The Last thing that was ever in my mind was some dumb better looking skank walking around trying to get my attention and taking me away from those I Love the most, well it ain't happening, last time I checked I was in Love and still am Nothing taking this away not ever gonna either so step away if you try to take it away, cause your gonna have one hell of a time trying. I never cared about Better Bodies, Lips, Hair, Personality, cause I fell in Love with you, so I don't need anything better.

Special Song I know someone Loves

"Tangled Up In Me"

You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
I'm the one that's honking at you cuz I left late again

Hey! Hey! Hey!

Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me

You wanna know more, more, more about me
Gotta know reverse phsychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see

Hey! Hey! Hey!

Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me

You think that you know me
You think that I'm only
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet

Hey! Hey! Hey!

Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction, Ya!

Hey! Hey!

Get tangled up in me

Hey, would ya look at that I'm writing in this for real again! go me.

Well I'm just here to tell everyone who will read, or sorta listen I guess, thats if they talk to themselves, but hey thats up to them. well anyway. I love many people, but theres only One person who has helped me with my life the most and absolutey can not no way impossible to be replaced in my life, If anyone were to talk smack to her Id smack them, but lets move on.

She means almost everything to me, and its just over the internet if I were near her in real life, it'd be like Best Friends. but I am here to say that out of at least around the 1,000 people I have met in the USA, and other places, she is the ONLY one to ever have helped me care about myself, if you care to know just ask. She is the ONLY person to help me that much, and I will never replace her or let her go if its in my power.

8-3-1 forever!

This one is a bit odd but kewl


(Guitar Strings)

Don't care about me------

(Guitar strings)

Don't look out for me--------

(Guitar Strings)

I'll be just fine----

(Guitar strings)

Just knowing, everythings ok------

(Guitar strings and beat with drums follow up as I sing the next line)

With you----. . . .

Don't Look to concerned, I'll be just fine, Knowing your alright..
I'll strech a smile across your face, You'll strech one back on mine.
But I don't let you know, what's under my skin, How I feel, I'll Laugh.
Only because I don't want you to ever worry about me.

(Chours)


Not Done

[BH-T] Prototype Band Logo

Really sappy love song lol, But I like it.

      The One The Only

Strech back the hairs hanging in front of your face
Wishing I could Lean in and kiss you
Just wanted to know the taste
(of your lips)
Trying to act so cool
Want you to laugh everytime I see you
Found somone like you all too few


{Chorus}
I Look into your eyes, tell you I dont know what to say
You Look Back in mine, and tell me thats ok
You put your hand in mine
I make the comment "Is this a sign?"
You smile and seem so happy
I just make jokes that seem really sappy
(Melting in thoughts of you)

Nose to Nose
I stare into your eyes
Looking past the beautiful green and brown
Just to see what many have seen
But throw to waste
I lean in closer to you
Saying something stupid so you'll smile
(always love that smile)

{Chorus}

(Bridge)
I look into your eyes (Melting with thoughts of you)
You look back into mine (Smiling you seem so happy)
Put your hand in mine (In my hand----)
My Breathe stands still staring in your eyes
Where all my love lies

{Chorus}

No I dont have suicidal Tendiencies, I just write songs about how people feel, the ending of the song is actually a happy ending just read it :P you'll most likely not hear this song sang by us so don't get your hopes up.

You drew my heart on your mirror
So you could Break easily and
Throw----- It---- Away-----

  (Chorus)

Im Falling In love with you
I only hope you'll think this through
(THIS TIME ILL RIP MY HEART OUT MYSELF)
Maybe Next time you'll realize
How much love can come from the inside
(MY ANTI-LOVE SUICIDE)

I'll carve your name into the bullet
So everyone will know your the last thing that
Went---- Through----- My----- Heart-----

  (Chorus)

  {Bridge}
You start the fire
Get Lost in the crowd
You need to step up
Instead of falling down
Now the fires spreading
Your just part of the crowd

    (Chorus)

I'm sitting on the edge of a building now. . . . .
Looking down at you. . . .
Barely Believe. . . .
That I finnaly walked away. . .
from you. . . .

