MUSIC / OPINION
I absolutely LOVE concerts.
**My list of music includes** (I have not updated this since 2004)
Lola ray ( you may not know them yet but they are awesome live)
The used (hell yeah the Taste of Chaos tour is gonna be sweet!)
Under oath
Slow Coming Day
Further Seems Forever
MARILYN MANSON (I ♥ HIM……one day I shall see him!)
Scars of Life
Senses Fail
Skillet
Something Corporate
OTEP (FRICKIN AWESOME \m/)
Kittie
The Postal Service
The Vines
Thursday
Tool
With Broken Wings
Funeral for a Friend
From First to Last
Ice Nine
Eighteen Visions
Die Trying
COLD (<3 them…..they are frickin kick a**)
Cinderella
Bleed the Dream
JET ( ♥ ♥ )
HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS (they were frickin awesome live!!)
HIM
BACKSTREET BOYS (Yes you are reading that correctly :-P)
The Beautiful Mistake
Driving in Silence
Bleed the Dream
From Autumn To Ashes
Letter Kills
My Chemical Romance
MAE
The Killers
Matchbook Romance (ehhh I bought their "cd" and it is frickin awesome!)
Poison the Well
Dashboard Confessional
REVIS (Yes that is correct!!! They are awesome!)
ZAO (I LOVE THEM!!!)
CHEVELLE (If you dont know them please leave my page.)
Opiate for the Masses
A PERFECT CIRCLE (If you dont know them SHAME on you!)
Ramones
36 Crazyfists (<3 They are awesome<3)
My Amercian Heart (AMAZING)
A COMING TRAGEDY ( I just found them and I LOVE LOVE LOVE THEM!!!!)
Juliana Theory
LAMB OF GOD (FUCKING HELL YES!)
Breaking Down (hahaha I just found em!!)
Minus 200
Left Foot Forward
NonPoint (<3)
Aiden
Name Taken
Tragic Romantic (Good!)
April Sixth (THEY ARE FUCKING GREAT!!!<3)
SHORTIE (THEY BLEW ME THE FUCK AWAY)
I simply have a passion for music <3
I love music but I do not let change my appearence.
If you listen to one type and that is all then you are missing out!
MUSIC DOES NOT DEFINE YOU (Plain and Simple)
[A note to all of you: If you feel you must dress a certain way due to the music you listen to then gain a brain. </3
Also recently I AM overly annoyed with the fact that people only know fucking fall out boy , hawthorne heights , my chemical romance , death cab for cutie (the list goes on). FUCKING CHALLENGE YOURSELF TO LISTEN TO MORE THAN WHAT IS POPULAR AT THE MOMENT! DO NOT PREACH TO ME ABOUT MUSIC WHEN WHAT I LISTEN TO YOU HAVE NEVER HEARD! IF IT IS NOT IN STYLE THEN YOU THINK YOU ARE TOO COOL TO LISTEN TO IT? PEOPLE LIKE THAT FUCKING ANNOY ME MORE THAN ABOUT ANYTHING!! Sorry for the rant but I am pissed off that people really only listen to MTV! I could go on but I am purdy angry so I shall leave it at that.]
I am currenlty torn.
That boy and I got into a tiny disagreement.
He called to pick a fight with me.
It was not like we were going out.
You had no reason to pick a fight with me.
That call broke my heart (well what was left of it).
You wanted your answer right now!?
Why was that I love you back so important?
Patience was all I asked for.
I actually enjoyed being around you.
When you read my previous diary entry you were so happy because you finally knew how I felt.
I love you should not be thrown around.
When I say it then I will mean it.
Until then I will not say it just to make you feel better.
When I feel it I will let you know.
Things can't always work out I guess.
The doctors.......
Well they drew my FUCKING BLOOD!!! Which I have weak veins due to my past. So they poked me in total 13 times in order to get blood samples. (I am terrified of anything sharp coming towards me. So it was very colorful (language) in the room. I was not nice because they had a fucking smile while stabbing me!)
Out of all of that I have low fucking iron. Wow! All that pain only for them to tell me I have low iron and need sleep. I am currently not a happy trooper!
They are putting me on a sleeping pill and an iron supplement. ASSHOLES!
There is this boy.
I think I like him.
He makes me laugh.
He is on my level.
He is sweet.
Our random conversations keep me interested.
He likes to talk.
He intrigues me.
I love how he is okay with who he is.
I love that he is bold.
I love his mind.
When he talks to me I get those butterflies.
