Well This is actually my first time to write in this thing, huh, neway, I dunno who reads this or who wants to read this but if anyone is I jus need to let somone know or if noone reads this o well at least Im thinking someone is, but I need to get off my chest something- The fact that one of my good friends that I loved like a friend has just shoved in my face and told me that I didnt care on top of that they dont seem to wanna talk to me again, I gave her my cell phone in case she ever wanted to call for any reason ever, I dont care if she deleted it or even kept it I just wanted her to know if anyone ever actually said they loved her and didnt mean- Yeah maybe they didnt but I did even if it was only as a friend, and if she reads this she'll probably just push it away and believe that I don't, but if she dosent thats kool too, but I just don't know why some people dont beleive that I care about them even If I never met them in life, I just dont know But I know I did fall in Love with Casteina over the net and Im happy I met her and Im gonna see her too ;p, but sides that I just wanted to let anyone who reads this know that I actually care about ya as a friend if I said I love you.
(New song yay)
This is dedicated to a very good friend that I lost, I loved her a lot. . . and I still do
Close My Eyes
I closed my eyes, and prayed for the day
You'd come back to me, so far away, maybe
then if i fall to my knees and hoped
you'd follow me to my day of Decease
I close my eyes, deep breath, fall away
Into your arms
(Chours)
All alone and breathing fast
I cant take faking this
Pretending nothings wrong
Its eating me on the inside out
Falling. . . . . .Away. . . . . .
Full of pain, Standing in this room alone,
My Hearts full of strain, I wish I could've Known.
Somtimes I Wanted to follow you, I Dont know If I can see this through, Since you passed on, l'll miss you for so damn long.
My bloodveins turn so cold, Kiss me for the last time, Helps me keep breathing, when your lips touch mine.
Now that feelings gone...
(Chours)
All alone and breathing fast
I cant take faking this
Pretending nothings wrong
Its eating me on the inside out
Falling. . . . . .Away. . . . . .
(Bridge)
I keep falling For-ev-er-
My Link to you's been severed
I can't seem to Control myself
Tearing my heart from my chest
I've lost what makes me......Me....(you)
Only this time, I cant get back from this. . . .
Now. . . .Im. . . .Gone. . . .
(Chours)
All alone and breathing fast
I cant take faking this
Pretending nothings wrong
Its eating me on the inside out
Falling. . . . . .Away. . . . . .
When I heard your last breath I almost died too. . . .
Akquard Silence
Breaking this akquard silence
By talking about useless defiance
Tension forms an alliance (With Fear)
Words that should be said (Silent Voices)
Hang in the room like lead (Weighting them down)
But they rather take the pressure instead
(Just say it already)
(Chrous)
In a friendship filled with I dunno and so's (I dunno, So.....)
A time where words go unsaid (Should be said)
Annoying them while the try to sleep in bed
It keeps tearing at them day after day
Voices inside their head say the words they should say (Just say it)
Even still they wont say anything as they lay
(Down)(Gazing) (staring at the stars with each other)
Every word he could say he choked on (Nervous)
It gets worse even during this song (Every second)
The list of things needed to be said grows long
It shows everytime they try to speak
Everytime their eyes meet
She feels good about the way he treats (Her)
(Just ay it already)
(Chrous)