So life has gone on. Failures and successes both along the way. Is it sad I still miss her after all this time? That looking at her picture still pulls up that old feeling and still shocks the hell out of me everytime. Maybe I am crazy. Maybe I never truely move on from anyone. Who knows? All I know is 13 years later I still miss her and love her more then anyone else. Saddest part is none of this probably matters or will ever make a single bit of difference. I just have to get it out somewhere so why not this dinosaur of a website that I met her on in the first place. The place her ghost haunts me the most. Where evidence of our once great love still exist.
i am getting married and have moved sooner and faster than i thought. i love her and want her more then anybody else in the world and if anybody dont like it they can kiss my ass.
im headed north hopefuly in two to three weeks. im going to see my love [Little coyote]. ive also put some serious thought into collage and decided in need to go for it again before its too late, cause im 21 and not getting younger though im still young i cant put off the future any longer. in the next year there will be big changes in my life and how ive been living. needed changes. i love my girl and maybe will marry her in the future. who knows? only God does and his plans for us are never crystal clear except in hindsight.
i have found my mother who i haven't seen for 13 years
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"time is not all thats lost or all thats found"
life is joy
life is saddness
life is a toy
a toy not to be
played with
only to see
life is to learn
life is to hold
life can burn
confused is me
what truely be
what is reality
won't some one answer me
written by: me
well talk about a good day got a gf today she is Alive/dead
hey here is the url to my favorite art
http://groups.
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the sun sets
and the would soon forget
the taste of light
if the moon didn't fight
back the pitch black of Night
I the Dragon Lord have arived
i just made friends today. which is cool being that i s my first day i the nieborhood