All I have to say is



Any possible thing that could happen to me on this trip did happen to me.



BOO!

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I AM BACK.....



BACK AGAIN.....

TELL A FRIEND :-P

Stay with me.Safe and ignorant.Just stay with me.

I am right back where I started.

Seriously WTF? Since when is it sweet to play hard to get? COME ON!

CAT AND MOUSE GETS BORING AND ANNOYING!

kthanksdork

FORGIVE AND FORGET?

Is it so bad that I am so numb to ones pain? I simply could care less if another is hurting. I am tired of people coming to me and wanting me to fix everything or anything. I use to fix it or repair it as best as I could. I kept my feelings and thoughts to myself and kept my mouth in line. I felt this darkness consume me after a while. I began to get so displeased with myself. Even with the life I have created myself. So one night I snapped and since then I have become numb. I can tell you I honestly do not care about you now. You want me to come back like I always have and be at your side. This time is different. I will not bend or hold my mouth shut any longer. I told everyone what they ment to me and I made my point clear. I have to look back and laugh at all the years I wasted. Well I am now making up for my lost time.

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Sorry will not come as easy
I will not bend this time
Yes I may be sorry in the end but I would rather live my life the way that I want. I am fucking sick of saying sorry for stuff I never do. Its just easier when I apologise. Or even when you always say sorry but never seem to mean it....becuase it happenes again.We can go on like nothing has happened. That is what we use to do. Until this time. I will not fucking forget! I will not say sorry! I am not going to fucking bend! Get over it. I will not take your apologies either....Instead of throwing a match to our bridge you slowly chipped it away with each drink. Everything you would say while drunk broke our bridge down piece by piece. I may miss you but I do not miss feeling sorry and like shit all of the time! I am me. Changes have happened to me. I can smile honestly now. No more of this shit.

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I cut my hair....and along with that many changes. I am no longer the person I use to be. I will not bend all too easy.

kthankskids:-)

At my job I see alot of parents with their kids. Let me tell you some of those wack job moms that come through here fume me! I just had thee most adorable little boy come in the store. He was six and just started school. His mom can afford to get her damn nails done an expensive cell phone and some horrible tattoos....YET she can not afford to dress her son! I mean I can understand a struggling mom but dont fucking come in the store pay your expensive phone dress nice and have those wretched nails done and dress him like a rag! This little boy then came up to the front desk and just started talking....TALK ABOUT MELT MY HEART! He proceeded to tell me he was 6 and he just started school but it was really expensive....I looked at the mother and she said its all the way in defiance....BOO FRICKIN WHOOO! Why would you tell your kid that their education is expensive! I was really fuming! DAMN LAZY ASS MOTHER NEEDS A SLAP! As they were leaving he went to touch a phone and that bitch actually screamed at him and yanked him really hard out the door. He just looked back and waved! :-(

WHY? I wanted to go take that kid from her and bitch slap her! Worthless mothers like that fume me!

So what you had didn't fit Among the pretty things

I wish creepy lurker guys would just disappear! Honestly!

I can not go into a bar/ a concert/ even work with out some creepy fucking guy lurking over me......

Thee bars are by far the worst place.....It is their breeding ground.

I had a guy honestly lurking over me and beside me all night.....My friend even acted like a b/f to get him to quit lurking but that would not even work....WTF?????? Why the hell are guys so creepy?

And cocky fucktards that think they can have any girl fume me! If you have a g/f keep it in your damn pants....quit being a whore!

Okay I am done ranting. So hearts kids :-)

LOOKING FORWARD TO 2007. MANY CHANGES ARE GOING TO BE HAPPENING!

MUCHO HEARTS KIDS

I finally snapped at a guy. This friend makes fun of any person that is not "metal". Why? I do not know....maybe it makes him feel better. Well he made fun of my friend because this guy is REALLY "EMO"....He did not realise that I knew him....Then all of us we at a concert and he was talking shit about guys wearing girls pants and so on. I finally told him I wanted to punch him in his fucking face....nicely acorse. I do not see the point in picking on people becuase they are just in style. That pisses me off when he is all like "I am metal"....and yet he whines like a little bia and puts on his puppy dog face when he gets yelled at..Eff that he should be wearing the chick pants!


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