I was told when I was younger that I may not appriciate a person until they are no longer here. I use to have a really good friend when I was in high school. We literally hit it off when we first talked. She was funny and she was my friend through thick and thin. She was only over here as an exchange program so I knew there would be a distance between us. Well when it was getting closer for her to go back to germany I pushed her away thinking it would be easier to fight about something and quit talking with her than saying good bye (people leave my life all to easy and I try to put a barrier up). I ended up telling her sorry and watched her as she left on the plane back to her home (yes I did cry). She sent me a letter and called me over the duration of 4 years. I tried to send a letter to her every holiday but they all get returned saying that she no longer resided there or no such address. So I am on a mission to find her and make sure she is still vera.
yupp that is what I am doing :-)
Walking. Staring at the sky. Like she was looking for something. Or wanting something to happen.
Currently I am watching to catch a predator and I am SICK! How can a guy who is 20 and over think it is okay to meet with a 13 year old. What flows through their sick mind? They seem like it is nothing to meet children online and have sex with them. So I did what any (over) protective sister would do. I made my sister delete her myspace, her xanga, yahoo, msn, and then there was another that I made her delete. She is only 12 going on 13 soon. I told her if she was going to have them she had to put fake info in and never talk to strangers. Due to our family and her friends being on most of them I allowed her to make accounts. I made the mistake and did not sign her up myself. She put in her real info despite me telling her to put fake info on. I went on her site and found a fucking 26 year old guy on there! WOW!! I wrote him one hell of an email from my account. I confronted Bri with this and she acted dumb. So I went through her emails and this “man” was hardcore hitting on her and trying to get all of her info so they could “hang out”. I slapped my sister upside her head and explained what could have happened. She thought he was nice and that it was cool having older people talking to her wanting to meet her. She was so furious with me she refused to speak/look at me for a few days. I know I can not hide her from the world but dang it I am going to try and keep her semi safe. I make sure she knows what to do if a person tries to grab her and have updated her on child predators. She is the “wild” child out of us all. She has had more b/f’s than any one of us at her age. I guess I will just sit back and throw in my opinion every once and a while at this point.
I MADE THE MOVE.
Congrats to me.
:-)
My time in Ohio seems to be slipping from me so fast. I can not seem to find time to hang out with all the people that are something to me. Every day I have my whole day planned to get as many done as I can. I have yet to pack. I havent had time to sit and think about my life and what my actual plan is. I know where I am headed and a job is already there for me but I am not sure if I want it. I got up early enough to finally log on and check out my page. I needed some time to myself.
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Well I am leaving ohio june 5th. I am finally moving out of this place and starting a new life. I was sitting at work and just decided that I wanted to put my 2 weeks in and just leave. Updates to come.
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MY Friday the 13th:
As I got out of my bed I stepped on a shoe and almost fell.
So I threw my arms in the air (for a reason unknown) and my wrist hit the fan blade......
I have a lump and discoloration on my pretty wrist.
My makeup from the previous night would NOT come off without a fight.
I then did my makeup all pretty matching the color of my pretty shirt.
I spilled a drink on that once pretty shirt.
I Changed at the last minute before work.
I then remembered that I had to change the makeup too.
Needless to say my job is 26 minutes away and I left with just 10 minutes for me to get there.
I was speeding...onl
I made it to work with one minute to spare.
Then I had bitching customers MOST of the day.
I worked with a guy that I dislike and it is a mutual feeling.
My boss threw a paper clip at me so I chased him with a bottle of water. P.s. If you are reading this...trust me payback is coming.
As I was sprinting after him (and losing my shoes in the store) my ankle twisted slightly while turning a corner.
I now have a slight limp! Sweet huh?
Then as I went to cash my check the cashier was in such a GOOD mood. She tried to make small talk. At this point I WANTED TO KILL!!!!! I just stared blankly at her and she got the hint. Thank god!
Oh and my sister found humor in this day.
Now I am heading home finally and hiding in a corner. I simply declined stepping into a bar and taking my chances there.
GOOD DAY!
All I have to say is
Any possible thing that could happen to me on this trip did happen to me.
BOO!
I AM BACK.....
BACK AGAIN.....
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