The sight of him makes me happy.
I am like a little school girl with a crush when he is around.
His gestures take my breath away.
I can not seem to get my words straight when he is near.
There is not many times a boy can take the words away from me.
I think I like him.
But I am not sure.
Just wanted to let everyone know!!
Thanks.
MUCHO LUVO
I just found this poem I wrote (an hour before it was due) about a picture of Amanda (my best-friend since 3rd grade) and I. It was for an english credit.
…Simple Memory…
Many years of watching us grow into the young women we are today
Those years flew by and you wonder where they have gone
That simple flash of light made time stand still to create a simple memory
The only gift I have for you is nothing but a simple memory
We sat together with faces next to one another
Oh what a simple memory
Amanda’s wide childish smile barely being serious
Oh what a simple memory
My tongue flopped out to the side replacing my tired smile
Oh what a simple memory
Her eyes closed from the light yet mine wide and eager for the light
Oh what a simple memory
A shade of pink romancing our faces
Oh what a simple memory
The light filling the room showing my messy nature behind us
Oh what a simple memory
The dark consuming the doorway behind us
Oh what a simple memory
Still to this day we remain close
Neither of us wanting to bid farewell to this happiness
An angel was always there helping us through our rough spots
That angel was you
Thanks for all that you have done
I hope this simple memory brings you happiness
Rain.......
:-(
A WHOLE WEEK OF NOTHING BUT RAIN!!!!!!
:-(
THE NEWS SAID WE STILL HAVE ANOTHER WEEK BEFORE IT WILL QUIT!
:-(
RAIN......
Graduation:
I graduate June 4 which is only a few weeks away. I have yet to send out invites for my family to come. I am not sure when I will be having a party. I have not even thought of who I will invite.
As of today I realise I am a procrastinator
Nothing special.....Ju
Behind this smile is nothing but emptiness
All my laughs are forced
My outgoing personality is a sham
I am not what I seem
Looks are deceiving
And you went along for the emotional ride
The tears that you caught with courage
Reassurance that you provided daily
Happiness consumed my days
Simple words brought smiles
My gentle heart beating stronger day by day
The emptiness filling up with happiness
Smiles feel right
The laughs seem honest
I am what I seem
My looks no longer deceive
Thanks for the emotional ride
Now I am ready for life
<3
I have been sick (really sick) recently. Not sure with what but I am going to the doctors on Monday. Hopefully it is not all bad news.
Mucho Luvo
<3
I have atleast done 23 of these!
50 Fun Things To Do In An Elevator
1. Make race car noises when people get on and off.
2. Blow your nose and offer to show the contents of your kleenex to other passengers.
3. Grimace painfully while slapping your forehead and muttering, "Shut up darnit, all of you just SHUT UP!"
4. Whistle the first 7 notes of "It's a Small World" incessantly.
5. Sell Girl Scout Cookies.
6. On a long ride, sway side to side at the natural frequency of the elevator.
7. Shave.
8. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside ask, "Got enough air in there?"
9. Offer name tags to everyone getting on the elevator. Wear your upside-down.
10. Stand silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.
11. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to pull the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves.
12. Lean over to another passenger and whisper, "Ever had a Wet Willy?"
13. Greet everyone getting on the elevator with a warm handshake and ask them to call you "Admiral."
14. One word: Flatulence!
15. On the highest floor, hold the door open and demand that it stay open until you hear the penny you dropped down the shaft go "plink" at the bottom.
16. Do Tai Chi exercises.
17. Stare, grinning, at another passenger for a while, and then announce: "I've got new socks on."
18. When at least 8 people have boarded, moan from the back, "Oh, not now, damn motion sickness!"
19. Give religious tracts to each passenger.
20. Burp, then say, "Mmmmm.....tas
21. Meow occasionally.
22. Bet the other passengers you can fit a quarter in your nose.
23. Frown and mutter, "Gotta go, gotta go," then sigh and say, "OOPS!"
24. Show other passengers a wound and ask if it looks infected.
25. Sing "Mary Had a Little Lamb" while continuously pushing buttons.
26. Holler, "Chutes away!!" whenever the elevator descends.
27. Walk on with a cooler that says "Human Head" on the side.
28. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce, "You're one of THEM!" and move to the far corner of the elevator.