[001: Name:] Michael
[002: NickName:] As long as it isnt an insult
[003: Country of living:] USA
[004: Shoe Size:] Depends- 9 1/2 in boots and 11 in DC's
[005: Birthday:] April 24 1988
[006: Hair Color:] Natural dark black or brown never thought into it too much
[007: Eye Color:] Hazel- Green and Brown
[008: School/Work:] ?. . . . . . . .
[009: Smoke:] Sorry Not here
[010: Hobbys:] Drawing, Writing
[011: Brothers/Sisters:] 2 bros, 2 Sises
[012: Relationship:] No
[013: Piercings:] Yeah
[014: Tattos:] Ill think on it
[015: Favorite country to go to:] Possibly Autralia
[016: Are there people you wont reply to:] I prefer not to insult them nationally
[017: Nicest person you met this year:]. Well Thats a tie
[018: Person you rather not meet this year:] George Bush
[019: Who would you like to meet:] Anyone but George Bush
[020: Who do you admire most:] Well, Um, hell I dunno
[021: Most sexy person(s):] Honestly I think Red-Heads are the Sexiest. But if your Blonde or Brunette Like me Its kewl, Brunettes can be very sexy too, sorry Blondes!!!
[023: Favorite car:] 1776 FastBack Camaro SS
[024: Favorite Movie:] Gladiator and Day after Tomrrow, I Robot too.
[025: Favorite town:] Um. . . . . . . .
[026: Favorite Music:] Linkin Park!!!!!!
[027: Favorite Stuffed Toy:] Well now, thats personal ;)
[028: Favorite Perfume:] Ive got colone, does that count?
[029: Favorite Magazine:] Game Neformer-(not original spelling)
[030: Favorite sound:] Rain, best sound yet
[031: Favorite Tv Show:] Well I do watch Japan Anime if that counts
[032: Favorite writer:] Dude that wrote DreamCatcher (I need to find that book)
[033: Favorite Nickname:] Wait, You asked me this one. . . . .
[034: What is on your mouse pad:] A Lighthouse, does that mean something?
[035: What is under your bed:] You care that much?
[036: Favorite Color:] Orange
[037: Favorite song:] Thats a list that you can make a bridge from here to Europe with
[038: Favorite song at this moment:]
The Used- Box Of Sharp Objects
[039: Favorite Food:] UM anything Mexican
[040: Favorite class in school:] Haveta say- Its between ROTC and French II
[041: Favorite Drink:] Water or Sunny D
[042: Lucky Number:] 10 hell ya, I love this number for absolutely no reason
[043: What do you think is the greatest about yourself:] My ability to speak????
[044: What deodorant do you use:] Air X
[045: Favorite Shoes:] DC's
[046: What time do you go to bed on weekdays:] Bout 11:00 or 12:00
[047: What word do you use most:] Son Of A- (This is good)- Mother!!!
[048: Most romantic moment in your life:] Um, Time I spent with my Ex I guess
[049: Most embrassing moment in your life:] Every moment I spend around others and I love it!!!
[050: You spend your time outside or inside:] Inside a lot But I prefer Outside
[051: What do you do in the weekends:] Friends (not like that) and Church
[052: What class on school do/did you dislike most:] That goes to Algerbra I- I hated that teacher. . . .
[053: Your Breakfast:] Anything The Cafe musters up from the corners of their Cafeteria
[054: What do you really, really dislike to eat:] Mayo, so disgusting! Ya sickening
[055: Pets:] Kittens or Cats
[056: Laugh or dream:] Um well I love to laugh and I dream ever night. . .. .. . .
[057: Serious or funny:] Funny, rarely Serious (You'll know when I am)
[058: Fast or slow:] Fast most the time, Im slow at only certain things
[059: You prefer being alone or have relationship with someone:] I love to be in a relationship but I am alone its not to bad
[060: Simple or complicated?:] I have no idea what this deals with but Complicated, gives me a challange
[061: Cremate or Buried when you die:] Cremate
[063: Stay up late or go to bed early:] Up late
[064: Light or dark?:] dark
[065: Speak or Silence:] Silence
[067: Newspaper or Television] TV is boring News is boring. . . . .
[068: Hug or kiss:] Hugs
[069: Happy or Sad:] Happy
[070: Life or Death:] Life
[071: Gig or Disco:] …gig?
[072: Left or Right:] Right
[073: Sausages on top, or on the side:] Well um, thats new
[075: What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question:] Whats up?
[076: You believe in reincarnation:] Its only possible with those egyptians
[077: You believe in Aliens:] Someones' gotta be keeping us in check
[078: When you die, what will be your last words?:] Well this tickles more then I thought it would. . . .
[079: Does true love exist:] Yes
[080: How many kids would you like to have:] Depends on what the woman wants
[081: What is the one thing you can't stand:] Stupid People that dont shuttup
[082: Best feeling:] Loving somone A LOT
[083: Worst feeling in the world:] Someone being dissapointed in you
[084: What are you afraid of:] 1 Person Named Kayla
[085: Are you an emotional person:] I can only get emotional around girls thats about it and I haveta know em Real Well
[086: Do you ever cry during a movie:] I know its fake
[087: Your goal in life:] Does living count?
[088: What was the promise you made to yourself at New Years Eve:] Damn I knew I Forgot something
[089: Favorite art-artist:] Dude with Cubism think that one was Derevinchi
[090: As what animal would you like to come back as:] Noone expects the Butterfly
[091: What is the most beautiful part on the Female body:] Eyes always the eyes
[092: Most original place to ask your love to marry you:] Place you met her of course.
[093:What do you think of Elftown:] Starts to slow down now and then but fun
[094: Is there something you miss about elftown:] Not a whole lot
[095: Where did you get this question list:] Some dude in Plano
[096: Besides elftown, what do you do most on your PC:] Listen to music, talk on aim, view art sites ect.
[097: Whats the most annoying thing that people ask you?:] Are you going out with her??!!
[098: Do you get in trouble a lot:] Heh.....Heh......
[099: Favorite actor:] Jim Carrey and Tom Cruise
[100: Favorite Actress:] Julia Roberts and Phenollope Cruise
[101: Have You ever gone skinny Dipping?:] Sorry
[102: Have You ever gotten in a fight?:] Once I was young Grasshopper
[103: What do most people like about your body?:] I really dont know, you ask em
[104: Have you ever kissed a member of the opposite sex?:] No I sit around and kiss my hand, of course nimrod, You're running outta questions arent you?!
[105: What do you want to be when you are older?:] Professinal Musician or something that I like

