My time in Ohio seems to be slipping from me so fast. I can not seem to find time to hang out with all the people that are something to me. Every day I have my whole day planned to get as many done as I can. I have yet to pack. I havent had time to sit and think about my life and what my actual plan is. I know where I am headed and a job is already there for me but I am not sure if I want it. I got up early enough to finally log on and check out my page. I needed some time to myself.

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Well I am leaving ohio june 5th. I am finally moving out of this place and starting a new life. I was sitting at work and just decided that I wanted to put my 2 weeks in and just leave. Updates to come.

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MY Friday the 13th:

As I got out of my bed I stepped on a shoe and almost fell.

So I threw my arms in the air (for a reason unknown) and my wrist hit the fan blade......

I have a lump and discoloration on my pretty wrist.

My makeup from the previous night would NOT come off without a fight.

I then did my makeup all pretty matching the color of my pretty shirt.

I spilled a drink on that once pretty shirt.

I Changed at the last minute before work.

I then remembered that I had to change the makeup too.

Needless to say my job is 26 minutes away and I left with just 10 minutes for me to get there.

I was speeding...only 30 miles over the legal limit.

I made it to work with one minute to spare.

Then I had bitching customers MOST of the day.

I worked with a guy that I dislike and it is a mutual feeling.

My boss threw a paper clip at me so I chased him with a bottle of water. P.s. If you are reading this...trust me payback is coming.

As I was sprinting after him (and losing my shoes in the store) my ankle twisted slightly while turning a corner.

I now have a slight limp! Sweet huh? 

Then as I went to cash my check the cashier was in such a GOOD mood. She tried to make small talk. At this point I WANTED TO KILL!!!!! I just stared blankly at her and she got the hint. Thank god!

Oh and my sister found humor in this day.

Now I am heading home finally and hiding in a corner. I simply declined stepping into a bar and taking my chances there.





GOOD DAY!

All I have to say is



Any possible thing that could happen to me on this trip did happen to me.



BOO!

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I AM BACK.....



BACK AGAIN.....

TELL A FRIEND :-P

Stay with me.Safe and ignorant.Just stay with me.

I am right back where I started.

Seriously WTF? Since when is it sweet to play hard to get? COME ON!

CAT AND MOUSE GETS BORING AND ANNOYING!

kthanksdork

FORGIVE AND FORGET?

Is it so bad that I am so numb to ones pain? I simply could care less if another is hurting. I am tired of people coming to me and wanting me to fix everything or anything. I use to fix it or repair it as best as I could. I kept my feelings and thoughts to myself and kept my mouth in line. I felt this darkness consume me after a while. I began to get so displeased with myself. Even with the life I have created myself. So one night I snapped and since then I have become numb. I can tell you I honestly do not care about you now. You want me to come back like I always have and be at your side. This time is different. I will not bend or hold my mouth shut any longer. I told everyone what they ment to me and I made my point clear. I have to look back and laugh at all the years I wasted. Well I am now making up for my lost time.

kthanksbye

Sorry will not come as easy
I will not bend this time
Yes I may be sorry in the end but I would rather live my life the way that I want. I am fucking sick of saying sorry for stuff I never do. Its just easier when I apologise. Or even when you always say sorry but never seem to mean it....becuase it happenes again.We can go on like nothing has happened. That is what we use to do. Until this time. I will not fucking forget! I will not say sorry! I am not going to fucking bend! Get over it. I will not take your apologies either....Instead of throwing a match to our bridge you slowly chipped it away with each drink. Everything you would say while drunk broke our bridge down piece by piece. I may miss you but I do not miss feeling sorry and like shit all of the time! I am me. Changes have happened to me. I can smile honestly now. No more of this shit.

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I cut my hair....and along with that many changes. I am no longer the person I use to be. I will not bend all too easy.

kthankskids:-)

At my job I see alot of parents with their kids. Let me tell you some of those wack job moms that come through here fume me! I just had thee most adorable little boy come in the store. He was six and just started school. His mom can afford to get her damn nails done an expensive cell phone and some horrible tattoos....YET she can not afford to dress her son! I mean I can understand a struggling mom but dont fucking come in the store pay your expensive phone dress nice and have those wretched nails done and dress him like a rag! This little boy then came up to the front desk and just started talking....TALK ABOUT MELT MY HEART! He proceeded to tell me he was 6 and he just started school but it was really expensive....I looked at the mother and she said its all the way in defiance....BOO FRICKIN WHOOO! Why would you tell your kid that their education is expensive! I was really fuming! DAMN LAZY ASS MOTHER NEEDS A SLAP! As they were leaving he went to touch a phone and that bitch actually screamed at him and yanked him really hard out the door. He just looked back and waved! :-(

WHY? I wanted to go take that kid from her and bitch slap her! Worthless mothers like that fume me!

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