29. Leave a box between the doors.
30. Ask each passenger getting on if you can push the button for them.
31. Wear a hand puppet and talk to the other passengers "through" it.
32. Start a sing-along.
33. When the elevator is silent, look around and ask, "Is that your beeper?"
34. Play the accordion.
35. Shadow box.
36. Say, "Ding!" at each floor.
37. Lean against the button panel.
38. Say, "I wonder what all these do?" and then push ALL the red buttons.
39. Listen to the elevator walls with a stethoscope.
40. Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers that this is your "personal space."
41. Bring a chair along.
42. Take a bite of a sandwich and ask another passenger, "Wanna see wha in muh mouf??"
43. Blow spit bubbles.
44. Pull your gum out of your mouth in long strings.
45. Announce in a demonic voice, "I must find a more suitable host body."
46. Carry a blanket a clutch it protectively.
47. Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
48. Wear "X-Ray Specs" and leer suggestively at other passengers.
49. Stare at your thumb and say, "I think it's getting bigger."
50. If anyone brushes against you, recoil fiercely and scream, "BAD TOUCH!"
Bloodumpster (a band).........they made my fucking ears BLEED!!
They were by far theeee utmost worst untalented band ever to play at headliners...T
I like to give bands atleast two chances because it could be something wrong with the sound, building, equipment, anything like that. BUT HELL NO!!! This band just absolutely sucked! No talent....and the twisted part was they actually liked being told they suck. It is like they enjoy tormenting people.
!!!!!BLOODUMPS
P.S. If I did not make it clear enough
I THINK BLOODUMPSTER FUCKING SUCKS!
Mucho Luv
♥
Some little poem I wrote in my spare time:
"Match"
This match is tempting me
Tempting me to throw it down
Throw it down and burn our bridge
Our bridge that we created
Created through the years
The years of laughter, regret, love, and trust
Love and trust I thought was strong
Oh how I was wrong
Wrong to think our bridge was strong
Strong enough to hold both of our egos
Egos that we still think is non-existent
Both of us too stubborn to admit we were wrong
Wrong in thinking the other would return
Return without thinking twice
Thinking twice about throwing the match
Throwing the match and setting our bridge ablaze
I will stand here with the match deciding
Deciding if I want to burn our bridge
Our bridge will last until you let the match burn me
I will let go of this match if you want me to
Want me to give up on the person I love
I love you
This is just a simple note to you.
You said I have never loved any one...Well you were mistaken I love you! I Thought you would realise that by now but I guess not. I just wish things could go back to the way they use to be but they can't. Can they?
This is just a simple note to you
From my front page.
!!!!HECK YES I WENT TO THE TASTE OF CHAOS!!!!
Okay the Taste Of Chaos was KICK ASS….Half of the bands actually had talent…Althoug
So on 5-16-05 I went to Columbus to see April Sixth. They were the opening band for No Address and Crossfade. No Address fuckin sucked big monkey balls…They were so awful I left the concert hall so I would not have to hear them. Crossfade was really good. I didn’t really like their music until last night when they played their shit. They can actually sing really well and they kicked ass live! Therefore, if you don’t like crossfades cds you NEED to see them live. Trust me it is worth it. Last but definitely not least is April Sixth…. THEY WERE FUCKIN AMAZING! Their cd does not do them any justice what so ever. Chris can actually sing really really good! When they went on I knew it was going to be good but they blew me away! All of you need to find April Sixth. My whole concert was kick ass…well that’s because I was VIP..HAHAHA. I got to meet the bands except No Address but that did not bug me at all! Then my sister and I went to the after party with the bands. After that we headed home which was about 3 hours away. We got home around 6 am and I just got up around 8:30 am to go to school. I am writing this before I head off to school. Bye.
Yep on 5/29/05 I went to see April Sixth and Crossfade...ag
My loves must retire from my page.
<3 Jimmy Eat World
Jimmy Eat World
"Kill"
You're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I want to go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will
Could it be that everything goes around by chance
Or only one way that it was always meant to be
You kill me
You always know the perfect thing to say
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away
I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up, put down the phone
Like your favorite Heatmiser song goes:
'It's just like being alone...'
Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means
You kill me
You've got some nerve but can't face your mistakes
I know what I should do but I just can't turn away
So go on, love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Got to take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
And so much regret
I know what you want to say
I know it but can't help feeling differently
I loved you
And I should have said it
But tell me
Just what has it ever meant
I can't help it baby
This is who I am
Sorry but I can't just go turn off how I feel
You kill me
You build me up but just to watch me break
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away
my conscience called in sick
Warped tour in Mich was awesome oh and Bowling For Soup was better than I thoguht.
So yep I went to sounds of the underground...