Well This is actually my first time to write in this thing, huh, neway, I dunno who reads this or who wants to read this but if anyone is I jus need to let somone know or if noone reads this o well at least Im thinking someone is, but I need to get off my chest something- The fact that one of my good friends that I loved like a friend has just shoved in my face and told me that I didnt care on top of that they dont seem to wanna talk to me again, I gave her my cell phone in case she ever wanted to call for any reason ever, I dont care if she deleted it or even kept it I just wanted her to know if anyone ever actually said they loved her and didnt mean- Yeah maybe they didnt but I did even if it was only as a friend, and if she reads this she'll probably just push it away and believe that I don't, but if she dosent thats kool too, but I just don't know why some people dont beleive that I care about them even If I never met them in life, I just dont know But I know I did fall in Love with Casteina over the net and Im happy I met her and Im gonna see her too ;p, but sides that I just wanted to let anyone who reads this know that I actually care about ya as a friend if I said I love you.

(New song yay)
This is dedicated to a very good friend that I lost, I loved her a lot. . . and I still do

Close My Eyes

I closed my eyes, and prayed for the day
You'd come back to me, so far away, maybe
then if i fall to my knees and hoped
you'd follow me to my day of Decease

I close my eyes, deep breath, fall away
Into your arms

(Chours)
All alone and breathing fast
I cant take faking this
Pretending nothings wrong
Its eating me on the inside out
Falling. . . . . .Away. . . . . .

Full of pain, Standing in this room alone,
My Hearts full of strain, I wish I could've Known.
Somtimes I Wanted to follow you, I Dont know If I can see this through, Since you passed on, l'll miss you for so damn long.

My bloodveins turn so cold, Kiss me for the last time, Helps me keep breathing, when your lips touch mine.

Now that feelings gone...

(Chours)
All alone and breathing fast
I cant take faking this
Pretending nothings wrong
Its eating me on the inside out
Falling. . . . . .Away. . . . . .

(Bridge)
I keep falling For-ev-er-
My Link to you's been severed
I can't seem to Control myself
Tearing my heart from my chest
I've lost what makes me......Me....(you)
Only this time, I cant get back from this. . . .

Now. . . .Im. . . .Gone. . . .


(Chours)
All alone and breathing fast
I cant take faking this
Pretending nothings wrong
Its eating me on the inside out
Falling. . . . . .Away. . . . . .

When I heard your last breath I almost died too. . . .

Akquard Silence

Breaking this akquard silence
By talking about useless defiance
Tension forms an alliance (With Fear)
Words that should be said (Silent Voices)
Hang in the room like lead (Weighting them down)
But they rather take the pressure instead
(Just say it already)

(Chrous)
In a friendship filled with I dunno and so's (I dunno, So.....)
A time where words go unsaid (Should be said)
Annoying them while the try to sleep in bed
It keeps tearing at them day after day
Voices inside their head say the words they should say (Just say it)
Even still they wont say anything as they lay
(Down)(Gazing) (staring at the stars with each other)

Every word he could say he choked on (Nervous)
It gets worse even during this song (Every second)
The list of things needed to be said grows long
It shows everytime they try to speak
Everytime their eyes meet
She feels good about the way he treats (Her)
(Just ay it already)

(Chrous)