job hunting sucks! Every one wants someone with experience...but how the hell am I supposed to get experience...when no one will take me! DAMNIT!!! AARRGG!

*sigh*
ok...I'm better now...

hangovers suck!!!

but at least it didnt last too long...