Lola Ray <3
3 WHOLE PERSONAL DAYS AND 3 VACATION DAYS LEFT?????
(at work)
HOW WILL I SPEND THEM?
ROAD TRIP!
WHY SO MEAN TODAY?
Well I am at work and I am kinda cheerful today......and people are not!
What the eff is going on?
Before when I was having a crappy day and I said
"Have a good day." They atleast said "thanks...You too."
But oh no not today! I actually mean it when I say have a good day. Not a single person said thanks or you too......
Eff that crap...I am on strike!
Okay so not really but yeah.
Muchohearts
My phone rocks while yours doesn't. Lol.
I am on the net through my celly.
Crazy!
Dunananana Tiny road trip here I come!
So I am going to pick up some family in PA tomorrow! I am thrilled cuz it has been forever since I have seen them! Well only about a month but I heart them so much! So....It is an 8 hour drive and the turnpike half of the way....Do you know what that means? STARBUCKS!!! I am so excited cuz it has been a whole month since I have enjoyed my Starbucks!
MMMMMMMMMMMMM.
Well I just wanted to share that cuz I am uber excited!
Muchohearts
Karma is not sweet to those that bring pain......
I have been doing alot of thinking.....(you know that can't be good)....It was some recent events that have slapped me in the face. I was fuming when it happened
becuase I could not believe it. People can't always walk the walk.....they tend to talk the talk. I know its weird but its true. When was the last time a person that
"cared" actually was truely there for me? I am tired of people acting like they really care yet when I need to talk they can't be found. I am shocked because if they need help they do not hesitate to come to me! WHY? I finally had enough balls to tell them what I thought.....tr
There was more than one person that has done this...some in my family...and some just "really good friends". I think this is the turning point in my life. It is weird how you
have to sit and really think about your life (yes it only took me a day :-P). I am thrilled that I am finally awake to life...It has been MONTHS since I really smiled. Oh and yes it does feel great to live.
Muchoheartsluv
Lyrics.....I bet you do not know the band!
"everyone i know
is gone
they left
saying see you around
but i don't care
i like it that way
i don't care
i never had much to say
everyone i know says that im wrong
stubborn cold hard headed and withdrawn
see you later
see you around
see you later
see you around
but
everyone i know is gone
i don't care
i like it that way
i don't care
i never had much to say
i don't care
i just wanted to say
it means nothing to me
i gave it away"
6 mins till I am off......WOOOO
123 go...........1
GO GO GOG OGOGOGOGOGOGOG
THIS IS WHY I HEART MY FRIENDS:
Sara: Hey you fucking broke it!
Me: Huh?
Sara: How could you do that? All it did was love you!
Me: ::blank stare::
Sara: ::throws herself on the piece of ripped paper::
Me: Umm are you okay?
Sara: GO! ::starts crying::
Me: ::Rips another piece while laughing::
Sara: ::Screams:: NO!!!!! Fine I shall cut your hair ::grabs a razor and starts laughing::
Me: Ummmm I can tape them back together luv...
Sara: BOW DOWN TO MY RAZORNESSELF!
Me: THATS NOT EVEN A WORD DORK! ::walks away::
Yeah that is my life wrapped in a little bubble.
He said "You are a hate machine wrapped all pretty"
Update:
My "amazing" cars brakes went out! Fun huh? So I have my "mother" take me to work which is the longest 15 MINUTES OF MY LIFE (and I will NEVER get back)!! It sucks. So I am waiting to hear back from a guy that can/will fix them for me! So I am stuck at my home or on the net at my moms house. I may be on here alot! This small town is good for nothing!
kthanksmucholo
The time is now 6:07...
Do you know where your kids are?
Yeah that's what I thought.
....My apartment....
Is creepy at night
Has wood floors
Amazing windows
A beautiful view (of bulildings)
Is upstairs
Has a store under it
Is clean
Has a box or two sitting around
Has lights out the ying yang
Ummm yupp thats it
So I was thinking......
I sit here and think what is holding me back. Why am I so afraid to move on with my life and find a new job! I am only 18 and yet I act like I am 29 with a family of my own. I have nothing holding me back so why can't I put one foot infront of the other and just walk away? I am sitting here screaming at the top of my lungs yet people don't bother to care. They just pass me by. I just want to get out of here. Go somewhere not a soul would know me. I want to start a whole new life and just be me. Not this bitch that is miserable. Hmmmmmmmmm....
MSI OCTOBER 28!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Here is a link for you lazy one :-P
http://www.min
KTHANKSMSIROCK
Soooo. I am currently at work ALONE!!! Yeah I can handle it but not a damn person tells me whats going on. I guess I just decorate! My boss had crap to do for half the day and there was supposed to be a person to cover her....Well due to lack of communication there is noone to cover. So I am here all alone and feeling angry! They then called and explained why I was alone and said if I get busy to call them and they would send someone over. Well the nearest store is 35 mins away! By the time I call them when I am busy the rush is over within 20 mins!
I AM FUMING!!!
kthanksloveyou