smile like you meen it...there is no motive for this crime he was a friend of mine...make the pain stop make this ache stop making it ecome a dullness i have come to know and forgive for if it wasnt there i would have never felt your love only now is it like a constant stab at my heart, at my movements at my thought. I wish you were here to hold my hands thru these dark time thru these times where the edge is shining with a light yet the darkness overwhelms it...Save me from myself...bring back all you have taken...but then again this would not be if you were still here to guide me