"What the hell is wrong with you?"
::The girl has a blank stare::
" Do not even fucking act innocent! You are an ice queen to people."
::the girl trys to joke::
"Yes I am a queen ;-)"
"Dont fuckin joke...I am serious. You prance around here claiming to have feelings but you fucking lie! ::starts yelling:: You never let anyone close enough to fucking love you! WHAT ARE YOU SO AFRAID OF?"
::slaps guy in the face as tears stream down her face::
"Leave me the fuck alone! You are no one to talk to me this way! YOURE A FUCKING ASSHOLE!"
::straightens himself out::
"Fucking pathetic...You can not even hear the truth! What the hell are you upset for? It is you that causes pain to others! You lead them on and just drop them like they are nothing! YOU WILL NEVER BE WITH ANYONE!"
::starts walking away while shaking her head::
"HEY!"
::yanks her arm and pulls her back to him::
"Dont fucking walk away until I am done! All I have left to say is you have [ NO HEART ]. Enjoy being alone."
::guy walks away leaving the girl all alone and crying::
L I F E
EFF THE X-MAS MUSIC!
One Special Day...
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school, and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter at home.
But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there, a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?!" she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout.And from somewhere near the back, She heard another father say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day.
"The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom and looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on.And with hands behind her back, Slowly she began to speak And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away.But I know he wishes he could be, Since this is such a special dad. And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know,
All about my daddy and how much he loves me so. He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike.He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite.We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone. And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone.
Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart"
With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years. And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd. She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star. And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far. You see he was a fireman and died just this past year. When airplanes hit the towers and taught Americans to fear. But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away." And then she closed her eyes, and saw him there that day. And to her mother's amazement, she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes. Who knows what they saw before them, Who knows what they felt inside Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side. "I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt. Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.
PASS THIS ON IF YOU CARE.. AND IF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS YOU HAVE A VERY COLD HEART
Fuming.
Dear Mr. Creepy,
People that lurk in the corners and smile at me creep me the fuck out. When they nodd their head for me to come over creep me out. People who ask around to try and get my # creep me out. When they want to hook up with me not knowing who I really am creeps me out. People that tell others that they just want to take care of me creeps me out.
Advice for you Mr. Creepy:
QUIT LURKING! DO NOT TRY AND PERSUADE ME TO COME UP TO YOU! I AM A GROWN WOMAN WHO WILL DO AS I PLEASE! IF YOU WANT MY NUMBER FUCKING ASK ME SO I CAN TELL YOU NO NICELY! DO NOT EVER TALK ABOUT WANTING TO TAKE CARE OF ME WHEN YOU DO NOT KNOW ME! LAST BUT NOT LEAST DO NOT STARE!!!! It is just not polite!
FUCK
Another thing that fumes me is LURKERS! Why the hell dont you just ignore my page or get enough balls to say hi!???
JUST SAY SOMETHING! Do not keep coming on my page and then when you see me say something about it! Fucking talk to me on here!!! Dont wait and then like a week later when you see me say oh yeah I saw what you posted etc....
Why have you just added me as a friend on here and myspace and just talk to me when you see me about what I say online!!???
I guess tonight is just a ranting night......SO GOOD DAY!
For the good ol holiday I am dressing up as an Emo Girl
EEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Pics to deff come.
:-)
Heartstoall
30 unknown facts/secrets about ME:
1. In two words, explain what ended your last relationship?
him me
2. What are your personality flaws?
I think everyone has a motive. I do not trust easily. I tend to push many people away.
3. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
shutting the damn alarm off and falling back to sleep for another hour.
4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Thinking about moving and finding a new job.
5. Are you any good at math?
Ha
6. Your prom night?
Hated it. I am not the type to DRESS up and act all frikin girly. So it was LONG!
7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
Not sure. I tend to space out when the family stories come.
8. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school?
Nope.
9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace profile?
Duh. I love it. All of you know it is effing upbeat and its sticking in your head.....
10. Last thing received in the mail?
Credit card application. (The trash wanted it more than me)
11. How many different beverages have you drank today?
3
12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?
Depends if I like the person. I hate talking to machines.
13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to?
SOMETHING CORPORATE! I still <3 them!
14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
No beach around me :-(
15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
Other than having my tooth come out in an apple nothing the doc has done to me. The doc kept the kids entertained my a Gameboy. I LOVED VISITING THE OFFICE!!!
16. What is out your back door?
A deck type thing then some trees and a long scary metal stair case.
17. Any plans for Friday night?
SAW 3
18. Do you like the ocean?
Yeah....I will not touch the water but it is beautiful!
19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorn for Christmas?
Lol no my Sister and cousin always did!
20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
No :-(
22. Something you are excited about?
Music/concerts
23. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
yuck!
24. Are any of your great-grandpar
NOPERS
25. Describe your keychain:
Class of 2006 and Captain Morgan neck things (what you hook the keychains on to) Borders card, Kroger card, happy bunny (I just dont listen), A big orange "T" (my uncle got it for me), A nashville funny looking key thing (my parents got it when they were on vacation), 5 keys. OHHHH and a flower a girl made for me from a sparkler tip....sweet huh.
26. Where do you keep your change?
My purse/bedroom floor/My car.
27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
OH god maybe in middle school when I ran for class president
28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
This frickin black thing with pink crap.....I hate it.
I tend to <3 hoodies and jackets.
29. What was the weather like on your graduation?
Hottttttt
30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed
Neither
Customers piss me off.
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FOXY SHAZAM <3
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So yeah I am on my way to the effin haunted corn maze.....Which blows....My lil sis and all of her friends want to go so I got nominated to take them! FUNN!
P.S. I got my contacts today!