I finally got a job today wooo..... nothing much to report except for that..... I have orientation for college today and thats pretty exciting in its own way. I have a very hard decision to make and omg i can't decide what to do and its driving me insane... and only my closest friends can help me... if only i had close friends anymore.

well nothings really changed in my life except that I start college in 11 days and i'm so not ready. I'm doing criminal psycology so if anybody who reads this commits a murder in the state of Ohio i might be treating you to figure out why you did it lol....so beware.... this summer has sucked because i've lost 2 good friends because either i was being pigheaded or we just grew apart in our friendship, or the other factor that it was the other persons fault. Nothing will change by blaming the other person or sitting around and blaming myself, I have to move on and hope that things work out for me and the others involved. My moto is live life for the future, don't dwell on the past. I'm gonna try to live up to my moto as best I can and I hope everyone who reads this will do the same so they won't be sad and you should always remember to smile. 

uggggggg i have to have another surgery on my knee and for the gross factor..... they have to go in and shave down under my knee cap and that should be fun not being able to walk for 2 weeks to a month.... i hate crutches with a firey passion from the deepest darkest depths of hell..."tear"

So another boring day has come and gone and will never end......but alas there might be some hope woooooooo tomorrow i'm going partying yes!!!!!!!

well its about that time that i finally graduate then off to the big bad college scene and i don't wanna "tear" any ways on a lighter note i got a new kitten and she's no adorable and she bites really hard lol so i'm also in the process of buying a street bike that will make me extrememly happy when i'm going 120mph woooooo

hey everyone who reads this HAPPY NEW YEAR and have a safe party night and don't drink and drive or i'll hurt you lol

hey everyone lots of stuff going through my head right now but the biggest think on my mind is loyalty and what it means to me and other people so comment

hey whats up?? yesterday i got my cast off and it feels good but yet at the same time my ankle hurts like hell lol.... today at school, i almost died of boredom and i hate it... how come no ones on tonight geesh !!!!!! oh well i guess i will try and find something to do tonight but i have no life so peace out lol

today i'm tired and really bored... it's as boring as hell at my house and theres no one to talk to online so peace out talk later